I was lucky enough to download most if not all of Cowboy's music before he deleted his Soundcloud. Here I reupload them all for all those who loved his music just as much as I did. I hope that everything gets better, bro. Lizard boy Kyle sends you love. <3

13th Century Cowboy - Irrelevant

The Good Life

GOANDCHILLHERE

The Good Life (Weezer Cover)

ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alt Version)

timebomb

ss-ep

wide awake

TECHCLUB2K24

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

THE THRILL-SEEKING ADVENTURE

Eggy:
Going through withdrawals everyday till noon
I’m deprived from a single touch from you
Knowing that nothing in this world is true
I’d rather die if I’m not right next to you
I don’t care what you said
Nothing goes through my brain
When talking to you

Never listening to more of your bullshit
When everything flies out of my mind
 words that comes out your mouth
Makes me feel like I’m off 30 bottles of wine

Under:
I still remember the day
You fucking walked away
It really fucked me up I have some screws loose 
You couldn't even say why you hated me
You only wanted him, it wasn't hard to choose
Now I don't care what you say
Cause I am just a toy and now you don't wanna play
you took my fucking heart away and tossed it in the dirt
I'm usually composed but that shit fucking hurt

Eggy:
I'm never understanding 
How the fuck am i still standing
Thinking about you makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Please get away from me
I wanna be free
Maybe these things were just not meant to be for me

eggy x under - Overhead.mp3

I miss the way you held me
I miss the way you said my name
But then you left me
My life will never be the same

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you 

Fuck you

Your absence slowly kills me
My absence brings you zero pain
(You promised, you promised)
Promised you wouldn’t leave me
Now I feel fucking insane

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you

Fuck you

FUCK YOU

note: @state-surve told me my music was "not edgy enough" so I made this as a response

Spending all day in my room 
with the slop that I consume

All shit I see online
Always eating at my mind

Each day harder than the last
would you notice if I passed?

String you along for the ride
I'm committing double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

New days bring
New pains 

And I wish
That I could change

Even though I want to 
I'm forever stuck on you

I'm too far gone to help
what the fuck is mental health 

Since you left all i do is whine
Now I'm planning our double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

13th Century Cowboy - Irrelevant

lizardboykyle