Sad Nigga Hours😭

im sad as shit

sad songs for good days

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Gustav Ahr's Album

hellboy (prod smokeasac x yung cortex)

giving girls cocaine w/ lil tracy (prod. horsehead)

kisses in the wind w/ lil tracy (prod. dirty vans)

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

prod @tothegood
mixed and mastered by @antongxldn & @lilsadeyes


tv static in my head
spend all day inside my bed
crop me out make me forget
sometimes i think i'm better off dead

i don't think you get it
i don't think you need to
i'm not transparent don't pretend i'm see through
not again

NOT AGAIN, NOT AGAIN
DON'T PRETEND I'M SEE THROUGH!
NO

who am i to feel this way
cry all night decay all day
(x2)

tv static in my head
spend all day inside my bed
crop me out make me forget
sometimes i think i'm better off dead
(x2)

take my hand and maybe one day
we can soar to a higher plane
take my hand and maybe one day
we can soar away
we can soar away
we can soar away

we can soar away today

soar away (prod.tothegood)

no sample.
@qawikamri
about a girl that sucks

B A C K G R O U N D  S T O R Y
I flew over for a girl and turns out she was taken and didn't tell me about it, but the date was kinda fucked up cos she was on her phone all the time so i'm not actually missing a lot.

(Qawi Kamri)
dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (x3)

i just want to fix our problems
we can take time to solve them
i don't want to hit rock bottom
i hate the feel of feeling numb

i just want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (2x)

she got looks but a shitty personality
maybe its my fault i let her inside of me
now its too late, im stuck, i cant fucking leave
stole my heart, fell in love with a heaven's thief

she got a pretty face
so i flew to her place
thought you were a bless
all you give me is stress

always on your phone
you don't want to talk at all
wow... its nice to be ignored
please put my head on a sword

i do believe in second chances
what do you say? do you want to fix this?

(cause I still want to)
wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (3x)

want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

SPOTIFY

Second Chance

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

Spotify

baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

While I know the moments placed
Never know if it's the space
Kicked me down and left with haste
Picked up new like its a race

Can I get more weed, garçon?
Maybe some dom perignon
Waste my time in space, Elon
No one ever knows what’s wrong

That’s my greatest fear
I run with no one there
Lost without you here
Said you’d love me, insincere

There’s no one who cares
I’m beyond repair
I miss your stare
Endless despair

Need some food or I'll probably die soon
Sadness showers raining down like a typhoon
McCree ult hitting, coming in at high noon
I run the shit, yeah, they call me zoo tycoon

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Flower petals fall to floor
Seeking who I am some more
No one knows, I don't for sure
Painted me as wall decor, I’m sore

Broken beyond repair
Choking, smoking with no one there
You’re gone now, where you’d sit, and now I stare
Forgot when two together one heart shared

Seeping sorrow and depression
Baby girl was my obsession
Let that teach you all a lesson
Do not follow your heart guessin’

Listen to your mind
It will do you well in time
Do not stop hitting the grind
Rise above and make the climb

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

music video

hope (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

all guitar off the album written and recorded by @l0t0r
special thanks to @1800entity and @feelingfatigue for giving us a spot to record <3

sike

@qawikamri
piano by :- MINOR2GO	

LYRICS:
demons are inside of me
is it too late for me
the walls are closing in
i feel like im losing me

you must be so far away
i know everything i do wont make you stay

so sorry for the pain ive caused
so sorry for the trust you've lost
so sorry that ive made you cross
so sorry that i said all those

bad things to you
bad things to you

i know that its common sense
i know that i would hate me too
i feel so confident
that you'd be better in solitude

you should runaway from me
wouldn't really want my company
such a burden oh can't you see
you wouldn't want somebody like me

you must be so far away
i know everything i do wont make you stay

so sorry for the pain ive caused
so sorry for the trust you've lost
so sorry that ive made you cross
so sorry that i said all those

bad things to you
bad things to you

Sorry For The Pain

Ｉ　ＴＨＩＮＫ　Ｉ　ＮＥＥＤ　ＡＮＯＴＨＥＲ　ＬＩＧＨＴ

//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
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addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

follow taylor morgan

addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

You ain’t gotta feel so blue
I can make you feel brand new
Make love all night with you
Without you


Don’t want to breathe
Without you
Don’t want to see
Without you
Do you feel 
The same as me?


The bad path I chose
Left me stranded alone
But I never answer
When you hit my phone


Oh yeah, fight through it
All, all that I do is
Not enough for you
It’s not enough

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

follow fiftysix

unraveled - ft. guccihighwaters (prod. fiftysix)

je ne baise vraiment avec personne

done with feeling tired 
sick and lonely its a list
all my problems fell away
when both my hands were on her hips

and i know that you got issues
but i'm better when i'm with you
if you tell me that you love me
then i guess i've gotta kiss you

i'm a loser but you trust me
i can tell you like to fuck me
are you in it for the musc
are you in it for the money?

are you in it cause you hatted
every person that you've dated
i'm alive i fucking hate it
got a life now let me waste it

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

take me, away
to a place where i can be happy
take me, away
to a place where i can be safe (x2)

you're breaking me down with every moment you frown
and if you tell me that you love me
i might drown in the sound

and if you tell me that you hate me
i'll just pack up my shit
i'm a broken mother fucker
with a spliff to my lip

i'd put a gun to my head
if i could find me some led
i might wander through the garage
and give that engine a rev

they say love isn't dead
but if that was the truth
why would ever single sorrow
draw me back to the noose

inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay
inside all day, i'm not okay

moi (p.xtravulous)

produced by 9TAILS

combo breaker life just done turned into realer shit
almost lost my bro the other day to prescriptions
please just send him love
been one hell of a month
I need that man here
I love my bothers like a son for real
how I stay inside
and hold my faith that I'll blow up for real
hit my block for backwoods
then it's back to booting up FL
talking sound like static 
when the beat play from the beats pill
moonrocks with some vodka
making magic like I'm copperfield
woah
quick to the mic no slow
make beats then I hit flows
I just chopped my hair
I swear my fanbase is the only thing that grows
I might have some thorns and ya it shows
mean as fuck theres no payoff
stop looking for my rose
hoes
stay all up in my phone
cant talk in my zone
even if I could I'd facetime
my main on the phone
hands slide on her tattoos as I kiss her on the throat
this not Call of Duty but I got her going prone
she say she love my tone
said it sound like anger with a mix of monotone
I do not wear wool it make me itch
so why they calling me the goat
i dont know
my personal opinion is that I'm not even close
I'd never boast about the shit that
I'm supposed to hold as passion
acting like I'll blow is what'll make it never happen
everybody saying they're the best is less than avergae
I see too much arrogance on
my twitter I can't stand it
I can't have it

outside is heat now
CP24 told me four shootings in a week now
used to be downtown but now its 
two blocks from my street now
city grizzly children need more safety
than just seatbelts
walking home from starbucks get you
jammed just for your drink now
when it's bright out
12 year olds are scared to ride their bikes out
or fly kites out
not even when it's night out
that shit make me wanna cry now

you can trust me
you can tell me
things you wouldn't dare speak
there's not much I haven't seen
my thoughts are melting
you can trust me
you can love me
without the worry of me leaving
for a few weeks at least
girl take it or leave it

thankyou for listening

combo breaker

cet album est pour toi

i'm a punk rock boy, baby girl don't get it twisted
i can't waste my time i know you fine but you won't listen
everything's better when you stay up out my business
but its hard, real hard when you're spyin from the kitchen, look

every girl i meet is fuckin trife, like what is life?
i been grippin at the knife, i need a light
please don't ask me if i'm fine, i'm not alright
i don't really wanna end, but i'll take my life

if you tell me that i'm wrong, you might be a song
it might truly hurt to hear a thousand people sing along
you could tell me that i'm fake, that i'm not the same
it won't change the way you acted, you're the one i've got to blame so...

(be yourself, ty for listening <3)

a message

a message (epilogue)(p. joemay)

cet album est pour toi

i think its crazy how it came to be, 
i'm really good at makin people run away from me
before i tell you what you mean to me
understand i'm brokenhearted but your love could be my remedy so

take my hand we can fly away,
we can kiss and hug and fuck to take the pain away

take the pain away
take the pain away
take the pain away
take the pain away
(the pain away)

i been fallin, for you girl,
you could be my girl my world
i been fallin, for you girl
you could be my girl my world (x2)

tell me that you love me baby please
i will drive to california just to set your mind at ease
i will love you like there's no one left to please
let me run you outta breath i want your tongue apon my teeth
(i swear to god)

i think its crazy how it came to be, 
i'm really good at makin people run away from me
before i tell you what you mean to me
understand i'm brokenhearted but your love could be my remedy so

take my hand we can fly away,
we can kiss and hug and fuck to take the pain away

take the pain away
take the pain away
take the pain away
take the pain away
(the pain away)

i been fallin, for you girl,
you could be my girl my world
i been fallin, for you girl
you could be my girl my world (x2)

wrote you a song

wrote you a song (p. ocean)

cet album est pour toi

people change but i'm not involved, don't you cry in that bathroom stall
i get wasted and that's my fault but, drugs wont change the way i love you at all
(love you at all)
(love you at all)

i can forgive what you did to me
i can forgive what you did to me
love drug, call me ketamine
and you love drugs inconsistency

what you need girl, yeah i got that, 
i can love you, would you like that
and i'm real too, fuck a price tag
fuck a fake friend, fuck yuh mouse taps

love doesn't come with excuses (nah), baby girl neither does music (nah)
i swear that i'm tryin i'm writin these songs for i lose it

(swear that i'll lose it, swear that i'll lose it, 
swear that i'll lose it, i'm writing these songs for i lose it)

people change but i'm not involved, don't you cry in that bathroom stall
i get wasted and that's my fault but, drugs wont change the way i love you at all
(love you at all)
(love you at all)

i might get rich, maybe die tryin
i might fall in love and end up sad and cryin
i might love her, she might love me back
she might turn around and take all that i have

tell me one thing, do you miss me, cause i miss the way you used to kiss me
do you feel alright? (do you feel alright)
i don't feel alright unless you're with me

i'm sorry i'm never enough
i'm sorry i'm never enough anymore

tell me one thing do you miss me?

do you miss me

do you miss me (p. brody)

cet album est pour toi

you broke my heart you kicked the dust under the rug, i won't give up
i'm hallowed out where are you now, cause i've been searching for some time
i asked myself a thousand times, i found the answer between these lines!

why do i try, why do i try, its whatever
i just hope you can remember all the good times, we had
instead of all the bullshit that we said, we can write it off

i spent so much time in my room, just staring at texts all the calls from you
and i can't let go, and i hope you know..

(we can write it off)

you broke my heart you kicked the dust under the rug, i won't give up
i'm hallowed out where are you now, cause i've been searching for some time

why do i try, why do i try, its whatever
i just hope you can remember all the good times, we had
instead of all the bullshit that we said, we can write it off

(we can write it off)

its whatever but i hope that you listen, i'm pleading i need your forgiveness
i know that i'm not in the right, come over just stay for the night

cataclysm w/ wilmette

cet album est pour toi

life is so hard, i won't go far
i always sleep right through all my alarms
i can't wake up, help me i'm stuck
most of my friends prolly don't give a fuck, no

help me, i can't breathe
help me, i can't, i can't breathe

suffocation (interlude) (p. misery)

sadeyes