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wintr nites + morning rain

9TAILS - wintr nites + morning rain (𝙎𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 + 𝙍𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗)

I'm fine that's a lie

lyrics :

everybody know that im slowly dying inside ,
like im fine ,
thats a lie ,
dont remind me this time ,
push away my friends ,
while i push away some love ,
& i sit here in silence ,
if i over dose yea your hearing all the sirens , 
whys that shit so comforting to me , 
fuck me , 
yea i leave , 
next week , 
cant speak , 
so weak , 
baby , you mean everything to me , 

i cant even write how i feel ,
i lost my fucking brother this aint real , 
whats even the point of a deal ,
so i sell myself for a mill iont get it give a fuck a bout ya feels , 
talking to the devil brought my own black shovel & i dig me up a grave , 
cant talk me out i cant be saved ,
its a little too late , 
way too much on my plate ,
i remember when they used to hate me , 
used to go home running & it fucking made me crazy , 
cant save me this the last time you see this face baby yea , 

everybody know that im slowly dying inside ,
like im fine ,
thats a lie ,
dont remind me this time ,
push away my friends ,
while i push away some love ,
& i sit here in silence ,
if i over dose yea your hearing all the sirens , 
whys that shit so comforting to me , 
fuck me , 
yea i leave , 
next week , 
cant speak , 
so weak , 
baby , you mean everything to me ,

slowly dying inside

Lyrics

when i was at my worst
i thought the world was you
i know that i hurt
i know i that hurt you too
but i'll take the moon away
if you weren't by my side
i'd destroy everything
that i would call life
i'm just a dear
trapped in your headlights
so don't go away 
and wake me up again
Cause I've realized 
that i'm just your poison
I don't wanna be like him
I don't wanna be like him 
tell me that isn't the case

I watched myself turn into
someone else
I promise i'm not evil
i'm just a wreck with a mess of a head
have you realized that i'm your poison
cause i have
cause i have
I'm just a fool for you
a fool for you
so don't go away 
and wake me up again
Cause I've realized 
that i'm just your poison
I don't wanna be like him
I don't wanna be like him 
tell me that isn't the case
I watched myself turn into..

So don't go away
and wake me up again
Cause i've realized 
that i'm just your poison
I dont wanna fight
for you
I don't want your past to haunt me
but it's going to
it's going to

When i was at my worst
I thought the world was you..

Darling, I'm posion

Darling, I'm Poison

kickback (cover)

deprivation (grayskies)

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
cover all my face with hair all over my eyes
i’m not confident, i bet u cannot recognize 
i’m invisible to everybody’s naked eyes
i don’t know what i’m doing here and i don’t know why
and tears fall like the rain in the night sky
her voice lingers in head like a lullaby
i’ll try to get over u when the time is right
but i’m not ready, so i’ll hold onto that goodbye 

i don’t know what i should say
i don’t know what i should do
i gotta reroute 
i gotta avoid that avenue
(x4)

ur a liar from ur heart
should’ve known from the start
(x2)

avenue

Lyrics:

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Right back where we left off
It’s such a shame
I know I’m to blame
Will you forget my name, or my face
Just another photograph
That you’ll erase, yeah, woah oh

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

But I still try, to be everything you want
Even though, even though you’re fucking gone

These nights are getting longer
But my bones are getting weaker
Put that knife in my back, like you did
I can’t pretend that I’m fine with what you did

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Take my body out back to a shallow grave
All these souls are fuckin lost they never decay
And ever since that day I’m just not the same
So you rub it in my face as I suffocate

Now I’m breaking down
No I’m not enough, for you
Or anyone at all

mutilate (grayskies)

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too

fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake
sealing my fate
breaking my body let it decay x2

cuz up in my head i’m enough
but when i’m with you, you’re not feeling my love
you put the knife in my back
so i put my drink in my cup

stuck in a haze
lie to my face when you said we won’t break up
so iv just been out on the run
hand on the trigger 
you’re pointing the gun

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks 

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too


fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake

fighting myself

Producer <3 @prodiof

Lyrics:

Baby fuck me

In low lit lights, while the moonlight shines

Say your mine, cause i got this knife
  
And if your leaving, I dont have a lot of time before im bleeding

Why do you starve me

I need your touch please


Fill my emptiness

I can feel the pain persist

Drain away this loneliness

I might need to take a hit


Maybe it will numb the pain

Or all these thoughts inside my brain


She filled my heart with pain inside

Fucked with me and other guys

Conversations filled with lies about how she said shes only mine

And I cant find 

Another reason to go on in life

A single bit of fucking peace of mind

She only want me for the fucking knife

She never cared about the fucking time

She killed me knowing that I wouldnt be fine

She doesnt care at all

Got my heart oh so damn small

Feeling like I might just fall

I dont wanna die alone this way

She played my heart I played her games

No wonder I cant feel the same


Theres pain when she says my name

She could never be the girl I saved 

Love in vain, rip my fucking veins

I wasnt there just to entertain

Ill make it out of this fucking place

Ill sing it now that theyll hear my name

Just leave me alone while im in my grave

If there is another life would you betray me

These fucking feelings make me crazy

Living life its all so dazing

I used to think that you were amazing

I used to think that you were amazing 

Hurt me so insanely 

Heart broke midnight aching

I got broken legs from chasing

I got broken legs from chasing

She Killed Me (Prod. IOF)

(432hz) Sewerperson - Revenge/Hope XXXTENTACION Cover (Slowed + Reverb)

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