lyrics ⬇️ 

there’s an institution that I been building in my 
Head 
i don’t pay no tuition instead I lay up in my bed
i put my thoughts in submission 
so that I could maybe get rest
life so explicit I hope that I could get the best

time slowed down
and then I look up at the messs
I know now that I was awful like the rest
shouldnt go out I gotta awful lotta doubt
i don’t know crowds but ima look around the town
Oh

yea I don’t know what else to say tho
done it to urself watch the pain grow

ten rows down from the person that could that say so
tough luck now look like you walk on a tight rope
more excuses everyday but who likes that
If I had time to go to waste
then maybe you would be back
Instead I chill at the lake sunny day I relax

and I got away from issues that you stab in my back 

No I can’t back track but I wanna move forward
and I don’t know what happened 
Or what happened before
you would always attack me I would fall on the floor

and this life is ever lasting so I wanan restore
 
all my horrible tendencies go away in the Forrest 
as the leaves fall and the branches crack I’m no longer sore
i watch the rainfall as it pours and I wanan explore
walk through all the fog but ima hide for the storm

are you even really sure that you wanna ignore
every night since the end of us it been a war
problems out the door ever since you cut the cord no no

institution (cxrter x tahtx)

prod. by @thesoundofgivingup and @safeatlast

im not the person u used to know
im sry im unusual
dont tell me that ur sorry girl im sorry cuz im used to those

i been nothin but delusional
im waiting for my funeral
cuz everytime i hear ur voice its drowned out by a song that goes
wooooahhhhhh
wooooahhhhhh

im fuckin sick of this everyday cycle
they left me 2 bleed but my organs arent vital
theyll drown out my screams with the sounds of recitals
cuz i am just another kid that claims theyre suicidal

a suit and tie is suitable to transfer to the other side
there is not a glimpse of hatred comin from my tired eyes
i cant even think straight cuz im riddled with a tired mind
kick me to the curb im tired of bein on the sidelines

static
stand still lock on scope automatic
take out my soul wit a blade to the back and
just end all my habits when you come in slashin
im not comin back to the past where i left you behind
end it all when i pull out the knife
pray to god at the end of the line
pray to god this the end of my life

static

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

Lyrics:

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Right back where we left off
It’s such a shame
I know I’m to blame
Will you forget my name, or my face
Just another photograph
That you’ll erase, yeah, woah oh

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

But I still try, to be everything you want
Even though, even though you’re fucking gone

These nights are getting longer
But my bones are getting weaker
Put that knife in my back, like you did
I can’t pretend that I’m fine with what you did

Right back to where we started
When we weren’t broken hearted
Mutilate my fucking body
Killing me is your god damn hobby

Take my body out back to a shallow grave
All these souls are fuckin lost they never decay
And ever since that day I’m just not the same
So you rub it in my face as I suffocate

Now I’m breaking down
No I’m not enough, for you
Or anyone at all

mutilate (grayskies)

lyrics ⬇️ 

everybody see the the leaves
they be changing but I don’t
you won’t ever see
me do what I won’t
if you wanna leave
don’t pick up the phone
you only deceive 
me when I’m not home

I’ve had enough of it
and idk what else to say but yea I wanted it
but you then you gave me so much pain now you are haunting it
upside down is how you left me
i don’t wanna wake up
every day is so dumb
you don’t ever listen
i just wanna love you
you just want attention 

I’ve had enough of it
i wish that everything was perfect but it never is
i really wish that we could flourish but I never win
so will it ever end
you won’t look me in my eyes but I’m no enderman
at one point I was him
and now it’s overwith
and now ur stalking him 
like u r slenderman
what is up with this

all the commotion you cause jus to tell me that
I’m the one that you don’t want
oh it hurts so bad
& they all tell me I should stop but I don’t wanna tap
& ik that they wanna laugh but they know I’ll attack 
maybe I’ll come back again and then I’ll wanna stab
wanna Stab em In the back for all the feelings lacked 

like I’m December you told me I was all you ever wanted like forever
now you got me pullin strings so that you will surrender 
and honest you don’t give a crap so you’ll say never ever
but I just wanna give back
Cuz I never got to do what I had wanted to
why won’t you give me a chance to show I love you

leaves (yunnygoldz)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

But you don't care at all
You don't ever answer when I call
I been on the edge I wanna fall
I just need someone to push me off

Really need someone to pick me up
I don't ever feel like I'm enough
Told you I was good but I was bluffing
Honestly I always feel like nothing

Ken never meant anything to you
She won't ever know just what she meant to him at all
Cause she ain't stay
I'll be okay when in my grave

I cannot explain how I feel
I can't ease the pain and I won't heal
Every single day is an uphill battle
And I'm walking backwards

Wanna throw my fist into the wall
Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna cry, I wanna bawl
I get sad and I get alcohol

I get alcohol and then I miss her
I miss her and then look at a picture
I look at a picture then I picture
What we could of been if I was with her

Left your mark so deep, I see your face in everything
Every one I ever meet ain't ever been enough for me
I wasn't enough for you, I just wish you fucking knew
Everything I ever did back then was for your benefit

spotify.

when i call. | Produced by 11feinly

I thought I needed you
I thought I'd bleed for you
I thought I'd rip open my heart so I could be with you

girl I never needed you
why did I bleed for you
ripped open my heart to give a fraction of the world to you
fraction of the world to you

no I'm not okay
but I'll say that I am in the doorway
I don't ever wanna get in your way
I just wanna be with you who cares about the foreplay

killing my vitals slowly
how did I get so angry
ripping my hair out with my claws
I don't wanna be here like at all

time kills everything I thought I'd never see you again
withered away as all the termites ate at my skin
everybody said I fucked up when I told them the truth
maybe I am just a suck up to the plot of the news

dont wait for me
two blankets in the trunk of the 95 pontiac babygirl that's a must

oh cant you see
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all so we can still be us

so can we still be us
I did this all for you and I so can we still be us

can we still be us

can we still be us (secre x heyrick)

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

-

where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

where after? (prod. safeatlast x hero)

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

FOLLOW ME ON IG: wwwinstagram.com/_coldstarr

mutilate (grayskies)

cutdeep

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