Final track off of the "a nice place to cry" EP with LoseMyGrip & grayskies
strawberry hair <3

mix and mastered by: Asaa

Lyrics:

tell me why pt.2 w/ LoseMyGrip (prod. grayskies)

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Never Forgotten

Art By Esau Andrews

Hook - Lil Xtra

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day 

Verse one - Crydermane 

Can never sleep I'm up all night and i've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes and big ass bags of tree
baby tryna chill with me she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
all my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I' m rolling to sustain

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day

Verse 2 - Lil Xtra

Yeah, i've been depressed since 6th grade, and I aint ride no Fucking wave 
I just Got so Fucking sick of people saying to behave 
When all I do is wait 
All I fucking do is take 
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake

And I’ve had two attempts, saying fuck I’m through with this 
The time when I’m awake I want to die and that’s some truthful Shit..
But I’m still here at 22, missing you, 
Ever since you were erased 
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found you hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet 
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate 
I’d be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break 

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and
Every day I wonder what I’m good for 
But I don’t really give a God damn so I’m

Flush - Feat. Cryderman

I DIDNT MAKE THIS SONG ALL RIGHTS TO KILLEDMYSELF AND FAMILYPET <3

Killedmyself - Take Your Time, I Don't Mind (ft. Familypet)

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

when the moonlight hits, i don't wanna sleep without a goodnight kiss

my very first time singing on a song, with the help of one of my best friends thebreathingbackwards (@stationsix)

i hope you all enjoy 🖤

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/23Fnem8w7IejrKmYfNbi0b?si=PkMHSCarRHCzCoRy0gqp9g

bad for you (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

sick of overthinking every night

made this one in like a day
sometimes it be like that
another production by the amazing @harvest

spotify

make this work (prod. harvest)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @cozyboycries
Instrumental: @user-182805726
Mix&Master: @cozyboycries & @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

Intro (yung van) - 
"Hey, Evan I just want you to know you are an amazing person dude. If you are listening to this right now in the future, maybe you are at college dude, you're missing Vincent, you're missing summer, you're missing all your friend's dude.  It's gonna be okay, I know you're sad. *Coughs* I'm sick right now, but I know you're sad, but you've got some friends dude, wherever you're at, you've got friends."

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

I was there when you needed me but when I needed you, you were not to be seen
but when you cried you were so clean
something about you was so me
I don't wanna go like this, I don't wanna go out in the snow
I just wanna come back home, but there is something up blocking the road
Take me out, then block me out like you're used to
don't talk about what we talked about like I used you

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

cøzybøy-

I always thought we would be there for each other
(for each other)
But I was wrong cause we grew apart so fast
I miss the nights we used to talk long
take long drives and sit upon the sidewalks 
smoking cigarettes breathing as the time past
drifting away, every day, we were drifting away

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

Blackwater

Vincent

Vincent Ft. cøzybøy (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnVrAKSaV8
Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings

Artist:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Used to getting frostbite
Frigid air bite my tongue
When silence fills my lungs
Always been an outcast
You told me to bide my time
I’ll purify my vibe

But I’ll push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

Bottle of Bacardi
Sitting on the bedside table
Where you used to leave your keys
(Keep my eyes shut, like I need to)
Lock my door
But still wish you’d give me more
I can’t let you in
The cavern of my chest’s a dangerous thing

Push you away
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I’m a chemical you don’t wanna turn to
Fentanyl lace my virtue
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love, man I gotta be better
I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)

King Theta - Bacardi 151

first single off the EP with grayfox and beecher

i always get a headrush w/ sendflowrs & beecher

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

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Flush - Feat. Cryderman

Lil Xtra

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