baby i been chilling inside the cave on the east
from here i see the future so they treat me like a beast
they say i swear i never knew it or the place that its lost in
seld esteem within the walls ive been giving up on my concious

tryna find a reason it hurts every time i breathe
different battle with the seasons, fuck the cold and the heat
they say nothing i connect with but surprised i wanna leave
everything resentful an enigmas what ill be 

im just there
im a statue crumbling im not here
im all intrinsic so i guess i dont care 
they all ignore, or mayb im too aware
i do this 4 me, and everyone i love will get the share

hiding in the shadows 
ashamed of my name
ashamed where i come from and 
and im sorry that i came

i hate that i feel these things
when i know what ive achieved
my bloodline watching over like i wish that kid would see
(jus find peace)

put so much effort in to breaking down these walls
all odds against me and im still standing tall
i carry weight that u could never imagine 
so why would i relate when u speak to me at all

its hard to know my worth when i cant picture where i stand
guess im on my own, no suppression when i land
2 decades ive been destined for a confusing life
but im still here ive had no option but to fight

the enigma

the enigma (flesh x jolst)

@digitalsleeper

pick me up bae where you going
lately i dont really know if
everything is how we wrote it
meet me out where the snow ends
warm you up know ur frozen
ur all i want and you know it
heres my heart you can hold it
was weak all alone couldnt notice 
those feelings are unrecognizable
been seeing too much when my eyes are closed
tough to decide with my options full
hope u know why ur the one i chose
u read my mind when im lost in it all 
lay down
we dont have to talk at all
working too much just to not make enough
pushing myself but i ran out of luck
but thats all i got tell me that its enough
dont let me go under back home on my own
tougher to see the light digging a hole.

here's my heart [digital sleeper]

lyrics:

spent up all my money on some alcohol and nicotine 
i can’t feel a thing till ur here baby kiss me 
clothes dough hos all my vices feel the same now 
turn the lights low drive slow blow my brains out 

spent up all my money on belt and some tripp jeans 
blowing up my phone 3 days and she miss me 
solace in the nothingness devoid of time in blacking out
broken wine glass in my wrist don’t remember how

don’t remember how 
try to call a name i don’t remember now
bottom of the lake she wanna pull me out 
water in my lungs i cannot cough it up 
i don’t want the love she thinks fill me up
i don’t really think that i can be the one 
she blacking out i don’t think this is having

bottom of the lake [the ushanka boy]

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

Small Town w/Notahero (Prod. Cxrter)

off of the cuff (prod. michael harrison)

All I Wanted Was You

Come Home (feat. Lilith)

After All

Lyrics🎱

she cut me off, and said to sit
ain't no time to be in no rush 
We got shit to talk about
If there's gone be an "us"
love can feel so empty 
With the sex, money, drugs

still I hope you miss me
while I'm drug through the mud
Sitting asking Siri
how the fuck to find love
reliant on this henny
but I say it's all in fun
I don't even want your pity
I just wanna be done

grown man
20 years down
still I talk soft-spoken
romance
Stuck inside thoughts
but I won't own them

And alcohol ain't fixing me
I tend to digress
I've tried a little bit of everything 
with little progress
I'll love myself eventually
I'm sorry for the death
Thoughts, stuck so far inside of me
I'm sorry I'm a mess

I let the stress become a part of me
I'm tryna let it end
take me back to where we started
need that feeling once again
I miss you on my body
You my nami
Regimen, this more than just a hobby
it's a part until the end

Passed out on a park bench
hard times, losing friendships
good times, but they end quick 
Long nights, in my feelings
a strong tide, when the wind hit
red eyes, from the bic flip
so high, won't admit it 
I feel my heart while the time tick (away)

while the time tick (malloy)

Dark Road/ Light  [Spaceghostpurpp] ⛧

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