another chance (yashio)

with @counterxo prod @makemeapromise + @neohnq
TYSM FOR LISTENING
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lyrics:

(me)
i dont want to talk to you
you threw me to the side
no matter what i did it was no use
now im breaking down because of all the abuse
im just glad that you're not around

i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

i dont want to think anymore
what i used to see in my head no end
now my body's laying on the floor
what we used to be i cant comprehend

(counter)
I made mistakes 
I know time heals but it’s too late
I did everything to make you stay
But you did everything to hurt my case 
Why can’t you say it to my face?
I don’t think my head’s in the right place
One step at a time with a slow pace
I can’t fall off the edge with your embrace
Awake all night can’t get no rest
It’s not enough when i try my best
I tried to be everything I’m a mess
I realized that right before you left
We could’ve been so much more I know 
We aren’t where we should be so let’s go
You let the pedals decay on the rose
Too overwhelmed so I just froze

(me)
i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

past mistakes

past mistakes w/ counter (surgeon + neohn)

Stem Samples by @FLUME


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[FLUME_sample] Knõ U (DEMO)

@counterxo
@angelino1k
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I was right there when you needed me
Got a big heart and some pockets, do this easily 
I took your advice when you said I shouldn’t give my heart for free
Now I can’t breathe cause you’re not here, no you’re not in reach

I crawled out the dark
I still don’t know where you are
Seen your ghost in my room, so I know your presence ain’t far
Girl you left me so scarred 
Now Im breaking apart
Tried to heal these wounds but I don’t know to start

You can say what you want, but you really can’t fuck with me in my zone 
I’m counting the racks up, enjoying my peace so just leave me alone
I don’t wanna talk at all, please leave a message right after the tone
She has the key to my heart, she took it and ran should’ve known 

But in the back of my mind 
I know that I’m still empty
I’m still empty
The cuts run deep

Haven’t figured out what it takes
To find everything that I brushed aside, everything that I erased
I just want it back, girl I cannot lie, see the difference that you’ve made
I don’t wanna everything inside anymore, I might break cause

out of reach

counter - out of reach (lino x audii)

left alone in the er here comes my doom
kick it in my mind and i thought about u
i need to lay off these pills tonight
i wish you come back right into my life

put me on the stretcher lifes not better
one more kiss ur lips like a feather
unplug me from life support
fuck that bitch she such a whore

i hate ur new mans plus he calling me a fag
stepping outside and i kick his fuckin ass
i roll him up and put him in a pack
spark my blunt and i watch the footage right back

all alone as i lay in my bed
dead inside yea you fill me w dread
i hate myself i dont care at all
i wish we held hands right into the falll

im so sorry woah
i wont pick up the phone

flippin my pack like a cartel boss
insane in my brain like my name is vass
come right back into my arrms
I cant stand us being aparrt

pack ya fuckin mans into a mario cart
swerve off the bridge im jumpin out my car
i just useed to miss u pop a pill or maybe 2
someone tell me whats the issue ion ever wanna talk to u

to uu
to uu

watch me blow my brains out right on ya wall
body to the floor you watch me fuckin fall
i think im fuckin stupid ooo haha
i really wanna take her out ooo lala

DOOM(SNORKATJE)

all recent beats. some a bit old now idc
sad + ambient 0:00 - 37:40
Trap + Glo 37:50 - 42:31

25:55 w/ @4you0nly
26:50 w/ @0k1ro
35:10 w/ @newgarasu
37:50 w/ @0k1ro
39:15 w/ @0k1ro
39:50 w/ @prodsoma

the rest are solo

51five 2024 Q1 Clipzz +breathe4you k1ro garasu soma

creepin w my boys
we gonna cut his car breaks
punch him in the mouth
we gon make him bitch faced
bodydown catch his body wow
hands up everyone im crashin out
bodydown throw it fuckin out
smoking his pack and il pass it around
jumpin in the benz im swervin in diffrent lanes
i know you hate me but ur the one to blame

fuck it up,fuck it up ima go down
as the worst in history and as your ex now
i still miss you as my luv</3
but wait was it a drug
im pushed so far gone you make me wanna cry
lookin at the roof i wanna fuckin die
shoot me in the head like im a sick dog
dispose of my body yea put it in the fog

skrrt off in rover
im too scared to know her:/
im standing on this hill
wish it come back to me

(come backX4)

@crowlyyy
bitch gone live my lifestyle
woah bitch im up now
i cant feel my lungs yea
bitch im never done yea
i been feelin nauseus
i been sixk exhausted
faded lost my consious
i think i been toxic
she cant feel my love
ik im the only 1
feelin better off the drugs
bitch im smokin till im done
i been lonely
why they keep on talkin shit they dont know me
ima pull up amg yea we on it
everybody in my city so toxic
im w bedframe in the cut yuh

creepin w my boys
we gonna cut his car breaks
punch him in the mouth
we gon make him bitch faced
bodydown catch his body wow
hands up everyone im crashin out
bodydown throw it fuckin out
smoking his pack and il pass it around
jumpin in the benz im swervin in diffrent lanes
i know you hate me but ur the one to blame

fuck it up,fuck it up ima go down
as the worst in history and as your ex now
i still miss you as my luv</3
but wait was it a drug
im pushed so far gone you make me wanna cry
lookin at the roof i wanna fuckin die
shoot me in the head like im a sick dog
dispose of my body yea put it in the fog

CREEPIN W/CROWLYYY(Sumairu beats)

prod.
@kuranee
@zeromandia30414

notes:
umakeMeSad
nBreakmyh34rt

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[shiro]
yh everytime i text u
js feel like u aint doing too much
so im always tryna do my part
but it ends up tearing me apart
yh yh, why u always tryna break my heart ?
why does it seem like i knew right from the start
but ill make it up to U my bad 
but in the end u make me sad

im always tryna run away from my emotions
then i start to push u away like im in motion
feelin like im roxas asking for the quotient
ur the evil spell thats been made into a potion

all my life, i was tryna find my way back
but i realized that theres no way back home
so im always tryna find a way back
but theres no place i can call my home

yh step out, with da chrome mix with da glo
u always talk shit when im not posted with da bro
dont talk to me, u flexed up, 16, with bape shorts on a vlone
yh talk shit, im getting nauseous
lately i js wna chill, n get bands in da cockpit

[hook]

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#breakmyh34rt </3『kurane/zeromandia』

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[FLUME_sample] Knõ U (DEMO)

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