Track 5

Prod. Kado


This is how it feels to fall apart
 I can feel it in my head I can feel it in my heart 
I can taste it on your breath when you sliding through the dark 
These days I’ve got enough bite I don’t need to bark you know wassup 
Getting old I can feel it in my lungs 
Why’s enough never seem to be enough? 
Let it go light it up before the rage inside erupts 
Then you scream unexpectedly abrupt 
Bad nights turn into bad fights 
You act like I don’t give a damn 
And you damn right 
I understand the bad man in your past life 
But this ain’t a scam I’m not your brother get your facts right 
I’d rather chill with my dog in my apartment 
Than to ever let you set a fucking foot up in my car again 
Or start an argument because I laughed at something Cartman did 
Youre not the reason I’m unhappy but  you’re part of it

Why don’t you call it off
And Leave this town
I swear that you build me up just so you can break me down and
I’m not sure where I’m going to go
But I’d rather be lost at sea
Than in a broken home 
It don’t feel like home 


This is how it feels when it hurts 
Like I’m a ghost on the beat 
Like I’m trapped in the verse 
Like when you tell me that you’re sorry and it makes me feel worse 
Cause honestly it’s probably more than I deserve 
But I’m keeping my word I’m still trying my hardest 
You say that I’m perfect 
You sayI’m the farthest 
Thing you’ve ever seen from what you need at my darkest 
I Feel I’m used up 
I feel like a carcass
The storm brewing 
I’m sorry bout my attitude I know that you’ve been going through it 
But what am I to do when 
You don’t believe in anything you think your life is ruined 
Drugs you use to get you through it quickly start abusing 
I’m not judging I know how it felt 
When they told you were sick and that you’d never be well 
I would tell you it gets better if I thought it would help 
But honestly I don’t even believe it myself

Let It Go

This Changes Nothing

That One Ex prod. Electrical_Mane

Lyrics:
I have no one that's proud of me 
no one listens to my songs 
all alone I cant stay strong 

how can I keep on grinding 
when everything feels wrong 
u can hear it in my songs 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you think how much further can I sink?

I never thought, you'd hurt me so bad 
somedays I want u gone but you're the best I've ever had 

I don't wanna lose u, but u cut me too deep
you broke my little heart and left me when I was weak 

why do I keep on getting hurt 
by the people that I love 
damn I wish you'd treat me good

tell me when will u show me love 
in the way u should
cuz I know I treat u good 

I can't write any lyrics cause I can't get out of bed
I really wish u'd save me baby 
from the demons in my head 

I'm holding on my blade n nothing feels right 
I might kill myself tonight i really wish you'd hold me tight 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you'd think how much further can i sink?

Hear My Pain (Prod. Deathgaiden)

Two 22 - Aching - Ft. Poppy Tears (prod. Syndrome)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

Only wanted when they need you
Body feeling like it’s see through
Always anxious, what can I do
Poisoned thoughts are sticking like glue

Everything happens for a reason
Future moments holding people teasing
Freezing in the cold winter season
Sickness doled, struggling from sneezing

Bleeding within
Can’t see the blood
Leaking of sins
Expose the mud

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

youtube

hold me (prod. syndrome)

Feat: @daddydandy
Feat: @kvnny

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods
Backing Vocals: @aleclarkmusic

https://open.spotify.com/track/4vlUQ96XBJK19ptod3mONc?si=Vflc29JSSLSjCj_BL54EnQ

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Forever (feat. Flowars & kenny)

seeing double (devil) IG @HARDLYLUVD

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://fanlink.to/DONNIFER

LYRICS:
What will I do without you in the picture
I don't have a clue whatsoever there's no scripture on
How to not kill yourself when time just drags on
How to hold back tears when your head is a sink with the faucet on
I just drip drip 
And you float away 
Yet I still stay 
While I trip trip
Into my grave

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

True
Fat Facts

Honestly, I know when I finally go to sleep 
That the dreams I have are really something that I've seen
Two broken halves and all these tears roll down your cheeks
And I feel so bad
And I don't know I've been here for weeks

Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 
Thinking the same damn thing
Singing the same damn song
Trying to live my life 
I can't make it long 

Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up
Fell in love and now I'm fractured 
Back to square one
I know I'm really just a bastard and that's no fun
If there's anything I've mastered it's losing love
Happens in every single factor
I give up

I don't really deserve a thing
I don't really deserve a break
I feel like I messed up big
I'm the type to bend and break
And I'll take this to my grave 
Honestly, you'll always be my bae

without you

without you 😪💔 (prodbytheswitch)

[+] she ain't taking no nap
* featuring @nicoteenninyo + @frvrndalwys * produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
I got drugs in my backpack (anything you want)
yeah she hit me up on snapchat
I don't even snapback
But I know what it means
She just wanna fuck Ima pass 2 the team
Got some bands now they all on me
Say u love him, but u fucking on me.
who to trust? I don't like what I see
hate these bitches but I swear they love me

[chorus: @nicoteenninyo]
can't be surprised she for the team
when you met her on her knees
you gotta know she goin do you like that
treat her right you'll think twice
simp her down white knight
daddy issues just left the chat
she goin ask what jaded means
why she love me when I'm mean, well
it go something like that

[verse 2: @frvrndalwys]
Need a double cup when you hit me up
Why you always wanna give me shitty luck
I can always hear you talk on the drugs
Waste my time, tell me lies about love
She might fuck with ya head
Leave you with a open wound and draw blood till ya dead
I can see that look in your eyes, its the end
Say she gone but she right by my side, here again

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