www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

[feat. @ririrealme] 
(GOAT FOR FEATURING ON THIS SONG, TALENTED BEYOND BELIEF)

[prod. maysbeatss]

[lyrics]

(RiRi)
could you please turn away?
oh, the sight of your face hurts
you're making things worse and worse

(Wyfy)
I know it’s my fault I’m hurt
Was at the bottom, now I’m worse and
i don't know if i'll ever escape

Everything’s just getting worse
You cannot show them you’re hurt
Laying outside on the dirt
Will I ever know my worth?
I know why 
I’m hurting
I wish you
Would learn me
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
I just wish somebody 
Could love me 
For me

(Is it so hard to love someone for who they are within?)
Don’t care bout my skin
Wish I could tear it off
Just leave this face I wear
At this point fuck it all
No, now this shit aint fair

Got too many hoes in my phone
And they wont just leave me alone
Don’t give a fuck about lust
All I want is some love 

(RiRi)
until my leaves fall
until they cut me down
until the past 2 years 
drove me into the ground
gnawing at my fucking skin
i couldn't get a break
her words are eating at my mind
like its a piece of cake

no you'll....
lurk for the fall
had enough, oh i pray for them all

(Wyfy)
Everything’s just getting worse
You cannot show them you’re hurt
Laying outside on the dirt
Will I ever know my worth?
I know why 
I’m hurting
I wish you
Would learn me
I’m not mad
I’m not angry
I just wish somebody 
Could love me 
For me
Wish I could tear it off
Just leave this face I wear
At this point fuck it all
No, now this shit aint fair

skin (feat. RiRi)

Nonprofit, shoutout døves 

Lyrics:

I can’t live my motto 
swear I’ll leave by tomorrow 
Feels like a bag on my head 
I don’t mean what I said 

(Mixing Xanax with some ambien
Life in past tense. I don’t have friends 
What do I know? I can’t cope
Where should I go? Ima lonely ghost)

Lost in the dark,I need a light 
But ur match is too bright
I’ll just keep my eyes closed
Can you lead me back home?

(Mixing Xanax I’m mixing Xanax 
When I had that? What I had that?
It’s in past tense I’m a trash bag )


Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And there’s nothing left to feel 
And there’s nothing left to do 
Can’t heal past wounds 
No I can’t
 just win cause there’s no end 

Show me what to do when the lights go out 
And the wind roars loud with my windows down 
And I’m lost somehow 
Guess I’m lost somehow 
Yeah

Bag on my head (Prod.Døves)

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

(he4vy) 
runtz in the wrap 
still got racks in the safe yuh
sippin green for the taste uh
(funny vocal chop)
look at how the money flow
just look right how i move it
hate it when they cap, if you get paid you gotta prove it
basic fundamentals of this shit dont play me stupid
fight it 
i gotta fight it
its tatted on my face why try to hide it?
sparkin it up and ignite it
speakin to me? i dont like shit
saucin they still tryna bite ittttt
uhhhhh
like its whateverrrr
said i dont careee
thats how i feel nowww

racks in the safe ft. MACEYFACE (toyema x neather)

it doesnt feel that way (prod. Kolji)

it doesnt feel that way feat. vails (prod. Kolji)

I’ve had the the time of my li-iiiiife
But now its ending I’m gone cryyyyyy
Force a smile well I trieeeed 
You didn’t  wanna hear my siiiideeee
Ohhhh
Now we’re a million miles away 
When all I wanted was you close to me
If it was any other day
You wouldve not left so easily 

Now it’s just too late for any kind of means to an end 
If only second chances worked then we would of been more than friends 

Break my heart a couple times
Pressing play and then rewind
I imagine this alive 
But its more dead than id like 
Baby im a fucking cry
Then youll start to wonder why
Wish i could unravel lies
And explain these sudden highs

I’ve had the the time of my li-iiiiife
But now its ending I’m gone cryyyyyy
Force a smile well I trieeeed 
You didn’t  wanna hear my siiiideeee
Ohhhh
Now we’re a million miles away 
When all I wanted was you close to me
If it was any other day
You wouldve not left so easily 

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milion miles away

Right Place - Vails, Heyzbee, Devin's World (Prod. Mackk)

prod. @luv_armor @etaiso 

lyrics later <3

life's a blur (prod. luv armor + etai s0)

Hook:
You’re crazy 
I mean it 
You’re crazy
I believe it 
You’re crazy 
You’re crazy 
But I love it so much anyway x2 

Verse:
Go crazy when I write these songs
All you wanna do is sing along 
Looking like fuckin model
Let’s kick back and pop a bottle 

Wanna chill w you on the weekends 
Got a table for two per your request yeah 
You’re such a dime piece beside me 
Crazy got the whole night rewinding

You look at me 
And wonder 
If there’s other girls 
Why bother 

I don’t want no one else yeah no way 
It’s you and me yeah I’m here to stay 

Hook:
You’re crazy 
I mean it 
You’re crazy
I believe it 
You’re crazy 
You’re crazy 
But I love it so much anyway x2 

Verse:
Just sit back 
And watch me 
On my come up 
It’s timely 

When you came around I was exhausted 
Held my hand on the bridge, we crossed it

Hit the gym every morning you boss it 
In the sheets throw it back yeah toss it 

Just trust me 
I’m here 
No other hoes 
You’re clear 

Wanna watch ur ass movie theater 
Ur a movie star in my mirror

Reassure you 
Every day 
Break you walls down 
Vulnerability 

Hook:
You’re crazy 
I mean it 
You’re crazy
I believe it 
You’re crazy 
You’re crazy 
But I love it so much anyway x2

CRAZY (prod. Jammy Beatz)

music video: https://youtu.be/1frUV9_iKkg
produced by: yung spoiler (@yungspoiler)

lyrics:

so get up right now 
before the days gone 
i don’t wanna feel it
yea so i face one 
i don’t wanna go bed
yea wanna stay up 
i don’t wanna go i wanna stay up

i don’t even know her,
she a lame cus,
leaking all my folders,
yeah, gucci halo 
i don’t wanna go bed 
wanna stay up,
i don’t wanna go i wanna stay up

just chill out 
just a little bit 
i love to get you mad
for the thrill of it, 
fuck you
calm down
need some ritalin 
i wanna come around now
but she’s busy so
i can’t move 
x2

gucci halo (yung spoiler)

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it doesnt feel that way feat. vails (prod. Kolji)

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