i want to die with sounds of this playlist

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girl girl girl

produced by oilcolor & https://soundcloud.com/the0utset
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lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/the0utset

Yeah my heads been off shoulders it's been at my feet taking a battering from me 
Oh no, if I could think straight maybe my intentions would match up with my actions 
 Oh no, Come think I don't think I just act
Come to think I just think I don't act 
 Yeah I been thoughtless but I still contemplated what I had to do no it's complicated it's just the truth 
 
Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

Yeh you gon pick me up again open the door and say come in we hit the ground we been runnin
Harder than the floor board colder than the night air 
No I'm into chasin I'm into facin the facts things i can't take back things I do and don't regret 
I do and don't regret despite the effects it has, I do and don't regret 

Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

I'm a mess w/ the outset

support: https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus
very soon

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

fine (prod. killedmyself)

IAmTheCoffin.- The Lesser Of Two Evils (Youre Just As Mean As Me)

lyrics:

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

i knew it when we met that i would fall in love again
but no one ever told me loved ones tend to turn their back
now im all alone just scrolling through my phone in bed
tears are hard to cry when i dont have no water left

watch a pill breaking down in the water when i stir
did it all on my own
this is not your fault i swear
i just starve skin and bones
its ok ill eat the air
spend my work on a shirt
and a pair of nike airs

i get sick when i think of your lips on his face
cause i know the love he gives you couldnt be replaced
by my soul and my blood by my heart by my taste
and im so sick and tired of just lusting your embrace

im being tossed around losing all my worth
and i dont really know if i should tell you that it hurts
pill powder in my frown these dont even work
pick myself apart and i just wipe away the dirt

incompatible (prod. killedmyself)

safe

original: https://soundcloud.com/ccottrill/flamin-hot-cheetos

Flamin' Hot Cheetos - Clairo (amr rmx)

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

prod. foreign beats

if this makes you happy then i'm happy too
if you wanna die then ill just die with you
ill always be here ill just wait for you  
baby it's n‭o problem yeah i love you boo
always bite my nails when i'm not with you 
i just get so nervous when i look at you 
my hands get so cold when i think of you
yeah i get so crazy when i'm not with you 
flowerbaby do you have a clue 
flowerbaby if you only knew 
flowerbaby my love is so true
flowerbaby do you love me too
flowerbaby do you love me too
flowerbaby if you only knew
flowerbaby do you have a clue 
flowerbaby my love is so true

flowerbaby (prod. foreign beats)

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Got the face of an angel/
Look at that body girl you've got me going insane though/
Everytime i feel it, i know you're feeling the same though/
Everytime i'm in it, you've got me feeling like fuego/

Cuz i don't really wanna wait too long/
You don't really wanna go home/
No you don't really gotta go home/
You don't really gotta go, yeah/

You don't really gotta go home, no/
You don't really go home/

You don't really gotta go home/
you don't really got to go/
you don't really got to go/
No you don't really got to go/
No you don't really got to go/

Babygirl i'm telling you if you don't wanna go/
You don't really got to go, go to go, no you don't really got to go/

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Find Her

produced by @chivnti

lyrics:

nose lame as fuck get it peirced like a bull
i live and i die to be different
if we fuck just know that my hearts not involved
i learned i could numb my emotions

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

mid september ill be fucking crazy
swear to god im ugly no one wanna date me
i been so fucked up i want it please dont save me
whenever im stuck like this all my dreams amazing

when i make plans respond within the fuckin minute
im not busy but i hate it
10 minutes tops and im not waiting

like what the fuck u comtemplating 
for so long
u wouldnt do this if i made it
and blew up

i always hated being sheltered
im not urs just give it up
i go to parties full of strangers
just to come thru and fuck it up

at least my music going good
but knowing me ill prolly fuck it up
tonight my head is feeling good
but of course i always drug it up

i went from always being late
to pretty much never showing up
i went from i dont have a plug
to damn my plug is coming clutch

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

art found at http://johnnysboots.tumblr.com/post/76103773768

scissor hands (prod. chivnti)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in ur shit
if you dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

if i dont fuck with u
then i wont click the text
i got friends up in my inbox
like i know them but they on read

know them but they changed up
hate me if ion link up
theres lonely nights i wanna go out
but they dont hit me if a song up

ya my girlfriend said our times up
all my close friends in a limbo
young artist i dont give a fuck if
my gmail full of beats tho

my iphone got a cracked screen
that shit not even rose gold
i wake up and spit some listerine
think of new words and a new flow

soon its new phone i got new hoes
its new drugs but the same bros
new songs keep coming out
like 2 a week i dont slow down

2am in a ghost town
its fl till the sun down
i need a song all about this shit
if it dont exist well it does now

every love that i once had got a new guy and they real good
when i open up my newsfeed and i see them i dont feel good
brain cells that i used to have all dead now but the weeds good 
the only lighter i ever use she bought for me and i miss her

she said my new shit it dont sound good
if somethings wrong you can tell me
i dont say shit to anyone
so thats why my songs all about me

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in your shit
if u dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

back (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @notmorgn

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

weight up on my shoulders
i feel like atlas
greek yogurt 
with the fruit 
damn gotta snap this
she smokin packs bitch
ziplock full of cat piss
put on the ski mask
slump you just for actin
why u 2 faced
trippin like a shoelace
i sleep on it 
woke up and its a new day
european stacks
stuffed in my gucci suitcase 
i wanna drop out and its like only a tuesday

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

drop this shit on a friday
wake up with the sunrise
october 13th
its fucking cold outside
but i dont mind
i really dont mind
cus the cold reminds 
me why i stay inside
you punch the clock
i punch the MIDI make it bop
not makin much
but its better than a job
eating like a pig
but i stay way from them cops
used to starve up in that attic
like an addict with some rock
really i hate my voice how do you listen to this
swear if u pissed inside a bucket it’d sound crisper than this
whatever my stats rising
hit me like perfect timing
make the beat real quick
notes app and get to typing

why you mad at me i swear i try my best
like all i wanted was us to be together forever 
like i guess ill see u around this 
fucking ghost town
we all ghosts now
i’m a ghost now 

mom why you mad at me 
i swear try my best
i know that she saw the
broken blood vessels on my neck

i swear i try my best

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

prod. @notmorgn
feat. @supachefm

(guccihighwaters)

don't tell me that it’s working out
now that i sealed the cracks
always finding opportunities to
stab me in the back
a new life on the road of creation
im alone in my room 
they think im famous?

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train

hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit, gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

i gotta go
its getting cold
can’t stay
i have to hit the road
but they never told me i’d be alone
im feelin lost in my head so ill make a song

(supachefm)

they never told me id be alone
cracks in my heart
and cracks on my phone
waiting for the night where i would catch you lone
take it off or let me take you home

feel like a boxer when i beatin up da beat now
i turn the dancer from the show into a freak now
face down feet up wit her teeth out
gimme cheeks now gasping as i reach out

gucci send the track i give him flowys for the free
lil eskimo peepin bitches from a tree
live through my dreams supachef whip that heat
bustin down packs pullin smoke through my teeth

making my rounds while the storm start to whippin
a ghost in my town but a star in the making
she used to lie to my face for a min
fuck these bitches im just gettin to the digits

f

(guccihighwaters)

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train
hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

(supachefm)

im always slaying on the beat
bitches tryna fuck me love to tell me im unique
ima make a ruckus
catch me stompin through da street
smokin on some pressure get the pack from overseas

feel the same (feat. supachefm)

on a side note, rest in peace lil peep he was a huge inspiration and his music really helped me get through hard shit last year. I'm glad to have met him, we talked about music it was a day i won't forget.

sample credits: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6rDh75VHMs

prod. @notmorgn

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

constant conflict 
with my own reflection
i ain’t got no sense
of direction 
when it comes to this
i just succumb to it
please enlighten me
all i hear is thundering
in a couple months
i hope to see some changes
maybe with this check 
i can get you that bracelet
it never happens my 
bank account is dead again
do you mind if we just kick it 
in my bed again
workin to hard 
to feel empty
im almost 20 but 
i feel like i’ve had plenty
wake up in a faze 
i feel like ecco2K
wake up everyday but
 i fight through the pain

im afraid you really can’t save me
but i still wanna lay with you until my visions fading
i have feelings no im not faded
i would wait a lifetime if you had the patience 
oh you cannot save me
im too deep in this
oh you cannot praise me
i’ve got demons in me

you cannot save me
im too deep in this
i have feelings
know i’d wait a lifetime

you can't really save me

prod @notmorgn

i don’t do no drugs
cus they always kill
everything i fucking love
i don’t go to clubs
i am not the plug 
but my phone is blowin up

fuck emotions
i don’t wanna own them
i don’t wanna see another
day of commotion
focused but hopeless
oh shit im broken
i can be fixed but the
potion to potent

fillin up my lungs
like the pump into a gas tank
blowin out the poison to the air
for the last laugh
sometimes life sucks
and i know it
that’s why you gotta
keep going

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

i used to fuck with people
now i treat them like a phase
cus i told them i was down
then they laughed up in my face
had a frown
then u jumped up out the frame
one hand painting pictures
other hand counting days

i put in 100
they throwin back 50’s
like i was never with it
but your girl was tryna kiss me
sneak diss me?
bitch i been clearin history
since i was fucking 12 watchin
titties on the big screen

i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring
i stay up late 
then i skip the morning
they having lunch?
well, i’m fucking snoring

i keep on going 
i cannot stop
cus im growing

i keep on going 
i cannot stop 
cus im growing

download

keep on going

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

sadeyes