I need a new life,I gotta reselect,the ones around me make me feel like I am at my death,another soul begin to slip I’m gonna lose my breath,another sentence that get bent I’m gonna break this curse,it seem like everyone around me gonna hate me first before they know my worth,before they see the person that I am my heart get hurt,my life get worse,I wanna tell you all my love can’t find the words I’m sick of it,I don’t wanna give my all again to another bitch,I don’t wanna put another razor to my fucking wrist,I don’t give a fuck about the start I need to find the end,my existence just another light that is gonna dim,my existence just  another time in another head,everybody got they own bubble they be living in,some people happy as fuck,while others giving in,some people good on the luck,while others never win. I’m so mad it’s so sad,rain coming in pouring on me I’m so sick,but I see that your glad,see my flesh rotting off yea I’m almost a skeleton,it’s not me, it’s your bad,blaming me for the things that I never did,but it’s fine it’s life, but I feel my heart darken call me maleficent🖤

MALEFICENT (6tracks)

friends from the past

What To Expect w/ 6obby (prod. Puhf)

cuts deep

onlyfanz (tundrabeats)

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

bad people can blind you from what's in front of you :(

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lyrics:
hold my hand at the bottom of the ocean
smoking this gas ya this shit is so potent
heard this many times but I guess I'll just go with it
hurt me many times but I guess that's just the flow with you

I said that I want her
scratch that I need her 
I heard the rumors under the bleachers 
back in high school that's when I liked you
nowadays I ain't got much to do

hold my hand at the bottom of the ocean
smoking this gas ya this shit is so potent
heard this many times but I guess I'll just go with it
hurt me many times but I guess that's just the flow with you

I said that I want her
scratch that I need her 
I heard the rumors under the bleachers 
back in high school that's when I liked you
nowadays I ain't got much to do

switch like the weather 
switchblades sound better
cuts on my wrist cause I can't seem to get her

switch like the weather 
switchblades sound better
cuts on my wrist cause I can't seem to get her

I said need her and that's why I want it
now I'm tweaking with drugs in my pocket
was going well but now I think I lost it
in my own mind I'm getting caught up in 

switch like the weather 
switchblades sound better
cuts on my wrist cause I can't seem to get her

switch like the weather 
switchblades sound better
cuts on my wrist cause I can't seem to get her

hold my hand at the bottom of the ocean
smoking this gas ya this shit is so potent
heard this many times but I guess I'll just go with it
hurt me many times but I guess that's just the flow with you

I said that I want her
scratch that I need her 
I heard the rumors under the bleachers 
back in high school that's when I liked you
nowadays I ain't got much to do

hold my hand at the bottom of the ocean
smoking this gas ya this shit is so potent
heard this many times but I guess I'll just go with it
hurt me many times but I guess that's just the flow with you

switch like the weather 
switchblades sound better
cuts on my wrist cause I can't seem to get her

hold my hand (prod. discent)

@qawikamri

LYRICS:-
tears are falling down your face
i feel like im falling out of place
missing your voice and your embrace
a king without a queen is just a mess

you can always call (yea)
kiss you through the phone (uh)
im just waiting for the tone (now)
i just need your loving right now

I feel like damon the martian
please take me back to the vessel
bring me home that is the mission
i don't mind the distance to travel

sidetrack, imma bring you right back
missed call, can you call me right back
flashback imma bring it right back
i miss you i wish i wish i was back 

so enchanted from the way that you love
i feel blessed (yea) 
so romantic from the way that you kiss
i feel blessed

can't believe that its time to leave
you know me, i dont wanna leave
wish you can just come with me
where you are is where i want to be

sidetrack, imma bring you right back
missed call, can you call me right back
flashback imma bring it right back
i miss you i wish i wish i was back

i wish i was back
wishing i was back
where you are is where i want to be
let me go back

tears are falling down your face
i feel like im falling out of place
missing your voice and your embrace
a king without a queen is just a mess

Long Distance

---------------------------------- Lyrics---------------------------------------
feeling like im gunna break but
I dont wanna get fucked up tonight
ive got so much to say but
the time is never right
put on another sad song
the feeling never lasts long
the feeling never lasts long
trying hard to be strong
feeling doesn't last long
feeling doesn't last long

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

*Yung Van

one second youre here
and now your gone
I dont wanna believe, its been that long
ive been crying all night, im not so strong
I know you've left, but im not ready to move on

now youre living out your life
just beyond the veil
I wish I could have said I love you, but I never will
I keep a picture of you 
right beside my bed side still
just in case you want to visit
but you never will

I just really wanna feel normal for once
but all my past traumas make it hard to trust
I know you love me
I heard what you said
but its really hard to listen inside of this head
when the demons seem to feast
on keeping me to my bed
I always start to wonder if im better off dead
but ill learn they aint shit
imma live instead
drop a song with Van and try to chase that bread

Thanks for listening :)

If I Told You This Was Killing Me  ft. Yung Van (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through 
Last night I told myself that i was getting better 
Next thing I know outbreak now I’m in need of shelter 
Stuck in my room 
I am so sick of this shit I have nothing to do 
I am so done with fake friends calling out of the blue 
The world is ending that don’t mean i’ll spend it with you 
Don’t mean to be rude but that just what I do 
That’s just who I am,  all I did was work hard and stick to the plan 
Never negotiate I have demands  
 image of god but I’m only a man 
Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through
There is no heaven for me 
There is no heaven for you 
There’s nothing for us to say
There nothing for us to do 
There is no heaven for you 
There is no heaven for me 
There’s nothing else I could do 
There’s no one else I could be 
What did you meant to me?
Sip lean in quarantine 
Codeine leaving my system  New mission- just fucking breath 
I wish that you’d fucking leave 
You sure took your fucking time 
I’m always numb as can be 
Been that way my whole life 
Now  the best is behind me 
Look to the sun but it’s blinding 
Pray to a god he might find me 
If he shows up tell that fucker come fight me 
Sick of living like a peasant 
Just kill me and take me to heaven 
Take the blade when she slays me I’m run through
Just to re-emerge under a blood moon  
Take the life from me and
Slay my Valkyrie then 
You can drag me to hell if that’s what you want to do 
Now my fate is sealed no
Death on the battlefield so 
There is no heaven for me 
After what you put me through

Vallhalla

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