All production by Kado except Thought U Should Know.

Spring Never Comes

Prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH

https://soundcloud.com/deliverbonjovi

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Cause I want you to watch me die
I've got a death wish and I don't know why
I just want to fill my cup 
And be a mile high when I join the 27 club
Aye she wanna fuck she ain't bad enough
Pass the bud never have enough
Yeah I'm on a mission dodging prison haters tripping know 
I'm different you don't get it I don't give a fuck
I just want to ball like I did when I was young
Run up in the mall snatch something just for fun
We might die tomorrow every night we going dumb
I made it through the fall but the spring never comes
Don't want to wake up in the same old places
Wake up to the same damn faces
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Thought U Should Know - Prod DELIVERTHECRUSH - Spring Never Comes out May 1st

Break me, I know that you hate me
I don’t want to hear you’ve been doing good lately 
These thoughts I hold just keep holding me down down down 
Father would you even bother 
I can’t wait till you take me to the water 
Push my head in until I drown drown drown 

All I ever wanted wanted was to feel like
One day someday everything would feel right 
But I find that I’m living through phases
The good things die and the bad never changes 
All I really know is what I’ve been through
Retweet delete texts I’ll never send you 
I don’t mind that I’m living life wasted 
I just want to die gotta find a little patience 

Everyone I know is full of shit 
Light my hometown up man fuck those hypocrites 
Who needs enemies with a friend like this
I’d rather cop an Audi and some ice up on my wrists aye ya
I know that hurts when you see me up on the TV 
I know that it fucking burns I know that you want to be me
Maybe if you show at one of my shows I’ll sign a CD ya
Or maybe not cause these days I just don’t fuck witcha 

All I ever did was to defend you
You know I know you know what I been through 
Can’t deny that my life fucking wasted 
Tryna stay high with a heart full of hatred
I don’t want to hear about your problems 
We in the same boat bruh everybody’s got them 
And they never getting better better face it
Someone tell me why my life never changes 

My world falls apart again 

I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened
I miss my life I miss my friends I miss my health what happened

And my world falls apart again

I'm Just Having A Bad Day I'll Get Over It

https://soundcloud.com/dopesickatl

My head is full of smoke
I Wish I was flying 
Far away from home 
Some place nice to die in
You haunt the ground I walk on
I Sink to the bottom I wish you would leave me alone

I don't give a damn if you love me
I don’t even understand how you touch me 
All my sins stick to my body like I stuck to you 
These days the people want me 
These days your face it haunts me
But I can’t hate you for the things you put me through 

Dope$ick

I can't hate you for the shit you put me through
Is it okay if I miss you?
Goddammit I'm broken reflection is cracked shit have fun trying to see through 
Now that I'm sober I just want to die
Goddammit I need you but it's alright
I don't think that I need you I know that I love you
It's just hard to stay clean and existing without you

Get out 
Of my head 
You make me wish I was dead 
You lost
So what 
I wish you’d keep your mouth shut 
It hurts
I bet 
You thought you’d run with my set
You can’t 
So what
I wish you’d shut the fuck up

So What - Feat Dope$ick - Prod Kado

Lay In bed all day I’m broken like my empty promises 

Once upon a long long time ago
I used to have these dreams I thought 
One day I’d find my purpose 
Over time I’ve realized I’m not 
Conquering the things I fear 
Capable of of breaking through 
Lost the things I once held dear
I don’t know what the fuck to do

Left beliefs that once defined me
My best days are long behind me 
Half the time I’m breathing In 
I’m dreaming of the day I finally stop 
Check my feelings at the door 
I don’t know what I’m fighting for 
I used to pray things would change 
But now I’m well aware they’re not 

I used to say 
Everything will be alright 
But it never will be
So I stay in my  bed
I hate when you call 
And say you should come out tonight 
I just bought an ounce 
I’m gonna smoke it instead 
Yeah yeah 

Stop fucking telling me I’m fine 
I hate the way you keep your cool 
I’m aware you’re always right 
Go on and play me for the fool  
Take the blood out of my veins 
Go on do your worst to me
I wouldn’t wish this type of pain
On my own worst enemy 

Lay in bed but never sleep
I tried to fight but I’m too weak
And Every time I try to speak 
I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor 
Heard you’re doing better now
It makes it worse I don’t know how 
The world keeps turning I can’t breath
I just can’t do this anymore 

I used to pray that everything would be alright 
But nothing could hear me
Cause there’s nothing... Nothing at all

I used to say 
Everything will be alright 
But it never will be
So I just stay in my bed
And I hate when you call
And say you should come out tonight
I just bought an ounce
I'm gonna smoke it instead

I used to pray that
Everything would be alright 
But it never will be 
So I stay in my bed 
I won’t take your call 
I’m not going out tonight 
I’ll never be alright 
I wish I was dead 

I used to think that everything would be alright 
But it never will be
I wish I was dead

Deathwish

Round and round on the carousel 
I want to get off but I can’t 
Nothing I do ever works out end up right back at the start 

Step off of the plane in my home town 
I hate the way you always look down 
On me you’re never gonna think that wherever I am is where I ought to be now 
I want to believe in your good intentions 
I always seem let you down 
I’m always failing in your predictions
Push my head in watch me drown 

Hold it in, count to ten blow it back out 
Broken down from a pound to a stack now 
Broken but hoping you’ll hear this out
As the words fall right out of my mouth 

I don’t want to see you in my mentions 
Every time you let me down
I’m Better off without my suspicions 
You’re Better off without me around 

Round and round on the carousel 
I want to get off but I can’t 
Nothing I do ever works out end up right back at the start

To the start of my memories no one fucking with my art and you defending me 
It’s hard to believe that you got me to see that on my motherfucking own 
Is the way I’m supposed to be so 
I suppose opportunities grow 
But do I really give a fuck if you won’t be at my show 
On and on, always stressing bout the songs that I wrote 
On and on, when the world ends nobody knows 
While the world spins, I got lots of places to go i got some changes 
I want to make I got some money to blow 
And on the day I die I can’t take that shit with me so 
Ima try to do something you remember for

Carousel

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

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