www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

Venomous (zorg)

Nonprofit, shoutout døves 

Lyrics:

I can’t live my motto 
swear I’ll leave by tomorrow 
Feels like a bag on my head 
I don’t mean what I said 

(Mixing Xanax with some ambien
Life in past tense. I don’t have friends 
What do I know? I can’t cope
Where should I go? Ima lonely ghost)

Lost in the dark,I need a light 
But ur match is too bright
I’ll just keep my eyes closed
Can you lead me back home?

(Mixing Xanax I’m mixing Xanax 
When I had that? What I had that?
It’s in past tense I’m a trash bag )


Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And there’s nothing left to feel 
And there’s nothing left to do 
Can’t heal past wounds 
No I can’t
 just win cause there’s no end 

Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And the wind roars loud with my windows down 
And I’m lost somehow 
Guess I’m lost somehow 
Yeah

Bag on my head (Prod.Døves)

HYSTERIC

crooks & castles

W2HIGH [Prod. placewag x ilovehitech]

it doesnt feel that way (prod. Kolji)

it doesnt feel that way feat. vails (prod. Kolji)

splitscreen

pointless (feat. xobuttoneyes)

prod. @luv_armor @etaiso 

lyrics later <3

life's a blur (prod. luv armor + etai s0)

leap of faith (prod. hurtwinds)

The All Seeing Eye

The Eye [Prod. Omarow & Luke Damron]

i hope we can both get better :(

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💎 https://www.instagram.com/prayer.music/ 💎

✨ Roan ✨
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💎 www.instagram.com/whoisroan/ 💎

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💎 https://www.instagram.com/nevrfall/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
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move on w/ roan & praYeR (prod. nevrfall)

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it doesnt feel that way feat. vails (prod. Kolji)

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