Many children must act as a mother or father in the house since one or both parents are addicted to  prescription drugs.
The suffering of children as a result of their parents addiction is an important Topic. Therefore, we have dedicated this song to all children suffering from their parents addiction .  
This is not about being a bad parent but about an overuse of drugs prescribed by the doctor.
So our great hope is that awareness will one day, bring about change. Lyrics below.

Thanks to everyone who has contributed to this song <3 

Vocals by Aditi Iyer  https://www.youtube.com/user/brs1979in - https://soundcloud.com/aditiiyerofficial
Music, piano, arrangement and video (video link below) by Lise Jonsson 
Lyrics by Ed Millican aka Ed Phoenix- https://soundcloud.com/cousinit
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/1vhnoD...
YouTube : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoUuclypXXk

She's Not There

V1:
The joy she felt inside has long since gone numb
Her mood always looks so cold and grey
I don't regret the person I've become
But I miss them in every way
I miss my brother and I really miss my mother
Though I see them every day
Lift:
I stand on my own 2 feet
I depend only on me

Chorus:
Cuz' she's not there
All I see each day is a hollow blank stare
Her eyes looking back at me
With such a lack of empathy
What's the point of wasted tears?
Why reach out when she's not there?

V2:
My childhood vanished when the pills took her smile
Seemed like all the laughter was gone
Only one way this family would survive
I had to hold on and grow strong
I stepped into a life unreal
Did the household chores and learned to cook the meals
Lift:
I stand on my own 2 feet
I depend only on me

Chorus:
Cuz she's not there
All I see each day is a hollow blank stare
Her eyes looking back at me
With such a lack of empathy
What's the point of wasted tears?
Why should I cry when she's not there?

Bridge:
All I ever wanted was a normal life
When will they be coming back?
I won't feel guilty or apologize
I did the best with what I had

Chorus:
She's not there
All I see each day is a hollow blank stare
Her eyes looking back at me
With such a lack of empathy
What's the point of wasted tears?

Outro:
There's so much in my life I want to share
But she's not there                                                 

Lyrics By: Ed Millican © 2019

She`s Not There

She's Not There - Feat. Aditi Iyer (lyrics by Ed Millican)

A founding member of the Rippin Rhymes brand Mrs. Rhymes is a singer/rapper from Belfast N.Ireland who has previously recorded material for UK Wrestlings Persian Heavy Weight Champion Mustafa Khan, as well as featuring on collaborations with artists such as Lost Angel of Havik, The Outlawz E.D.I.Mean, 7th Sign's Whodini-Blak, Austrailia's Shorty Mic and more.

Rippin Rhymes is an international underground hip hop/rap movement with a history steeped in the underground battle scene.

Rippin Rhymes is an international underground hip hop/rap movement consisting of several multi-talented recording artists from around the world... From Belfast (N.Ireland) to Bradford (England), Broadmeadows (Austrailia) and all the way to Maryland and California (U.S.A), Rippin Rhymes have previously released a string of successful international mixtapes featuring Bone Thugs n Harmony's Bizzy Bone along with his 7th Sign members and other various artists from around the world, as well as a backcatalogue of magazines featuring artists such as Krayzie Bone, Enois Scroggins, Prostreamz, and more....
With a history steeped in the underground battle scene, a strong affiliation with UK Wrestling's Heavy Weight Champion Mustafa Khan and a clutch of talented artists spanning the world, Rippin Rhymes hopes to take hip hop back to its gritty underground roots, delivering meaningful lyricism over thumping beats whilst touching on hardcore subjects that the mainstream won't.

2023 : I'm currently working on remixing all content on this profile. The plan to re-release it.

ZODALITT is Lise Jonsson. I'm a Norwegian composer, pianist, and music educator for children. Began playing piano by ear at age 7 and began composing at age 12. Beginning in 2015, I began creating music more earnestly as a means of therapy and to express myself.  My music fits into several genres which showcase my compositional, pianistic, arranging, and creative skills. My life have been enriched by travels, especially Greece, where I spent three years. My academic experiences, music teaching background, and life experiences bring richness, variety, and meaning to my music. I 'm especially fond of the beauty of the countryside of my native Norway, where I find inspiration from nearby forests where I frequently walks with my dog. Link in bio to my Lise Jonsson profile on Spotify with solo piano. 

I took the name ZODALITT after the crystal stone Sodalite. Sodalite crystal meaning is linked to the ethereal energy that promotes the highest form of self-expression. Artists were known to carry Sodalite for inspiration. The Sodalite crystal stone meaning has a long held association with the colour of the heavens.
Influenced by : Secret Garden, Vangelis, Mozart, Chopin, Tsjajkovskij, Nigel Kennedy, classical music, music from the 80s, especially Queen and Freddy Mercury, and a lot of music in different genres....old and new !

Listen to my collaboration Greek Mythology Music Project #OperaPop  
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4Te8BIuZ3hDMAl1BXAPwAd?si=ZaQj_qhDSJqIOKgFeS-N_g

YouTube : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SgC0o-YNfU&list=PLtzSc0gpZQzMsFLAnJGFYziVtiz6g-dTA
Written by Lise Jonsson & Ed Millican aka Ed Phoenix : https://soundcloud.com/cousinit
  
My collaboration with Marty Andersson :
https://soundcloud.com/mkandersson1982/sleepy-hollow-collaboration-track-w-zodalitt -8

A founding member of the Rippin Rhymes brand Mrs. Rhymes is a singer/rapper from Belfast N.Ireland who has previously recorded material for UK Wrestlings Persian Heavy Weight Champion Mustafa Khan, as well as featuring on collaborations with artists such as Lost Angel of Havik, Austrailia's Shorty Mic, The Outlawz E.D.I.Mean and more.

Latest Updates: 
Have been remastering some of my 'unloved' tracks from the past here on SC - music which has not received as many plays as I would have expected. Maybe 2nd time around your might like it.
The 2025 remastered tracks are being readied for my best of 2025 album in 2026, available January 2026.
I do not use AI on any of my work, just blood sweat and tears, and a lot of emotion/feelings. The reason I have so much music on SC is that I love making music and it is my life. Also I love to share my work with you all, please enjoy.
Have recently discovered some old tracks which I did back in 2009 but have never been previously released or worked on further. Decided to let them see the light of day, unedited and unpolished. Hope you enjoy them and can see where my humble beginnings started.
Also new for Autumn 2025, a collection of classical piano pieces which I composed back in 2010, in memory of my late father who inspired me to play the keyboard in the first place. Under the title of Magician In Private, hope you will allow my indulgence into a special world of just simple piano, no frills.
Please checkout my vast collection of playlists. All my best music is on there in one place. Is free to listen to or sleep with.
From 1st June 2025, celebrating 10 years of KORG KRONOS music with lots of brand new music showcasing the wonders of this iconic workstation in all it's glory. Also as a nod to the release of the KRONOS 3, which will take KORG into the next generation.
All my albums in full quality are available on Bandcamp, please check out the link below.
Have recently taken a short holiday to recharge my batteries and top up my creative juices. Thank you to all my followers for your continued support and encouragement, means the world to me.
Over 10K minutes uploaded, over 1500 tracks - am sure there is something in there for everybody to enjoy. I love making music. Hope it matters to you.
Am posting some Jarre sounding pieces as homage to my lifelong hero of electronic music, using some of the sounds and instruments he has used along the way. Jar of Jarre is my collection of memorable sounds which have changed the way we appreciate modern electro.
Keep an eye out for my new collection of 2024 Remastered best of tracks, coming soon.
New year, new start. Back on the search for good music and inspiration. Will be featuring a lot of my older work remastered this year, seems like a long time since I began my composing journey back in 2000.
Happy New Year to all my followers, May 2025 be filled with musical magic. 
Thank you for all your kind comments and support throughout 2024 I do appreciate it. Stay safe and love each other.
All my remastered best tunes from 2015 to 2023 are now available to buy on Bandcamp.
Am back to making regular music now but sorry no Christmas songs this year. This time of year is very hard for me as it is when my father became very ill and died in the new year 2010. I still miss him very much but hope he would be proud of my musical journey, he is my number one inspiration.
Just a quick personal note on AI and music. I think it is not a good thing for the creative side of music and a lot of it comes without feelings or soul. Creativity is a gift, and should be greatly valued, cherished and nurtured. Music is what makes us human and can never be replaced by a computer.
Finished remastering up to and including 2023 now. Has been a mammoth task but well worth the effort. Next year I shall be working on a remastered series of my pre KORG days 2000 to 2008, in 8 volumes, as well as celebrating in style my 10 years of KRONOS magic, can't wait for 2025.
Have now amassed over 1000 tracks on SC (that's over 8000 minutes of music) and it has been a blast sharing them with you all. Next year 2025, marks the 10th anniversary of the start of my KORG journey.
Am currently putting together a remastered Anthology collection of all my best tracks from 2015 onwards. 2015 consists of a 3 volume set (Now available on Bandcamp). 2016 consists of a 4 volume set. (Also available on Bandcamp). 2017 consists of a 4 volume set. (Available on Bandcamp) 2018 consists of a 4 volume set. (Also available on Bandcamp). 2019 consists of a 4 volume set. (Now available on Bandcamp). 2020 consists of a 3 volume set (now available on Bandcamp).
If you would like to listen to more of Magician, especially retro older tracks please checkout Bandcamp (see link below).
Have recently been rediscovering some of my older music pre KORG days and remastering for uploading to my cloud. Hope you like. Seems such a long time ago now.
I have been lucky to have music in my life, and now the time to explore how it can affect other people. I have discovered many new talented artists on SC and am happy to encourage and support their work; from small beginnings come great things. Please be inspired to be your best, inspire others too, encourage those who lack the inner courage to move forward, and together we can make music make a difference in all our lives.
Am spending a lot more time on my music now since retiring from work in July 2020. Always learning new techniques and honing my craft. Am comfortable now with all chord sequences throughout the scales and loving improvising with the help of my mighty KORG still. Am still trying to give my full support and encouragement to all SC users and some latest (you know who you are), are developing nicely. Be good to one another, be gracious to others, leave your ego out of your life and above all else remember there is always someone worse off than yourself. 
Please be kind to each other, to be happy with our lot without jealousy or greed; to give without asking the cost; to love as if there is no tomorrow; to share and inspire others who may be less fortunate than us; most of all to enjoy life for the joy of living, for we know not what the morning brings - stay safe my friends, be strong and always stay positive; remember life changes - DON'T let it change you!!  
Music is my life - has helped me through many dark places, is a big part of who I am. I put my heart and soul into every single piece of music I produce. I have found many wonderful friends on SC and many exciting talented people.  Been writing and producing music now for 40 years plus. Specialised in electronic based orchestral compositions. I have created my own genre which I call 'electrorchestration'.
Favourite artists/bands include Gary Numan, Little Boots, Jools Holland, Eno, Edgar Froese (1944-2015), Jordan Rudess, Kebu, Madis, Keith Emerson (1944-2016), Rick Wakeman, Richard Wright (1943-2008), Pink Floyd, Tangerine Dream, Vangelis, Jean Michel Jarre, M83, Public Service Broadcasting, Dream Theater, ELP, Yes and Mystery to name but a few.
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