loneliness consumes me
all i see are spirits i'm abusing
i feel like a ghost am i translucent?
life is getting old
should i just do it?

every night i dream about a perfect end like hemingway
i got nothing left to say
i'm always drawing a blank
feels like i'll never fit
abstract shape
can't look in the mirror cuz i hate my face
i been drinking so much
cuz without that i can't depend on anything

i feel like a ghost

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

https://www.instagram.com/swagsohardimboutthatlife/
https://www.instagram.com/kizzeroo/

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Hate Me (prod. Dog x Kizzero)

I just need somewhere I can be 
Alone for all eternity 
And I’ll pray for no gravity 
So that one day I’ll float up and leave 

I’ve been running for way too long now
But imma get to the top and I won’t come down
The sky is falling down now 
And I don’t know what you said but I can’t hear a sound 
Up this high it’s like nothing meant anything this time 
And my whole life the only thing I got from you were lies

No Gravity (prod. noahmadethiss)

I wrote this a few years ago when I lived with my parents and felt very stuck

Nothing's Fucked Forever (2018)

I'LL NEVER PAY MY PHONE BILL

Daydream w/ Joshrefe (prod. Lil Drill)

go! 

i don't wanna talk
i don't wanna speak
girl u clocked my tea
in this plain white tee
i can't even breathe
if ur not here, not next to me!

do u even know what u mean 2 me!?
i won't leave, even if ur mean 2 me
girl i love ur voice, can u sing 2 me
u cut deep, i think u like when i bleed

u don't gotta ghost, u can talk 2 me
u treat me like a stranger, u mean nothing 2 me
that's what u said
now i feel dead, deaddddd

all alone in my head
all alone once again
wishing that i could go back
n not say the things that i said

go! (p. nvmbr06 x mamoru)

new prada bag

timberland jacket

@lil-soda-boi
@secvritydvde
@northeastlights
@odece

she told me w/ SECVRITY, lil soda boi (+ northeast lights, odece)

prod @dogdick
https://www.instagram.com/swagsohardimboutthatlife/

prod mixmaster @lil-soda-boi
https://www.instagram.com/lilsodaboi/

Growing feat. lil soda boi (prod. dog & lil soda boi)

https://www.instagram.com/litemyselfonfire

No Gravity (prod. noahmadethiss)

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