as the wind passes through

https://open.spotify.com/track/5b0vnG0Y6spMGyXUM4PUj2?si=bd384161d2434fce
chasing feeling
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤwhile
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤeverything is fleeting

//

fleeting

The main guitar is taken from Goonnights' song "sober"
link: https://soundcloud.com/goonnights/sober-ft-ever

The lead guitar in the second half was recorded by 2045
link: https://soundcloud.com/sc2un-sh4re
link: https://soundcloud.com/2045

Struggler is written about a sort of cycle I go through a lot, and trying to break it, but failing.
I always end up falling into slumps of creative block, and I always try way too hard to get out of it, and I always end up feeling horrible.
This song is also indirectly about me and my new alias, with some lyrics specifically referencing and responding to "To Disappear" which was a very difficult song for me.

As for this new alias, there's a full post on twitter, I'm sorry for deleting everything so suddenly, it was a really silly decision. "Rapture" will always be available on bandcamp for free.

remix stems:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1L6wVfOrNyYRWd7d7iVrHIA5V-PZnGjcb/view?usp=sharing
(162bpm, idk the key)

As always, Soundcloud isnt the best listening experience (specifically butchers the high end on this song), try spotify or youtube or something
The mixing is definitely intentionally a little messy, the vocals are a little quiet on purpose, I really enjoy the sound this song has, but I can agree it might not be for everyone.

[LYRICS]

And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
And Oh, I might struggle and I might die

So tell me, is this healing?
Or it's a cycle that's repeating
And I need to know
If I'm gonna be here

Thickened Water
And Tarot Smoke

I guess I can feel it now
My gums are melting away
But they continued

And Oh, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
And Oh, I might struggle and I might die
So please don't disappear
Don't leave me in a shallow river

Struggle 'til I die

Struggler

The main guitar is a sample from "Raw Youth Collage" by Mura Masa
As always, Mix and Master is rough, just listen to it loud

I started taking Antidepressants recently and honestly it's messed with me in a lot of ways, I feel a lot less creative and everything feels sort of lifeless.
I started this track in January and could just never get it right, eventually I reached a point where I stopped caring. This was supposed to be a track for an EP but I know im never going to finish an EP so I'm just going to release it now.

Good Morning, You is about routine in a way, I've gotten so used to waking up, taking my pills, going back to bed, etc, etc
My sleep schedule completely changed and I'm constantly tired!

I am trying to work on new music, but it feels harder than it's ever been, I really struggle to feel any emotion at all which is normally a pretty good tell for me on whenever a song is worth finishing or not.

Until next time I guess


[LYRICS]

Sunrise on a familiar ceiling
There's something I can't change about it
So good morning, so good morning you
So good morning, so good morning

And I tell myself these things
To forget the "best of" the worst of times

And I'll bleed myself dry
Hang myself from the weather line
So good

So good morning, so good morning you
So good morning, so good morning
So good morning you, so good morning
So good

Good Morning, You

come on i'm sure
it always gets better
so stop this damage
i know it hurts
he left so soon
but i know he'll manage

he'll come back, and he'll be him again
i don't know if i still want to be friends
its not enough, its not enough, for me to pretend
its not enough, its not enough

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines remind me
the fright lines remind me

only last year
did we talk together
how it'd get better
we were right here
i looked at you
and you said you met her

im sidelined, waiting looking in
i cant tell if we even still are friends
i want it back, i want it back, and see you again back
i want it back, i want it back

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

fright lines!

LYRIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4rncTgzdkk&ab_channel=N33T

aquoferne:
https://soundcloud.com/aquoferne
https://twitter.com/aquoferne
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuLrV8V8uxHZImKgx28hnDA

LYRICS:
don't let my heart stop for you
there's no meaning in what i will do
you're trying to toe the line
while i have gone blind
go fish for another find

there is no place where they can house two
it's not up to me, it's all on you
yet you keep on pressing
think i'll be guessing twice

so please just try to be nice
please just try to be nice
i'm just tryna be kind
hope you heed my advice
so please just try to be nice
please just try to be nice
i'm just tryna be kind
hope you heed my advice
so please just try to be

you would think that i'm cold
but i'm just worried so much
about where we would go
to places that i don't know

our boat isn't the same
you'd find something to blame
but please don't feel ashamed
there's more for you

there is no place where they can house two
it's not up to me, it's all on you
yet you keep on pressing
think i'll be guessing twice

so please just try to be nice
please just try to be nice
i'm just tryna be kind
hope you heed my advice
so please just try to be nice
please just try to be nice
i'm just tryna be kind
hope you heed my advice

so please just try to be nice

jellyfish (ft. aquoferne)

jellyfish ft. aquoferne

bro really just bought soundcloud pro for a second account

white boy white boy

you’re better than everyone 

the type of boy to write stories

about is better

and everyone knows that

oh, don’t forget about the fact 

that they’re supposed to be another of 

thousands of other superlative people 

with money supporting them, ignoring the fact 

it’s evident

that nobody a kid with a little bit of melanin 

a mismatch within the sorority so develop big

animosity towards the ones who are mad at it

to the masses you

have everything we’ve thought wanted for 

too long. we ask that you be everything

and anything but forbearing 

when buried in the fight against

sentiment, all hiding

sentimental feelings will 

renovate into 

an emotional dystopia 

coping with the absurd 

fact that they’re supposed to be

another one of thousands of other 

hurting people

whose money’s controlling their

ignored and suppressed sentiments 

one of them goes to the kid with a little bit of

melanin 

asks them for help even though it is stretching

them thin

not knowing they’re one of the people 

who are mad at the

white boy, white boy

who’s better than everyone

so the white boy white boy

whose heads is a mess he runs

away

tried to correlate more

reasons they’re fed up with everyone

who tried to aid and support

their tendency to suppress their heart

an acquired taste

how it feels to look back to the last 2 months of my life

time heals <3 have patience

lyrics:

i wish i could convey
the feelings i have felt
the striking light
of my heavy broken heart 

the pieces of myself
the memories i've held
it all comes back to me
like the cold in autumn 

how can i explain
that April is just a fiction
that i cannot remember 
the sweet sound of your voice 

oh did i screw it up?
or am i freaking out?
it would be nice to talk to you
to put an end to this 

(...)

so i will write a letter
as a tribute to our romance
and say the things that you'd expect to hear 

i just wish i could hand it to you
let you know that i regret the way i acted when it was over
but i'd rather keep quiet instead

(spanish blabbering)

letters

@viznode

check out the music video
https://youtu.be/fAyKvW0bNVg

get it on bandcamp
https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com/track/progress-paint-ft-viznode

Progress paint (ft. Viznode)

YO!!!

I came up with this idea earlier this year. It was meant to be on an EP I was working on, but I ended up scrapping the project all together. I thought I'd properly put this one out before the year ends. I hope you enjoy, 2023 will be fun :)

💙💙💙

adam daylight: 
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/7jUPgj6yLZqQ2KZ829PoSl?si=XW7R2whBRaOPkwM9Rv1L2g&nd=1
YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMRPgxceLgifLfn7VtooQPw
Bandcamp - https://adamdaylight.bandcamp.com/
Twitter - https://twitter.com/adamdaylight
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/adamdaylight/

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