I was lucky enough to download most if not all of Cowboy's music before he deleted his Soundcloud. Here I reupload them all for all those who loved his music just as much as I did. I hope that everything gets better, bro. Lizard boy Kyle sends you love. <3

Lyrics:
I always wanted
To be a smarter guy
I always wanted
To give life a better try

But I guess we can't all be stoic
So I guess we're not all supposed to make it

I think I'm losing my mind
I wish I was Marcus Aurelius
Philosopher king, wish I knew just what to do
I wish I had all the answers inside my head
But I guess I'll figure it out before I'm dead
I always wondered
What happens when we die
I always wondered
Why do I break down and cry

I guess I'm not so stoic
But I think I'm fine with it

I think I'm losing my mind
But then the fear subsides

I wish I was Marcus Aurelius
Philosopher king, wish I knew just what to do
I wish I had all the answers inside my head
But I guess I'll figure it out before I'm dead

I wish I was Marcus Aurelius
Philosopher king, wish I knew just what to do
I wish I had all the answers inside my head
But I guess I'll figure it out before I'm dead

13th Century Cowboy - Marcus Aurelius

little town flirt

Crustsox - FPS (unreleased cover demo?)

It could be easy
pretending that you don't care
live without feelings
But soon there'll be nobody there

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
better dead than alone

She made it easy.
You couldn’t fight her anymore
Can be so easy
to become all the things we abhor

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
when I take you home
no one has to know
better dead than alone

Better Dead Than Alone

Lifes is An RPG and I Fucked Up My Build (NXP)

Reupload of Negative XP's song 'loud'
couldnt find any uploads of it on soundcloud sooo.

Negative Xp - Loud (reupload)

you laughed at me i cried
ive tried to make it right
dont wanna be alive
i hope you suicide
youll pay for what you did
i want you off the grid
youre such a big mistake
i want you out my face

dont care just live your life
i want you out of mine
cant get a peace of mind
with you right by my side
i never asked for this
to be treated like shit
if you hate me just go
im getting sick of it     


SO I HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE
AND   I MEAN IT OUT OF SPITE
THIS ANGER DEEP INSIDE
YOU FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE 

AND I JUST WANNA QUIT
I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS 
YOURE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH
AND IM GETTING SICK OF IT

Sick of It

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

my room is full of shame -f4keonl1ne
uhh i dont know -f4keonl1ne
filters in real life -f4keonl1ne
2 faced much -f4keonl1ne
bad note -f4keonl1ne
party -f4keonl1ne
FML -f4keonl1ne
its all my fault sorry -f4keonl1ne
stranded -f4keonl1ne
Dream -f4keonl1ne
Wrong -f4keonl1ne
Temptation -f4keonl1ne
im the target -f4keonl1ne
Jester -f4keonl1ne
Still my love -f4keonl1ne

13th Century Cowboy - Marcus Aurelius

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