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produced by @taxpurposes
thank you all for listening <3

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the gallows (p. taxpurposes)

I could care less on how I dress on the weekend
Maybe I'm depressed under stress off the deep end
Everyone around me seems so basic
I hate that term but that's what they named it

Internet won't connect all these ties that I let
Get frayed give way and finally break
Sorry didn't respond my mistake
Hardly anywhere but my head these days
Give a fuck cuz I know my friends are offline
Outa luck won't forgive me from the sidelines
Highlights all over their front page
I guess I don't care if I'm included really no way

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

No other way to say it
but friends feel overrated
I guess it's what you make it
Then again in the end I hate to face it
No offense I don't care how you choose to take it
I'll admit past six you can find me pacing
I wanna be alone and I don't know why
Maybe hit me up but I'll say not this time
And that's why I question myself so much
Why do I miss it when I wanna lose touch

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

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sorry i didn't reply (prod. IOF)

Never had to share
Never had a care
In the world
Im just a boy
Never would of thought
I'd be here when i rolled my first joint
I was all alone
In my room
I didn't have no one to turn too
Talk to the wall
Talk to the wall

Talk to the wall
As if no one ever understood you at all
And all things get lost when the brain is involved
And I know that
You wanna take it away
But, no
Gotta lay low when the shit gets hot
Gotta hang on tight when the boat gets rocked
Everyone here wanna throw rocks
Big glass house oh no stop
Sunshine state
Where they throw the most shade
And they hang under umbrellas all damn day
Fake as fuck and I know how
Get out my head and my damn house
I just heard glass had a breakthrough
Fuck that shit bitch I wonder where it take you
And stop it
All hands on deck for the moppin'
Oh nooo....

Round the outside like bases
Every girl that i met just a base hit, no
Don't be a basehead and waste it, so

All those songs that I got in store
All those things that I want and more
All those waves played out on air
Make 'em hit the floor

Times up not off
Don't nod off
Same shot
Same close range sawed-off
Shot off
Every situation popped off
Every altercation alternating
On, Off
On, Off
Even gods guard's caught off

Aw, shit
Theres my pops on the floor strung out
Falling on the ground
Pick himself up now every time I'm held up
I feel letdown...

be cool

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Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by weepings

Lyrics
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
I can't fight this off the feelings that you make me feel
I can't fight this off the feeling that this isn't real
Dissociate I'm feeling great, you know the deal
~
Lately I ain't been feeling right
No I cannot sleep at night
I flick that light to feel alright
In my headspace drown, I cannot fight
~
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
What in the fuck did you mean 
I got scars from my neck to my jeans
Blowing stars out my pipe I'm a fiend
I got bars I ain't talking no Z's
These flows, Switch up like hoes
Knife in the back, my blood drip on the rose
Yes I am sure that you know how it goes 
Love me one day then the next on the road ...

Oxytocin

lyrics

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

(autumndropsdead)
next time i’ll fuck it up 
cause i know that i am
nothing but a little bitch 
yeah a little cunt
the world’s falling out of my hands
and they took my fingerprint
while my hands were cuffed
got blood up all in the sand 
so i lit a bonfire just to feel hotter but
honestly i just can’t
go through another day
imma fade; fucking toxic, shitty fakes
i got way too many toxins 
coursing through like every vein
in the moment but they never last
in the moment while i’m in the past 
i was laying all up on the grass 
had my head up all upon your lap
now it’s over
or am i feeling change
or is it closure?
cause it feels all the same

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

tired of trying w/ autumndropsdead

Someone Else W/ Unknxwn

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

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the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

onlyfanz (tundrabeats)

so many struggles. so much hardship rewady for it to end.....

Struggle

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

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