LYRICS:
you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

I’m tired of feelin used 
my heart is torn and bruised 
so can’t you wait for me 
cuz I would wait for you 

seems like all the waiting’s over 
alcohol and drugs but I still feel sober 
may be 22 but this pain is older 
yeah this pain is older 
now everybody askin me where is she 
I can’t bring myself to answer I can’t even think
cuz I miss her 

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

you never know the day till it comes 
you wake ya gettin ready then you look phone 
oh no she done sent you things you thought they were gone 
oh no you feelin stupid saying you should’ve known

now you tryna call back but it ain’t that easy no
you realize you done ruined this thing now go 
out of tries to make things work I know 

I know I know I know 
but it don’t matter what I know 
I done seen some things wish that I could cope 
oh what I would do for an ounce of hope 
baby Ill bring the chair you can bring the rope 

yeah here’s the chair I see you got the rope 
glad you met me here so I can finally go 
do I really want this i don’t really know x2

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

you’re in my head again
and I can’t seem to 
find my way out of here
cuz all roads lead to you

Wait. (prod. Steven Riley)

shoutout to all my friends

twenyohthree:

no i no i got a knife in my back from them times that we fucked up everything
no i no i wanna fuck but i can’t seem to love
or care about anything

i got a bitch
she all in my mind
taking a trip
i’m falling behind
glowing up 
and they dropping like flies
so in love
but i’m chasing the sky
when was you chasing the high
have it all but i still wanna die 
slice em up like the piece of a pie

norue:

i feel like im spiderman
when i smoke mary jane
got my spider senses 
tingling when i roll up the j
i got war paint on my face
and i got more pain in my brain
let it rain
i want hundreds 
in a clip
100k
if i gotta be like others
ill just kill myself today
i break bread with all my brothers
everytime im getting paid
i get kindness from my mother
but my dad made me insane
what a shame
but ill always be myself
ill never change

Infinityisdead:

I ain’t ever gonna change on the real ones
Drugs deal with the pain I can’t feel nun
Switching lanes bumping Kray in my speakers
On my way to the grave, I thank the reaper

         I bleed from blue veins,
it’s pouring.

             Black rain,
                            but red stains the floor when…

          switch blades and heart
breaks the door in.
                 
                  I can’t escape or ignore it.

                                I hate how much I adore it.

mary jane [ft. norue & infinityisdead] (prod. willie g x zayjugg x jaybandz x other)

24oz (Prod. by sorrow bringer)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

me n u <3

room to breathe

Underground

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExM4-D9dUqE
Beat produced by @paczki
Song Mixed and Mastered by @darkskyparadox

AND IM FALLING
IN A PIT,
I ADMIT THAT IM SORRY :(
I DONT GET THROWING FITS WHEN YOU CALL ME.. 
OFF THE SHITS, MAYBE ITS ME WITHDRAWING..?
ME WITHDRAWING..
THINK I LOVE YOU !
I FEAR GOD IN THE ROOM WHEN I FUCK YOU..
AND ITS ODD, I ASSUME YOU'RE ENOUGH TO
FILL THE FOG AND THE GLOOM WHEN ITS SUBTLE..
NEVER SUBTLE, I KNOW..

PARDON ME
I CAN SEE 
U & ME
IN HARMONY 
STARTING THINGS
OUT WEST.
OUT WEST, OUT WEST, OUT WEST.. yeah. (x2)
--
FUCK ME !
TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SOMETHING 
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS GET UGLY.
SOMETIMES YOUR THOUGHTS ARE OF ME.
ARE OF ME
I KNOW SOMETHING
SOMETHING THAT LIES ABOVE ME
I TRIED TO DIE, IM SUFFERING
IM OUT MY MIND, IM UNCLEAN (DIRTY? IDK)
IM OUT MY MIND !

Underground

smiert