gonna turn this into a drill beat no cyap

lizaaaa your songs are so amazing please make more 🙏🏽💜

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

sdfgdsfg

liar w/ kaido [p. irusu + john roseboro]

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

cottagecore

*ig pls follow thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/peakdistrict

countryside type beat, aesthetic so cool dk if i could pull it off again tbh

verse:
all these long walks n self reflection (so tiringgg
a couple thousand miles but the air feels the same (does it? {¥©{
ik what i’m doing but why am i still afraid? (stfu pussy
let go of the need to control what ain’t mine
maybe you can show me what it means to feel time
cos every day i jus wanna rush to the end of life (ok dude

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (chad?)
well, fuck em!

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it’s the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 
they all breathe

break
saxman solo (city leaves, they’re oh so wilted x3)

prechorus:
these country towns don’t welcome me
cos i don’t have what it takes to be
the ripped out donny on the cover of their magazine (ahhhh#+#
well... fuck em!!!!! (THE BUILDUP BRO

chorus:
cos u ain't peaked until u reach the district
it's the place to think w no room 4 misfits
pessimist b4 but now things r a little brighter (brighter brighter brighter)
no-ones peaked until u reach the district
all these lovely mountains make ur world feel tilted
the gardens they all breathe 4 u 

i think i exist now. (so... what tf this mean

peakdistrict

stream the mf song

from ellie

prod. iof 

(lyrics)
i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons why
why is it always me?

isolation, my tempers so different
for any swell reason i guess i never listened
and this is the habit of being your best girl
this havoc's inherent, i watch as you let go

the wreckage in the corner of my eye
don't reappear to my demise
i should have listened on that night
oh, how i'd hate to spend my life
oh, how i'd hate to be his wife

for now i'm sitting at your tapestry
i stare at all the angels and their faces
what god has made me so complacent?
i fall behind, i fall so vacant
i pray for cheeks so thin and aching
hah, thats when i'm worth more than the same shit

why?
cut yourself the life you thought you knew 
yes, i love you, it's just no use
that funny truth slips somehow loose
lie
cut yourself the crime for one last truce
i follow through, bruise black and blue
that funny truth crawls back to you

i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons 
why

Vocals by maxiim
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by maxeem

ALL PLATFORMS - https://ffm.to/ichandle

[Intro]
I don't wanna end that way again
I end up wasting time
Staying far too long again
There's no one by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that it wasn't as easy as they said it is
Took a leap of faith into uncharted abyss
On my own, but for the first time
I feel new again, I've ascended into new light

[Chorus]
And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Post-Chorus]
In the dark for far too long
The darkness ended up being prolonged
I wanted more out of this song
Let me out, I waited too long
Don't wanna end up another face up on a poster
Lost all to time, lost all the faith that I had

[Pre-Chorus]
Don't wanna end up another face
up on a poster
Lost all to time
I lost all the faith I had

[Chorus]

And I know it's not as easy as they said it was
I fell but got back up, and I'm the best I could be
Took many jabs yet prevailed
But you hurt me
Made me just better myself
Don't concern me
Say that you want something else
You'll get over this
I know me
I can handle this

[Outro]

I spent too many nights
You won't see me up on that poster
I walked out the door
I don't wanna see you again
I can handle this I can handle this

LIIGHTWORK SOON :)

I can handle this

Spotify

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

buy on bandcamp :)

die4u

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

prod zuubek
ft @luvkurtis

[intro: @luvkurtis]
you wouldnt change for me, change for me
so how come im the one in pain, the one in pain
fuck you

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[verse 1: me]
woah oh, woah oh
yeah i hate that i've been missing u
wish i wasn't into u
details that i never knew
saw u with some other dude
wish i never loved u
yeah im wishing that i hated u
all the time i spent with u
did it really mean nothing at all
tryna find someone new
but honestly i just cant move on
i been running out of things to say
i think it's overdue
open up my messages
i see ur name like what to do

[verse 2: @luvkurtis]
she put a pill in my hand
she said lets take it together
yeah i was told that she can see my pain
and make me feel better
she put her head on my chest
laying down in the grass
she's showin me a couple things
i never knew i once had
like how you do it? 
watchin her do her magic
she put my mind into a trance
put a gun up to my head let me go
i wish i heard how she felt
know i didnt do well
she couldnt take me at my worst
no she dont deserve my best

[bridge: me]
at the party we were tongue tied
barely knew ur name
but i knew i'd see u more than one night
now im sittin here thinkin that without u i could die
i'm so tired of fuckin falling in love
this shit is suicide

[hook: me]
our love is falling apart
no i dont wanna make amends
and i knew right from the start
the love between us would end
u left me right in the dark
no i dont wanna be ur friend
no i dont wanna restart
i think i'd rather be dead
yeah
think i'd rather be dead
don't wanna see u again
fuck u and all of ur friends
dont wanna see all ur texts
messages i left on read
dont care how long that its been
pop bottles, down some more gin

[outro: me]
and no matter what i say, oh
u have no reason to stay, oh
i close my eyes and see ur face, oh
know i'll love u forever, oh

SPOTIFY !

falling apart w/ kurtis

Lyrics:

[hook]
you told me i should get well 
i know
that i been such a fuckin let down 
for you

i tried my best to get away
so dumb i called u all those names
i know i shouldnt say
i saw the hurt up on your face

just wanna tell you im sorry, but its all me
did my part for the play
got the side role youre the main
put your beauty on display for the crowd

make me proud 
i know you will thats no doubt
cant fuckin shut my own mouth
about you to other people i know

[verse]
i tried to find 
a place you and i 
could dig graves for the rest of time 
im so bored 

dont give a fuck when youre by my side
cause when youre next to me 
cant even see the time 
it goes by

new day gonna start to cry
hear the angels sing 
now i know its time
im so done fed up

girl i think ive had enough now
too rough yeah 
i fuckin know im done for now

[bridge]
take me dont regret it
she took my love used as a weapon 

i feel the shards are in my spine
take them out i got no time
the blood has covered my hands
dont help me out ill just dance
for the crowd

[hook]
you told me i should get well 
i know
that i been such a fuckin let down 
for you

i tried my best to get away
so dumb i called u all those names
i know i shouldnt say
i saw the hurt up on your face

just wanna tell you im sorry, but its all me
did my part for the play
got the side role youre the main
put your beauty on display for the crowd

make me proud 
i know you will thats no doubt
cant fuckin shut my own mouth
about you to other people i know

[outro]
take me dont regret it
she took my love used as a weapon

why

liza blaise

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