ERRØR BØY

Why U Do Me Like This

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

i hate the way i dont hate you...not even close...not even a little bit...not even at all


u dont wanna go baby
i get it
i jus <3 when you hit my phone baby
i meant it

cracked screen still luv every picture that u send to me 
mathlete counting up baby thats like my specialtyy
backseat baby blew my head off feel like kennedy
like do u feel the energy or not?

shawty rolling off them pills im sorry ik its a lot
i been down this road 2 many times dont wanna do it wrong 
again...

ik i #$%# it up a lot

lemme b ur knight in shining armor not no lancelot 
keep it on my hip ill only use it if i have too
yea u keep it in ur lips but tell me what would that do?

jus tell me what u want...
jus tell me what u need...
jus let me in ur heart...
like are you on my team??



lancelot (prod PetRan) lyrics in desc

@qawikamri

LYRICS:
I know we fight sometimes
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-im-sorry-but-hold-on-to-me-annotated

SPOTIFY

I'm Sorry But Hold On To Me

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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too long (ft. shinigami)

Produced by @jakkyboi 
Mixed by @IOFMUSIC
Cover art @emotionalbuu
Yea
girl ya bad but ya basic (yea you are)
I can see you runnin fast in your asics (very far)
Around the track and i hope you never make it (and i can't discard)
Cause the whole time i was picturing you naked (woah)

Woah 
didnt expect you to be that rude (yea you are)
Well i think your pretty cool i like your tattoos (bad thus far)
Not to mention that i really wanna fuck you (still want more)
The only problem is that i could never trust you (no)

Hey
How you been? & Where ya friends at? (how ya been)
I know they always use to shit on me i get that (where ya friends)
And everytime i think about it i kinda miss that (cause im cool with it)
And i just pulled up put my heart inside a giftbag (gross)

How
Do you think that you deserve me (how do you)
I know your oh-so-perfect body hella curvy (im proud of you)
Im Kinda crazy super weird and really quirky (but he's mad at me)
If i was your dad i would prolly wanna hurt me (oh)

He saw me!
He said hey i got you a lil present
I didnt wanna hesitate and try guessin
What was inside
the next thing i heard was a shot outside
In my direction!
I hope this teaches you a lesson
That whats i heard him screaming
As i was busy seeking
Looking for some protection

I know that your up 
too no good at times
I feel invincible
i cant lie

I told her
Time is running out were only getting 
older
Stupid words never really console her (and they don't work)
Thats when i realized i cant control her (and it does hurt)
Then i remembered

Bangss Vs. Dad! (+ jakkyboí)

spotify/apple music

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

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LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

lyrics
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go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

hey
what something you dream bout?
babe
i've been tryna figure things out
blame
myself when i come down
hate
you more when the suns down 
fake
love is all i see around
lately
you've been tryna scheme around
make
me feel like imma be around
wasted
time is all i'm seeing now
and your freckles make me stare & cry
connect the dots inside your mind
thought we complete each other
why does this shit happen every time
i think you're seeing other guys
cause you don't talk about the lies
with me lately i'm going blind
to what's happened with you & i 

and we probably could've worked out
that's not how it turned out tho
heard you're back with him again
but you say he's just a friend uhm no
lost the love i thought i had back
but it always backtracks so
guess i'm alone in the end
with a bottle and this pencil

go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

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Why U Do Me Like This

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