Noise Variation #41

My Dear,
Find what you love and let it kill you
Let it drain from you your all.
Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.
Let it kill you, and let it devour your remains.
For all things will kill you
both slowly and fastly.
but it’s much better to be killed by a lover
falsely yours, 

Henry Charles Bukowski

Years back,I saw the above stanza on the internet...  According to Bukowski "experts" he actually  did not write this...so idk ....the author origin is a mystery....
so for this piece,
I lifted the first line but made a more positive song as I wanted the "kill" to really to be  more of a metamorphosis...a change..a salvation..a call to pursue your passion  without delay as our time left on this mortal coil  is unknown.... So keep on creating  keep on playing ...find what you love...

                            
       Find What You Love, Let It Kill You

Find what you love, let it kill you                                                            
Let it devour your senses                                                                      
Engulf and embrace your resolve    
                                                     
Find what you love, let it save you
Your sweet resurrection 
Reframe and regroup then dissolve 

Fade away but don’t fade to black                                                         
Fly to the orange, the red                                                                     
Like Icarus into the sun
Take a breath, there's no turning back 
Each moment a memory, minute
Lean on the learned ones.

Find what you love, let it kill you
Be born from the ashes
In purpose and pain comes the light 

Find what you love and let it change you
Don't be afraid of the mockers or mourners 
Who pass in the night 

Run away, but don’t run too far
Your hand on the rock
Like Sisyphus, now the moment's begun
Take a breath, it's all that you are 
You feel it growing, yearning
Live like the ancient ones.

Find what you love...Find what you love…

This could be our last stand                                                                     
American Bandstand 
The Alamo of your life
A Soundcloud crucifix                                                                             
No need to surrender                                                                        
Are you a player
Or just a pretender 
Another suspect device                                                                           
Feel the clock inside you tick 
                                                               
Find what you love, let it kill you 
Death the divider
The boatman is seeking his toll
Find what you love, let it take you
Gone solo, gone swimming
Swift currents, lose control

Walk along the edge of the knife 
Always counting, comparing your silver
There is so much more to be won
You're only floating on the surface of life
Try to dive deeper, dream away
Let the day go undone.

Find what you love...Find what you love..

Find What You Love, Let It Kill You

Something more on the harder styles. Worked with the main lead to drive the track pitched up lead line drives for most of the track.

Fitzgrade - Reverse

proud of this track, lead sound is Serum patch I made from wavetable of my Jupiter 8, patch #41. Has a few Dean Daughter's Serum patches in it and free Drum Loops from Pete Cannon.

Serum Wavetable test MT

Crispy Bacon

This is the newest song I've made, and the first one I've made at the ripe young age of 22! I also submited this song for a compilation, I haven't gotten anything back from it yet. It's all cool! Anyhow I hope you guys dig the track! :D

Sometimes Stop Lights Are Green.

Next To Blue - Audio 002 (d•mkorn Remix)

Ceephax - Ravescar (Shitmat Remix)

I make music on here, that's all. Thanks for checking out my stuff! 

Dropped a new album check it out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsQFDKlVH4E

Also in the off chance you care, profile banner is me crowd surfing at a Darkest Hour concert! They are a very sick band that's influence a lot of my song writing (along with various other bands)! You should check them out when you have a chance lol (Undoing Ruin is PEAK imo)

Sometimes Stop Lights Are Green.

L.T.T.F