forgot we had this 1 tgt haha ❤️‍🩹 loveit bro <3

How did I miss this song, this is awesome

Ahh i finally found your page  was lookin for it after i heard you with reject 

ty for listening:)

lyrics:

i fucked my life, swear im going nowhere
i might just give up, if you dont really care
and im too fucked up, im too far gone
nobody can save me
x2

cold nights when im alone
i try to call you , all i hear is a dial tone
i dont like it when im alone
ohhhhh oh noooo
it  gets cold outside when ur all alone
tryna find my way back home

cypression:

im trying to find my way back home
ive been lost for so long and i feel so alone
im losing all hope
ive been sinking in an ocean of lies
ive been drowning my whole life
and im just trying to get by

too far gone w/ cypression (prod. irby)

at one point we are all met with the annihilation of option

Death tends to be a bit of a taboo topic when making music, as going about it appropriately can be rather tricky. On the flip side, I feel that music has contributed to a desensitization to the idea of death, and whether that's good or bad is still unknown to me. Sure, it's the one constant that everyone experiences in life, but it being normal and expected doesn't necessarily mean it can't be scary to think about. Death is the end, and at that point (unless whatever theology or religion you subscribe to turns out to be the right one) one can no longer decide the course of their life, all decision making and self-reflection is halted, what you have at that moment is your legacy.

Yeah, I think referring to death as the "annihilation of option" is kinda in your face about the whole concept, but I think it truly is. There are no more options on how you life your life, and as grim as it may sound, you no longer have any say in how it ends. Taking one's own life, as horrible as a tragedy as it is, still applies to the whole 'decision making' process. It's a choice someone makes that results in squandering all potential choices. Scary shit honestly.

And there's the whole idea of not necessarily wanting to die, but rather just not exist for lets say, a year or so? That's a whole other topic though, so we can get to that in another song. I think my main point in all of this (and the reasoning for the song is really up to interpretation to the listener) is, *spoilers ahead* it's really just an expression of my thoughts about the whole concept. Death is scary, it's very real, and what happens after will never be certain.

But yeah, I meant that last part of the song, the idea of dying does make me pretty fucking nauseous.

Annihilation Of Option [prod. hieloways]

feat. @skullergamez
artwork by autumn

lyrics:
[verse: noxiousnights]
i feel a lot of pain i'm on my own sometimes it gets too cold 
it's just another day but i can't be satisfied i just want more
and i'm under the rain hiding my tears feel like i'm close to the shore
survived all my attempts cuz maybe inside i wasn't really sure

[chorus: noxiousnights]
i'm not coming back to you, you know
you weren't the one i want
i'm not wanting that from you, you know
you're just playing with my heart 

[verse: autumndropsdead]
start’s dark 
won’t get far in cold weather 
throat’s parched 
my soul’s parked; a lone desert 
blade sharp to marks of low effort 
kind hearts tear me apart; 
i’m so tethered 

weight on my back 
got me feeling so feeble 
fixed on the ground 
while they soar like an eagle 
ever since birth i been very deceitful 
what am i worth i don’t feel like an equal
 
this story’s moving way too fast 
but i am doing what i can

[chorus: noxiousnights]
i'm not coming back to you, you know
you weren't the one i want
i'm not wanting that from you, you know
you're just playing with my heart

playing with my heart

playing with my heart w/ autumndropsdead [prod. sobernap]

Main Artists: lil XipZ x @autumndropsdead
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: autumndropsdead x lil XipZ
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM
@xipz_sad.am
@autumndropsdead
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Nightcore Version: https://soundcloud.com/andrew-frain-277634565/lil-xipz-bloody-nose-w-autumndropsdead-sped-up

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DSFQG1LhAQupar46qJr4e?si=a2853ac64fdc4d03
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
I finally got a bloody nose
It's getting on my clothes
Feel like I've outgrown
Everyone I've known
And if you think you ever want me back
I'm not really so sure about that
And if I ever get a bit attached
I pray to fucking god you're not a rat

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
I'll be alright
But I ain't coming back
I'm paralyzed
Don't be such a brat
Talking all that trash
Now you've made me mad
Senses are heightened
When I'm frightened

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
Skeletons
They hide in my closet
I cant win
And I cant forget
I know what you meant to me
Doesn't mean we're meant to be
Losing myself constantly
Shit I think I'm into deep
I'm in too deep
And I cant fall asleep
Got the thoughts in my head
And they making me weep
And you breaking my bones
Got blood on my nose
And its dripping all down just to stain on my clothes
And theres scars on my wrist
From the last time I slit
And I'm wearing a hoodie
I don't like my skin
And You mess with my brain
And fuck with my head
Then you stab me in the back then leave me for dead

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
I finally got a bloody nose
It's getting on my clothes
Feel like I've outgrown
Everyone I've known
And if you think you ever want me back
I'm not really so sure about that
And if I ever get a bit attached
I pray to fucking god you're not a rat

Bloody Nose (w/ autumndropsdead)

beat made by 2001 x Pekarot
written and performed by Nkno and autumndropsdead
mixed and mastered by Nkno x autumndropsdead

i'm feelin fine (feat. autumndropsdead) (prod. 2001 X Pekarot)

Main Artist: lil XipZ x Shxdy808 
Production: Shxdy808
Featured Artists: Popularreject x TeddyBoi
Mixing: lil XipZ x insoluble x Teddyboi
Mastering: lil XipZ
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FOLLOW US ON INSTAGRAM 
@xipz_sad.am 
@shxdy808
@lovethereject
@teddydontgo
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do 

[Verse 1: popularreject]
but i dont think she do
i never thought she would
shes got her hair dyed split
theres nothing wrong with us
those are the lies i tell myself
just wish me well
in hell im down this road again
and im all alone
i hope she noticed me
im in the back of class
shes in the front damn seat
ill cut off all my hair
hope that she noticed me 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do 

[Verse 2: TeddyBoi]
I would rather kill a beat 
than be up with another bitch
i got money now but baby 
you know i wont ever switch
i been rubbing off on these hoes
like im rubbing her clit
and what i mean is they been bumping all my shit
yeah get up off my dick
45. thats a hollow tip
if i want, i can shoot my shot like its aim assist
45. on me and i keep that shit equipped
choppa love it personal up close
where it give a bitch a kiss
turn your head into red mist
if you walk on my bitch 
imma turn you into red mist
she got those fishnets on and 
she want me to rip it
like a iv with the way she be drippin 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i hope she noticed me
she looks like such a queen
she got them fishnets on
and them ripped black jeans 

she got her hair dyed blue
its always braided too
she says she loves me back
but i dont think she do

XipZ x Shxdy808 - Hair Dye (w/ popularreject x teddyboi)

Check Out Yung Shadøw:
Soundcloud: @yung-shadow1
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCm4QVYmh90s1DKbg58Wi6FA
Spotify: https://spoti.fi/32fPIWw
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/_yung.shadow_/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/_yung_shadow_

Lyrics
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Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Chain so heavy that I think I might choke
Getting income like I just passed go
And I kill the studio when I'm on my own
Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Paws for my hands how I'm keeping it froze
Got enough ice to deck out my clones
But get out of my way and get out of my zone
She just want bread
I just want head
I'm the monster fucking her on your bed
Wherever I tread
There's always a ten outta ten telling BFs she want me instead
Open her legs
Dick like I'm Ed
But Imma stop horsing back to the sex
Love how it started and loving her end
If you want a portion you get the rest

She look at my watch like I'm ben10
A flick of the wrist and they dancing
Disco lights on her best friends
I guess the ice is my element
Water tribe how she dripping
And she blood bend this dick in
Beating up pussies like villains
'Till her breath sound harsh like hissing
Y'all gotta wait what I'm dishing
'Cause I'm cooking up fire in the kitchen
Getting drunk 'till I'm pishing
Still putting out better than the millions
Still better than I'm billing
Sure I make a couple stacks but I want a bajillion
Still got a couple vaults Imma fill in
Put me on your watchlist Imma make a killing

Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Chain so heavy that I think I might choke
Getting income like I just passed go
And I kill the studio when I'm on my own
Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Paws for my hands how I'm keeping it froze
Got enough ice to deck out my clones
But get out of my way and get out of my zone
She just want bread
I just want head
I'm the monster fucking her on your bed
Wherever I tread
There's always a ten outta ten telling BFs she want me instead
Open her legs
Dick like I'm Ed
But Imma stop horsing back to the sex
Love how it started and loving her end
If you want a portion you get the rest

Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Chain so heavy that I think I might choke
Getting income like I just passed go
And I kill the studio when I'm on my own
Ice so cold
Ice so cold
Paws for my hands how I'm keeping it froze
Got enough ice to deck out my clones
But get out of my way and get out of my zone

Ice So Cold

Ice So Cold [Prod. Yung Shadøw]

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

self-prod

Rob - https://on.soundcloud.com/hgqiB
Flowrs - https://on.soundcloud.com/HKQrx

Summer's Dead w/ Robstar & sendflowrs

[Prod, Diamoon]
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

Happy Halloween! <3

ARE YOU MINE? - FRVR X ERISU [Prod. Diamoon]

produced by @hxrxkiller



i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless

i never mean to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

you left me fucking heartless
pretending that we never existed
and now i'm all alone reminiscing
if i wanna talk would you listen?

or should i just save me breath?
and now i'm just wishing for death
ever since you left me to clean up the mess that you made
i haven't been feeling good i've been feeling less than okay
i tried to help you but you said i just get in your way

yeah you thought you could change me
you thought you could be the one to save me
after all this time i'm still the same me
now i'm going crazy

and i don't wanna feel this way
i got a lot in my head that i wish i could say
but you're gone and i know that you're not gonna stay
and it hurts cause i know that i'm not okay

not okay
tell you that i'm fine but i'm not okay

why'd you have to go and leave me heartless?
[x2]

i never meant to start shit
you left me in the darkness
i loved you regardless of your flaws
but you left me fucking heartless
[x2]

i'm feelin fine (feat. autumndropsdead) (prod. 2001 X Pekarot)

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