guys i've released song in a similar style, it's calles "Sober",if someone looking for songs like this u can check it <3

7th grade😞 n now imma senior still hittin

tell me that you miss me (shatteredxscattered)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

EP coming soon!! Love u guys <3
Producer @pauli-niemi

Lyrics:
v1
She want me
I know it
Even though I’m broken

When she look
at me i
see that she’s also hopeless

I notice her emotions flowing out 
Her heart is open 
Because she trust me
I think she love me

I hold her close with passion
Imagining what could happen
She acting like a bandage
she healing all my damage

Yuh she’s the one I’ve been waiting for to land on my planet
Unlike them other girls
She got my back and she won’t stab it

this is true love
No theres not a plot twist
Knowing what she’s thinking 
Yes Im friends with her conscience

Clearing out my toxins
Every time we talking
kiss me in the dark
Middle of are movie watching

U the best thing and everything a friend could be
U got my heart locked up I could never leave
Staying up late at night when we texting
My plates full But time with u ill keep on spending

C
I hate it when your not with me 
Cuz it feels like somethings missing 

v2
Imma show u everything
And everything I hide behind
Tell u my whole story
I can take u back to 99

Loving you is sequence
Keeps my heart beaten
Imma keep u warm
Even if it means I’m freezing

Used to act reckless
Then I met u
Both eating breakfast underneath moon

People think we crazy
From the stupid things we do
I love it when u weird
Cuz I know I’m weird too

Thats just how we live
Acting like a couple kids
Running with the bugs through the grass
In the mist

Girl I’ll give you everything
Thats my final offer
I can be your knight
And protect u from the monsters

Yuh

My Spotify

breakfast with the moon (Prod. Slipfunc)

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

this is an old song, but it means a lot to me.

verse 1

last night
wasn’t my best night
my wrist looking like i got into a bear fight
i’m kinda scared 
because i really don’t feel right
i mean,
is everything supposed to be this bright? 
i might past out this time 
and i’m having flashbacks of my timeline
yo, i’m thinking that these cuts 
are way too deep
please help me,
i don’t wanna fall asleep.
and that’s when,
i heard the call on my phone
so i picked up 
because i’m all alone
and you didn’t even know 
you were just at home
so i put it to my ear and said hello
and you asked me if i was okay
then i said no.
not really today
then you told me,
you were heading my way
how did you know that i needed a save?
i’m just glad that it wasn’t too late

(hook)
do you know why i’m a mess
i’m never out of bed
it’s all inside my head
and on the stereo 
a song i listen while i bleed
i hope i never breathe
the way you look at me
you see right through my sleeves

verse 2

tell me how you do it though
girl i really wanna know
it’s not like i’m that public yo
i’m never on the radio
you treat my sleeves just like a ghost 
how do you know?
can you see my cuts?
do you watch them grow?
if it wasn’t for you
i’d be six feet deep
i’m strong now
but i once was weak
you know i’m hurting 
when we still don’t speak
your eyes froze 
from the blood in the sink
i’m sorry that i put you through this
but i promise that i’m on a new movement 
i might fall 
but i know i won’t lose it
so i thank you and look imma prove it
yeah

(hook)

sleeves (prod. haruhi) [unreleased]

produced by @lilsadeyes & @nversad

3 little words come fallin out my face
its the little things you do that get me wishing for a taste
i swear your hips divine i'm fine i'm just gassed
and i cry at night i'm fine, i'm just sad

i feel like rubbish use my room just like a waste bin
i said i love you to a girl then she said nathan
you're my world, you're my everything
i'll be your wife spend my life inside your wedding ring

and yeah it hurts real bad when your lovers turn their back
and yeah it  cuts real deep when they never say it back
and yeah i cried most nights cause i'd lose more than i gain
but that's life that's fine and its always been the same

there's these 3 little words that come spillin out my mouth
when you stare into my eyes i feel my heart beat pound
its a dream, something i can't believe
i been fallin for a baddie but i treat her like a queen

i found love inside a screen
shes the perfect cup of tea
shes the reason i can wake up draw my breath and feel at ease

shes the voice inside my head
sayin everything is fine
everything is perfect when we kiss i freeze time

i finally feel enough now, i don't wanna come down
you're the only girl i think i've ever really loved now
can i be your man i'm sayin like forever
girl i'm really happy that i found somebody better
i'm glad you think i'm clever

you're my everything

Spotify

break ups suck ass | feat. sadeyes

prod me <3

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need somebody, don't wanna fuck me,
just wanna love me right

i need someone to, need me to come thru,
love me and hold me tight

i need to see it, i need a way to believe it
my feelings will change with the season, make me feel guilty for breathing

and i can't write a single song i'm scared of how it makes her feel,
she hears my song she thinks i'm wrong she's scared that i won't ever heal
i try my best to show you how i love you more and more each day
but understand i'm just a man i'm vulnerable to all the pain

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i love you, more than i can put in words
how come no one out there ever told me love would ever hurt

i can feel your heartbeat when you fall asleep
there's something nice bout knowing all of you is next to me
and i don't think that there's a single place i'd rather be
honestly, i need you here with me

i need you

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

losin lots of sleep could not compare to me when losin you
every time i write i feel a weight a shade of navy blue
it really hurts but don't forget it
i said i'm sorry and i meant it

woah, yeah, you been perfect since i met you
everything you do has got me wondering who sent you
and i'm thankful for the time spent
every time i leave i swear its hard for me to digest

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

yeah, i fake smile, whenever you're not with me
time flies by whenever we kissing
you could fall asleep on me forever
i could search but i'd never find better

you always talk with a gentle voice
you draw me in like an open door
you're the girl that's been in my dreams
you're the ghost i've been searchin for

when you leave i still think about you
and when you're close all my dreams come true
and when you leave i still think about you
and when you're near all my dreams come true

i think about you

about you w/ powfu (prod. lee)

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

you deserve better (p. ocean)

sadeyes

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