Paininmyheart 
Days we fell apart
And you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
And thats ok its not fair 
Its only you when i stare 
Another day i dont care 
I popped a xan and im there 

PainInMyHeart
Days we fell apart 

And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare
And thats ok its not fair 
its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok

paininmyheart
days we fell apart
 And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare

its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

paininmyheart
days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok its not fair
its only you when i stare 
antoher day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

i love you nicole <333

paininmyheart [prod. elisxxv]

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: @pinkcig
Produced by: xipz x @luffysome
Mixed by: xipz x pink cig
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art: DeadandDetached
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LYRICS:

[intro: xipz]
when you say you love me, baby do you really mean that?
i been told that so much, it dont mean nothing
i been sitting in my room, i been feeling
all the emotions going to my head, im bleeding out

[verse 1: xipz]
know you worry bout the same shit i do
hope you know i would never try to hurt you
show you off baby, i would never hide you
take you out to eat baby, wanna try Thai food?

spend a rack n i make it right back
hope you know id never judge you for your past
want a benz truck, fully matte black
need you right beside me i hope you see that

[chorus: xipz]
i hope you know that youve never hurt me badly
all these things in my head are from past things
they cut me so deep that im still battling
but i know that you just want whats best for me

[verse 2: pink cig]
you cant hurt me more than anyone ive ever known
and i cant stay mad at you when youre mad at you the most
i felt the pressure that you were under to let go
and i have that happen too but its cuz of you i dont

only road close
imma hold you down till you make me let go
i know right now it aint hard to get lost
let me know how i connect to your thoughts

oh you know what i want, even when i might not
im a dumb man shawty you a know it all
i know my past is what gave me these scars
try n cut me up bad you could never draw blood

[chorus: xipz]
i hope you know that youve never hurt me badly
all these things in my head are from past things
they cut me so deep that im still battling
but i know that you just want whats best for me

bleedin out (w/ ✦pink cig✦)

nor can I ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you won't take away my pride
no, not this time

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night

I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now
just delete me now
just delete me now
don't you hit up my phone line
don't you hit up my phone line
bitch

I've been doing this shit all by myself
I'm a grown man now
don't be asking for help
and ever since I took decisions
that would hurt somebody's feeling 
I knew that I couldn't go back
to my old shit

old friends
old town
I was on my own
now I got 
big things 
big crown
and that shit heavy
like the scene that I carry 
don't hit on my celly when I get big
man just let me know
that you don't fuck with me
yeah

you take away my pride
you wanted me to die
I'm sipping cause my heart 
can't handle the pain 
and been thinking about
what you said last night
I wanted to forget 
about every single text
been feeling like a mess
please delete me now


DELETE (prod. 2ELI & nico_wav)

Lyrics: 

[slashy]

Searching and never finding my own way just to mofucking go out 
Learning and trying every single day 
Just to mofucking stay down 
Lurking and found my own freedom
Physically but not mentally now
The stars in the sky 
Never lie but I try to 
Never say the truth now


Because it’s hurts her 
(Nah) I don’t deserve her 
I have been working 
But it’s not enough for her 

Why would I lie 
When I could have just said the truth 
I’m not gonna lie 
I am still not over you 
I wanna die 
But not when I am just with you 
I hope you feel the same 
But I know it’s not true 

[brecken]

i couldnt be there for you
im counting the days until i feel amused
not with the trees but with the truth
everything stained covered in wounds
nothing you change riddles the clues
nobody sees pain in my view
way out of view
plain out of view
i really thankful that i make the music 
so i can tell everybody what i do
i can always say the truth
cuz when im in my room i can hope that they understand how i been in my head how i been in my tomb
they dont gotta clue
everything that you said
really had me feelin new
i dont wanna guess
i dont wanna bet on whats up next
make another check cuz i love bread
bullet proof vest howd you hit my chest
i just wanna know before i go dead

say the truth [feat. brecken] (prod. jaxxee)

there aint nowhere else to go 
starin down tha barrel 
see my childhood
and then tha smoke
im comin home to erebos
my sinkin soul
every night im drinkin half a liter 
in tha mornin ima get some more
maybe here tn ill have tha guts to finally do it
it dont matter though
i made my mind up some years ago
no one here is listenin
and prolly cuz i aint a hoe
mind set on overdrive
pale skin n tired eyes
decomposin body
got me waitin for tha afterlife

u prolly laughin think iss funny
but im serious
i loved u so fuckin much
i wish u never left
n i dont give a fuck 
what u sayin to ur friends
ima tell it how it is

barrel (prod. thersx)

i could fuck good 
u gon find out
bby ima grown man
ion got tha time 
im j tryna fuck now
u dont like me 
jus tha way that i sound
so come rn
bby come right here
i wanna bite ur face again 
i saw u last week & i cant forget 
them fuck me eyes
they could change tha kid
& this dick gon change u forever bitch
i wanna know ur language 
dont speak, j look & ill read that
up u go but i pull back
u feel so good pink pussycat
u could scream rn 
i live in nowhere land
she live in cali 
i do it like nobody there can
take a flight from lax to nola southwest 
nohopeshawty i aint ever been like tha rest

pink pussycat (prod. pyctur)

hit me up (Prod. untaeq)

cheyenne died - in the rain feat. Sad Boy Prax :(

Something’s wrong with kyrell

I teach a punk bitch how to love
I'm off the red shit like blood
I fuck her, she bite me, vampire love
And I got real deal pink buds
I'm in the studio I don't club
She dressed in all black bitch like a nun
I parked that big body on the curb
I'm off a little Molly and a Perc
Took her to Benihana, bought a purse
Are you still taking drugs bitch, are you still geeked like me?
I just need a hug bitch, why are we enemies?
Stake through the heart, bitch killed me
She wanna know the real me
She wanna cut and heal me
This is a diary of a vamp
I'm slutting that bitch out inside the Benz
She riding that dick yeah, until it bend
I'm fucking that bitch yeah, again, again
I bite her neck, a real vamp
She can't choose, call her Bella
DoubleR on my umbrella
That bitch a witch, I'm in a spell, yeah
She take a pic, she cannot share it
I pay for a bitch bag, clothes, nails and hair
I need a sip of blood right now, get impaired
This is a real vamp diary, I'm rocking John Varvatos
I think it's best if I leave
Now you got all your freedom
Now you got all your reason
Now you a real, real demon
I teach a punk bitch how to love
I'm off the red shit like blood
I fuck her, she bite me, vampire love
And I got real deal pink buds
I'm in the studio I don't club
She dressed in all black bitch like a nun
I parked that big body on the curb
I'm off a little Molly and a Perc
Took her to Benihana, bought a purse
Are you still taking drugs bitch, are you still geeked like me?
I just need a hug bitch, why are we enemies?

DELETE (prod. 2ELI & nico_wav)

Lil Rav