I Will Try

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I've been debating on taking a hiatus from music. I've put it in my bio, i've tweeted it out, I've even told my friends that I'm going to, and I'm still debating if it's what I want. I'm having alot of trouble with my creativity at the moment, and i've come to the realization that my music is built upon dozens of bad, toxic habits and mindsets, which have forced me into this position that I'm in now. This isn't anything new, this has been happening to me for about half a year now, and it's only getting worse. I'm a little stuck as for what to do, or how to fix myself, because this is how I'm used to thinking. it might take a little while to go back to normal, so for a while, please hold

please hold

seclusion. 
solitude.
isolation.
detached.

seclusion:_°⋆*ₓₒ+

Rebirth is the second single of my album 。。。
。。。will eventually be released in both stereo and Dolby Atmos on all platforms

More info:
www.anthesismusic.com

Contact me for inquiries, commissions, etc.:
contact@anthesismusic.com

Rebirth

announcement: I'm working on an album :) 

Places id rather be
I'll die before I see
trying to find some peace 
stop staring let me be
my hands are getting warm
I can't stay here for long

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I'm feeling so much more to me

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I feel there's so much more to me

Its All About Me

This was a track on my album that I decided no longer fit what I had in mind. It was the first track I made for it.

I might private this track later on.

Handshake

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
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visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares


I hide the words again from myself
Knowing no one else is there, to tell
And always fighting, to understand you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
(I'm still alive)
Haven't really been fine

Wait
Feeling lost, can you say we're bound to fate?
Scared of losing everything along the way
I can't change
Chasing a ghost that won't show face
Pile up these dirty leaves
Pointless things ah yeah
Convenient that
There's things I have to tell you

And I get dizzy
Just staring out there
So if you're with me
Could you just give me a sign
Cause it's been ages and I
Haven't really been fine
You took all the time from me
Just passing me by
Show me some life

I keep us tied to each other
Your face in all the places I've been
Still stuck around all the corners
Staring out there

Hide your words
Obscure my face
An empty place
It doesn't even matter
I throw it all away
To escape your face
It fills me with dread
Cause it doesn't even matter

Tell me now
What if we couldn't take —
Call it out
Feeling of echoes
No one knows

listen to me
How did it go
when it fell
out of my reach
Reach out to me
Hopelessly waiting
Wandering out sight

Didn't waste my time
Watering all these dead flowers

Don't go chasing this
Don't go chasing this
Cause I wanted you to know
There's a fire outside your door
Engulfing everything

Just for now
Just for now
It wouldn't matter anymore
Until the dust settles clear

Just for now
Just for a moment

So fingers crossed
Left behind

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

my eyez [slowed & reverb]

Niamy

method: looping in and out of loops - only five sounds form the basis of everything audible
narration: this poem is about geology and memory
all the words, all the sounds, all the composition, all the image: copyright jo richter 

Note: some soundcloud AI is changing the hashtags associated with my recordings in a very stupid way - this is annoying

the great unconformity

may I report regret, a loss
demurely ask for clemency
a billion years of stone and moss
erased - the unconformity

confounded you, confronted me
with nothing left, not even trivia
vague notions of despondency
premonitions of dementia

the great unconformity

you already caught me


debut album in production


previously shift/sumic

discord: linkedwinters

please hold

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