prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

i was never first place (over)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

Gif Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r23pQ9NojZY&feature=youtu.be

Lil Lotus x GrxyIce - Just Me (prod. tothegood)

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apathy w/ guccihighwaters

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Never Forgotten

Art By Esau Andrews

Hook - Lil Xtra

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day 

Verse one - Crydermane 

Can never sleep I'm up all night and i've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes and big ass bags of tree
baby tryna chill with me she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
all my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I' m rolling to sustain

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day

Verse 2 - Lil Xtra

Yeah, i've been depressed since 6th grade, and I aint ride no Fucking wave 
I just Got so Fucking sick of people saying to behave 
When all I do is wait 
All I fucking do is take 
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake

And I’ve had two attempts, saying fuck I’m through with this 
The time when I’m awake I want to die and that’s some truthful Shit..
But I’m still here at 22, missing you, 
Ever since you were erased 
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found you hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet 
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate 
I’d be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break 

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and
Every day I wonder what I’m good for 
But I don’t really give a God damn so I’m

Flush - Feat. Cryderman

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

to keep 100
i’m so slumped bitch
i’m so slumped
made 5 tracks 1 single week
i can barely even speak
that’s how i work
i move fast
see the fakes
see the snakes in the grass
fake laugh when in lookin at my stacks
it don’t make me feel like it did in the past
grew up
now i’m older
ps side note
i should’ve told her
that when i broke her
i turned way colder

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess

Cemetery Weather (4evr)

fucking call me or something

truetututtetet

Castaway

Sample Credit: Park Jefferson - Couches (acoustic)
Lyrics:
im in your speakers like a vibe now
i hope you better you dont cry now
i know its hard but we'll get by now
we light this city up on fire now

wanna know when it ends cuz you down low
feel the rain on your skin how you now bro
how i live with my mind it just how it goes
speaking words that im fine wouldnt know it though

ive been sinking through my bed sheets
lost in waves of fabric stress heat
got the flu im lost inside me
know my mind is gone come find me

why you sending all these texts i be sleeping in my bed
know i gotta get my racks cuz im running out of bread
and my eyes always be shut i aint tryna feel this stress
when i climb up out of bed i aint even gettin dressed

well i was hoping youd notice my haircut
did it all by myself cant you tell bruh
know im lacking in care cuz im dead yuh
park jefferson while im dozing in bed yuh

bedhead

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

my skies are gray
produced by https://soundcloud.com/kanjoprod

❀lyrics❀

it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away
it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away

you don't hear the thoughts
the voices i hear
more often than not, my love
i wish i'd disappear (ooh)
i've been waiting,
so long for this
brush me off,
but its important

save me

my skies are gray *p. kanjo*

Inquiries to Lilxtramgmt@gmail.com

Snapchat: Zoloftwired

MERCH at link below 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA

Features Dm me

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/?hl=en

Flush - Feat. Cryderman

Lil Xtra

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