It makes me upset that this never blew up as much as it should've

This song will always have a special place in my heart <3 

5 years from now this will still be a bop

Still listening to this about 7 years later 🫶

Burning Throne

skyscrapers [love now, cry later] (prod. jayyeah)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

ily all
@guardinmusic
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
prod @antongxldn

lyrics
sadeyes:
i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

don't act like i hate you, you know that i don't
you don't have a reason to blow up my phone

sit in the dark ima play my guitar
ima pray that i make it how have i 

made it this far
this far
this far 
this far x2

look at the night sky 
look at the stars
look at the bright side
look at my scars

emotionally bruise me when we fight in the car
every ounce of hate you carry tears me apart

how do i cope with the pain, every day you push me away
you wanna fuck and you know what i'll say
i don't need relationship shit in my way, stay out the way

guardin:
stay out my way i don't want you
drunk in my bed i won't fuck you
love isn't something i want dude
we're simply friends thought i told you

i don't wanna hear it anymore
your voice punctures through my head and i cannot ignore
anymore these advances are just smothering me quick
let me dabble in the gravel with my ganja and a bic

i think this winter left you colder than the breeze
i think you suffer from another lovers leave
might be just a sense of lust the love you have for me
anxiously outta focus i'm just hopin' i can breathe

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson


9tails:
too deep down in my brain again
i swam a little bit and drown
in my lonliness

emtions buried deep down arc reactor ironman
rip two bowls get high again
go face roll on life again

game unlocked
like im notch
tommy flag
on my socks
i dont care 
if u watch
but you cant chip in on this blunt
sad as fuck
so i stunt
drop a track
smellin skunk
smellin farts
in the smoke
from the weed not from my bum

girl i can tell that you like me ya
body and mind that could strike me ya
attitude ready to fight me
speaking her mind and i like it

heart breaker wear it like nike
did you the same and its high key
focused as fuck you cant sike me
ill cover my ears u cant mike me

emotions like blue when they snowball
i come alive at night fall
flow with some flavour like menthol
music turn into a day job

icy heart like a face off
she went back to take my face off
of the photos of us on her facebook
moving on like im driftwood

i've got 3 missed calls its only 8pm
how do i tell you that we're just friends
i've got cigarettes i'm alone again
whiskey shots always jameson

8pm w/ guardin & 9tails (prod. antongxldn)

It's Whatever

Lyrics: You said one day it would work out 🏋️‍♀️ 
I guess I feel a little worse now
I Won’t stay in bed she won’t come out
Okay I feel a little worse now 

I thought you were unattainable 
But we’re just unsustainable 
I barely made it through summer..
These days our days are numbered 

Cause winter’s cold and I am weak 
But I won’t call so we won’t speak 
Cause I don’t care if you can’t sleep 
And you don’t care at all

Cause I won’t break and you won’t bend 
Or even try to let me in 
So you get high and I pretend 
We’ll make it through the fall 

 I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
Got, everything I wanted but nothing that I need

You said one day it would work out 
I hope one day you get let down 
To crash the car with no seatbelt 
So you know exactly how I felt 
This cul de sac has got memories 
I hate the way that you see me 
 10/17 I will confess
I FUCKED UP AGAIN, WHAT I DO BEST 

CAUSE YOU WONT TEACH AND I WONT LEARN 
AND YOU’VE GOT NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN
So LIGHT THIS BRIDGE AND WATCH IT BURN 
LIKE IT WAS NEVER THERE 

 Then FIND YOUR NEXT AND I’LL FIND MINE
I HEAR HIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME
LIVE YOUR LIFE AND I’LL BE FINE 
I’ll ACT LIKE I DONT CARE


I quit talking bout my old life left it in my dreams ,
Now Everything is perfect I’m where I want to be 
Why does it always feel like the joke is still on me?
You’re everything I wanted but nothing that I need 
 
I mean.. honestly the way you feel about music is the way i feel about alcohol..

It’s whatever... 
whatever...

Make It Through Fall

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

filling up the space

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

Help Me

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lyrics
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oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

oh why does it always feel like i’m a ghost
i’m floating in & out of all these homes
i don’t even have one to call my own 
i’ve been on tour for such a fucking long time
can’t remember what my bedroom looks like
cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all i
see when i’m away & i don’t know why
i signed up for this until i go live
talk me out of fighting with myself 
right now i could use some fucking help 
i scribble words until i feel myself 
homesick has never felt so fucking swell

oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

follow jody

at least i try (prod. jody)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

"𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕒 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥𝕤 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕚'𝕞 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘"

______________________________________________________________
lyrics:
why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsaken d
lie awake and toke inside my basement

this was all fuel for the fire
you are a liar
I can't believe what you said
flashback, memories of us making out in your bed
I try to believe that she's alright in the head
honestly I cannot get over her
Its the idea that hurts cause i'm hating the real thing
constantly thinking bout her
yeah my visions a blur I've been drinking a lot
getting so high of the pot
will I come down again? hopefully not
maybe Ill try again
I think to myself I know that
I can do what I wanna do
my mind,  yeah I control that

why the fuck you gotta lie I can't take this
I can't make this up , I gotta break this
this was one whole big mistake
I'm forsakened
lie awake and toke inside my basement
x2

don't even bother bitch don't hit my line
I won't reply
when we were still dating you texted so dry after that night
and you had the nerve to ask me for help bitch that's fucking absurd
bitchin bout problems that you left uncured I've had enough of it kicked to the curb won't let you return
get the fuck out my life
gotta move forward forget all the strife
now I've opened my eyes
fuck all the others; stick to my own strive

Liar [prod. ryini]

Inquiries to Lilxtramgmt@gmail.com

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA

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Make It Through Fall

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