Lyrics:

everything gets better if you let yourself believe
ignore the facts
and maybe it'll get easier to breathe 
ignore the signs it's easier to be a fucking sheep
ur in their sights but they won't kill u they jus wanna hear ur screams
remember why we're fighting in the first place
it's getting violent finally and i taste blood
i can't tell if it's mine or not
i couldn't care if it's mine or not
i've had no meal in like 4 days
i'm unsure now if i need that to survive
and i guess that's my own fault
but still i'll blame it on you or try

its just a song
yea i know
but this is everything i'd say
to enlighten
any listener who wants 2 know my state
guess it wasn't that important 
hold my urge to fuck ur face
love sounds rlly nice until u get a fuckin taste
how she not around and she got me this fucked
i just made a good decision and i'm not even drunk
we all got a breaking point and mine's jus down the rung
think u better bite ur tongue 
oh no really 
bite ur tongue

if my blood stains up the carpet 
will it wash out all the same
i read a passage from the dead and they're offended i relate
we're wasting time 
get the point 
through your barely human brain
if you like a bit of comfort
ill be everything you hate
go back in time preserve your words
in undisturbed till fired clay
but only if you mean it 
cause meant words will read the same
one thousand years from now i'll be just another voided name
you'll come across it by coincidence and skip over my page

just another song (canyouseetheghost)

Big thanks to @devilboyxo for being on this track and doing the cover art <3

lyrics:

(HeyLee Manzeron)
(leave the lies to the broken liars)
(Leave the lies to the broken liars)


Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars

Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and now she's fighting her mental
Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and-(aaaaa)
fighting my mental

Yeah, yeah, mortified
every fuckin' single night
everything I do or try
nothing seems to satisfy
I get behind all these reasons that I'll never realise 
The projects that I left in my vault will never see the light

Such a pretty mouth
You like to talk about
All the chelsea smiles you leave, just like a calling card
You've gone too far and I need to move on
Move on and keep my distance

Fighting my mental, fighting my mental
Now HeyLee's fuckin' back and now she's fighting her mental
And all the fist fights were not coincidental
Fighting my mental


(SCAR$)
Now she slidin' in my dm's asking 'bout my mental
She your bitch and my rental 

Woke up 2am
Ask me what i'm up to
Now she wanna come through
Now she suck my whole crew

All her friends love SCAR
'Cause im shining like a star
Me and HeyLee goin' far
You gon' know who we are

And yeah you hate that you love me
Yeah you hate that you want me

And she the freaky type
"Gag me when you fuck me" type
Yeah she the freaky type
Black corset and fangs type


(HeyLee Manzeron)
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars
Take that
Scratch that
Do it 'till you're mortified
Oh yeah, you lit my soul on fire
Half truths
Have-nots
Do you really wanna try?
Leave the lies to the broken liars

(leave the lies to the broken liars)
(Leave the lies to the broken liars)

Spotify Link

Mortified w/SCAR$ (Prod. sheepy_kid & squirl beats)

------------------CREDITS-------------------------
beat produced by billionstars
vocals written and recorded by Nkno x Heylee Manzeron
mixed by Nkno x Heylee Manzeron
mastered by Nkno
artwork by Painting
----------------------------LYRICS--------------------------------

[Pre-Hook: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess mess

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Verse 1: Nkno]

I know that I fucked up
I know I'm an asshole
Keep the mental in check
This is probably the last straw
Too far gone to understand it
What do I know I'm drowned in this emotion
Drowning in my emotion
Can't cope with the agony that I sit in
People thinkin' they know me 
When I been feelin' all lonely
And I been feenin' for codeine
And I been leanin' for morphine

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions

[Verse 2: Heylee]

I say it once, louder for the TV
Only place where no one can see me
Put up a wall, and everybody knows it
I try to fake it, everybodys bullshit
Why should I get to know you 
When everything you do is hurtful
Purple hearts in all the notions
Drowning in my own emotions

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions

[Verse 3: Nkno]

How much longer 'till I'm sober
I can't wait 'till its all over
I'm so close to losing my mind
Gonna overdose and say goodnight
Let's make it right
Let's say goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye

[Bridge: Nkno]

Drowning in the darkness
Can't escape my emotion

[Pre-Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess mess

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions
---------------------<333----------------------

Drown in My emotion

Drown in My Emotion (feat. Heylee Manzeron)

Drown in My Emotion (feat. Heylee Manzeron) (prod. billionstars)

track 3 "lifefuckinhatesme"

Canaries were used in coal mines to detect the presence of carbon monoxide. The bird's rapid breathing rate, small size, and high metabolism, compared to the miners, led birds in dangerous mines to succumb before the miners, thereby giving the miners time to take action.

prod. iof

lyrics: 

i used to wanna give you everything
but now im feeling buried
down in the dirt like a canary.,..

but now i see thru all the shit u do
u never had my best intentions
in mind...
but baby you cant say that i never  tried

too bad so sad, u don't want it!
gave u my love then u departed...
i just wish i could take it all back
draw my last my breath as the room goes black...

i wish i could let this go!
but im so fucked up now!
i shoulda turned you down, turned my fuckin car around
instead i got a one way ticket six feet under ground...

six feet underground...x2

wait a second, i been thinkin all about you
stumbling thru dark alleys
i think i lost my point of view
this happens everytime
images of you when i close my eyes...

every night i dream about you
fall apart when i think about you
ohh...

i know you blame me baby
i know i drive you crazy
im losing my wind without you here
im counting every second without you near...

*chorus*

6 feet underground.....x2

:c

Spotify

6feetunder. [+IOF]

phases ft. Seejayxo

liar

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

@fleshgolem

(flesh)
i've been sitting with my thoughts
without your company i'm lost
i wish i didn't overthink every part 
of the words that you said in a dream

(TNS)
Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

(flesh)
i hope that i dont mess this up
got so much love to give to ya
sometimes i think i'm not enough
intrusive thoughts can't break me
and so i try to loosen up 
so i don't lose my grip on us
i'm sorry that i've been impatient lately

(TNS)
Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you 

And you’re stuck in my head 
And you’re lost 
In my bed 
While you stare at me get outta my head

Sitting as the cars go by 
Thinking about you and I 

Say that you hate me 
While you degrade me 
I got nothing in my brain to hold onto 
Holding onto nothing but the fear that I haunt you

Sitting As The Cars Go By w/ flesh golem [+ jasco]

~2300~

Lyrics: 
[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become 
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough
Feeling free but not deserving of

[VERSE]
Let me down
I know you’ve been used to it
Should be used to it by now
You don’t gotta lie about where you come from 
All that’s gonna matter is the outcome 
Constant in my head
Often the mindset
I came to forget
All of this happened
I’ve grown to be
Your sense of relief
But i’m also in need
There’s nothing for me tonight

[HOOK]
Same sorrow new day
Safe hollowed out space
In this bed with my fake skin
Just an imitation
Of who I wished i’d be when I was young
I wish you could’ve seen what i’ve become
Wear pain on my face
This body I hate
Try to show myself patience 
Know my limitations
Who I be will never be enough 
Feeling free but not deserving of

Drown in My Emotion (feat. Heylee Manzeron) (prod. billionstars)

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