Where Ever I Go, There You Are

I Hate What The Mirror Reflects

Wearing Many Faces

I Did This To Myself

Lost Without You

Still Got The Blues

Sinthetik

NATZIS

Photo Credit: Gidget Gein 

I can see you on your cross
I can tell it's wearing thin
Peace serene simplicity
“You look the best when on your knees”
Thorn of crown for dissident

Hear the voices closing in
Invalid your life of sin
Echelon 
Perdition
Cravings always stretched so thin
Thorn of crown for dissident

Vices out of control
And it’s taking it’s toll
Twisted dream how selfishly
I get lost 
In silver screens
But now 
It's fading red

When
Daylight breaks
And you just fade
You're all alone
On your thorns and throne
Your echelon
Won't save you now
All that glittered
Has dulled
From all the scars from your tongue
You wrought me down
You turn me out
You’ve had control 
On me now
For way 
Too long 
Yet you deny
And live your lie
Hence this 
Your dissidence
Is my own cross to bear

Call to god and ask for air
How I love your vacant stare
You’ve left your mark enough
Eyes dilate to white and rust
Thorn of crown of lust you wear it well

I can’t turn away from here
The pleasures just too much to bear
I’m getting off with every tear
Rip and scar that I wear
Come and touch me
Turn to stone

When daylight breaks
And you just fade
You're all alone
On your thorns and throne
Your echelon
Won't save you now
All that glittered
Has dulled
From all the scars from your tongue
You wrought me down
You turn me out
You’ve had control 
On me now
For way 
Too long 
Yet you deny
And live your lie
Hence this 
Your dissidence
Is my own cross to bear

You turn me up
To turn me out
All the scars from your tongue
Keep on 
Draggin 
Me down
It’s not the same
You're still the same
It’s not the same
You’re still in me
You’re still in me

It's my 
Cross to
Bear

Cross To Bear

Creeper

I don't recognize myself
I'm losing it
I get lost in clouds
They cant handle it
I'm losing from my own
Disenchantment
I get Lost in clouds
I can't even find ground
I can't see myself
I'm lost in the glass
Shatter rip the beat
Stutter into me
I get lost in clouds
Dazed in denial
Litter thoughts around
Nonexistent through sound
I get lost in clouds
I'm disillusioned
I get lost in clouds
I'm Never Coming Down

I can't trust no one
I'm always alone
I can't feed myself
Cuz I don't want it
I can't see myself
I'm lost in the glass
Can't talk to anyone
They think I'm paranoid

Did you take your meds?
Do they even help?
People are dangerous
The voices they tell me
Take cut into skin
Hide them so no one
Break glass in case if need
Sudden emergency
Question what it all means
Then throw back the glass
Forget all cares and needs
Of having a good life
Successful by all means
That phase didn't last
I DON'T RECOGNIZE MYSELF 
AND I'M SICK OF IT

I can't find myself
Distasteful illusions
I can't love myself
Forgetful ANON
I don't care to think
I can't do anything
I don't give a fuck
Everybodies lost

I Dont Recognize Myself

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IDontWantToLiveAnymore is made up of:
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I Dont Recognize Myself

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