This is a first take of Madness in my mind
in the coarse of a few weeks, ill be mixing up some of the lyrics and adding on, hope you enjoy

Madness in my mind

they can keep the key
what might have been lost doesn’t bother me
the wolves or sheep
with this blood on my hands
i’m making amends
i’ll move slowly
and i’ve worried that you’re worried
cos i wanted
to be like my momma
and get stronger
but you can never put a label on me
we don’t got no id
and if everyone had their reply
i’m on read
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

i get burning eyes
whenever i take my own advice
it is really mine
i want help don’t need luck
and i don’t give a fuck if you want me to
i’ve learned it’s gotta come from inside me
i don’t need to rhyme
and i don’t need no ivy/IV
i’ve been here all night
i can’t think to forget for you baby i’ll
carry all of you on me
ooo we’ll be fine 
now i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu
i gotchu

when you hold my hand
i think “we should make more plans
but you going out in san
what’s the point being friends”
but i’ll never leave your IG hole
and if i fall out in that cold
i trust that you’ll get over that
you wanted me to reaccept my end

i gotchu

gotchu

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

i was never worried bout the six feet
i just wonder why it wouldn’t kill me
i ain’t get above in the fifties
and i know this isn’t making up for lost time
no difference made but now i know mine
making the same mistake for my whole life
now i’m gotta keep it all tongue tied
forty five minutes till you’re really getting tired and you’ll keep your distance
oh my god
i don’t need time i just want your love
and no thought and prayers and heartfelt lies gon play i
guess i don’t know the faith i got
wasn’t myself, it wasn’t my boss
and now all this searching brought me back to say that

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care

locked out heaven like i can’t upset
i don’t need the time to decide i like it the best 
i just came for it
now i got a commission
i ain’t even 18 and i found me a mission
fuckboy treating art like a test
it’s why he always got a issue never given respect
so i just stick to plans cos this shit fun now i got a mentor
toxic engagement is not what i’m motherfucking meant for
i’ll kill your reason with an MC sony camcord

i don’t wanna play the game no more
i don’t wanna play the game no mooooore
i don’t wanna waste my funds
doing something i don’t love
give a little bitty fuck
i don’t
i don’t know where the passion in my subs
so i’ll get it on my own
what’s inside of me is enough like
i don’t want no points
sin or holy
i don’t call shots
and i ain’t no kobe
i tried to wear a collar
tried to be a goalie
i’m done with all then roles you can sell me off as a phony

i don’t care
bout a stare
or judgment
i don’t care
i don’t care
i don’t care
what your friends want from me
play it fair
i don’t care
i don’t care
bout the gram
to prove nothing
breath on air
i don’t care
i don’t care
what you expect from me
i don’t care
i don’t care

you wanna be that way
well dive in
dive in my holy ghost

idontcare

remember,

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

fuckboy

photo by 50Landing

turn the lights on
i can stay a while bet you wanna get me off
think i don’t say enough
i won’t be running back long as i’m faded and
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
i turned to someone i could hold onto
i didn’t understand how it would have backfired
wonder who i am
man
who the fuck am i
i can’t take a lie back now it’s stuck outside me
i can’t take this shit lightly
if you want an ear you know where to find me
high on ig flirting with a couple homies
i said i’m too eager couldn’t keep you
and she told me keep it low key, only rule is staying open
i’m like where my line go you just stole it

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna fuck you again
i’m past that i just wanna fuck all my friends

and i no longer plan to hide in the snow and wait till you hold my hand
now there’s a four in five chance that she’ll bring her fine friend and i’ll be a nine ten to em
fucked up cos you’re gone and the clique gone too
turned into someone people come onto
i didn’t understand how i could’ve macked yall gon wonder who i am

try and catch me tying up loose ends
i’m past that now i wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
im past you didn’t wanna fuck you again
yeah 
i just wanna fuck all my friends
no patience sick of being stuck in the end
i swear im never gonna love you again
i’m past that I just wanna fuck all my friends

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

prozac

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

brakence 2.0 freestyle (ft. Majent)

Something...is in the making.
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