Symptoms (prod. @patchfacebeats @alexbrazy @bapsxx)

pain so potent you shouldnt inhale
words hurt more thats why my body's so frail 
i make it all up on the fly
the show must go on
will you atleast try
how can i put out my real truth
when im always lying to myself
these words im screaming back to you
seem like they come from someone else
not living up to the standard i tried to set
itd be the most honorable thing left
i made my mind up
will you do the same
if i leave right now
who else would u  have to blame
not once in these past five years
have i felt threatened by my peers
no they dont pose threat
i say everything with my chest
i got so much damn confidence
that most of yall wont be here in the end
the answers you seek
you will never get them
the ties you cut
those i will never mend
why cant you face it
no it will never leave
take time to change it
some things were made to bleed
they are the problem to an unsolvable tale
i took one look and i bailed
i tried for myself and failed
ill never be the man you wanted me to be but thats okay
id rather be the man i want to be
oh baby youll never understand
where i come from on this plan of mine

unsolvable tale (prod pekarot)

ocean after ocean

you are not alone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3HxGoBfEQco

to say goodbye (music vid in description)

ruins

blue.

anywhere with u

grease stains :/ *p. dageer*

crazy w/ zubin + nedarb

timberland jacket

go listen 2 my band
@ifidiefirst


contact: lilzubin@gmail.com

you are not alone

lil zubin