novella - ...at least stay true to the ending

retell the story is it as tragic as ever?
etch these lines upon your wrist
and your heart upon your tongue
forever
let's play a game;
it's called "how long can you drown this out despite how much you know"
this song and dance
this same old story repeating a thousand times
well doesn't the melodrama get boring at times?
i used to pray for something so...
self assured and self absored
just how much is an act?
it's played out by now
lets play a game called;
"how long can you drown this out despite how much it hurts"
this song and dance
this same old story repeating a thousand times
so tell me what exactly are you waiting for?
repeat the script back to yourself, is it any different this time?

novella - etch these lines upon your… [demo]

@4neria + @byedias

knife versus face, self versus shadow. times a flat circle, i know ill be back here. watch on as they dance - infinite resignation. faith fell through my hands but i had it for a while, i didnt hold it tight and i still cant tell you why. theres comfort in the spiral. diary filled with libel. feelings that i wont cull. craft another faux love. intention vs outcome, which one should you look at? say you wanna change but these hands keep pulling you back. static, im inert. i sound like a nerd. fallen far from your grace; one eight became two zeros. im a lover and a liar, a monster or a sick man? bloodstained hands pull under to the filth you lay in. logos, guiding compass, oh where are you now. portrait in the attic, it's rotting away. it's just rot and decay; so long my special place.

novella - infinite resignation [@4neria + @byedias]

novella - i think i deserve an encore

don't look at me like that, you took my hand i took my chance.
and i can't bear to watch you walk away, like you never needed the touch of my skin
your heart was the last thing i wanted to lose, you tear me apart like you never cared
my blood on your hands but you don't seem to notice

my blood on your hands

novella - my blood on your hands

novella - intent p. taihou1

prod me









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again

untitled snippet (21/04/25)

Walking back to my car
In -20 degree weather
Broken down on the side of the highway
Life could be better

Put a .20 to my head
Got these delusions of grandeur 
I guess you get what you deserve
Well I didn’t get the memo

Walking dead
Lifeless song
Feel like Caroline
Hit the cart
Damn near 20 times
TIL I feel alright
I know it’s not alright
Your boys a sketchy fuck
Like who tf?
Ain’t no friend of mine
Running from my problems
GTA
guess we’re doing time

Berate me
Make me feel again
Graze your razor against my chest
Will you catch me when I fall?
Or am I talking to a wall?
Can you do me a favor
Don’t let me go

Now I’m back in my car
More in my head than ever
Idrgaf
But I need to do better
I think I need some tnt
To get through this Midwest winter
If I don’t come home
They didn’t take me alive

dulsionsofgranduer (tores & wasterr)

indecision and laziness

prod spiral forever (me)
lyrics:
(spiral)

my feet don’t touch the ground i’m higher
i don’t got the energy to talk im tired
headphones on bass pumpinn through the wire
my heads so gone you wanna know my supplier 
don’t trust that guy he’s been a liar
i don’t wanna come to your show i seen the flyer

ya this life my own so i called it amazing
only thing i’d really wanna change is the pacing
time goes too fast too slow lately
you would think im crazy the grams that im facing
it’s all in my hands understand what im saying
if i left this place , far away would u blame me
go to outer space new place don’t play w me
i would go an do it if i wasn’t so lazy

lemme put my hands up quick
if u believe in something then stand on it
x4

(fobie)
i just wanna kick back
smoke a couple darts roll an eighth and a pack
when shit gets hard ima always bounce back
cuz the money that i got i can never keep track
what u wanna do woke up brand new
i don’t wanna be bitter wanna be like u
i just wanna drink 40s an sit ona stu 
disgusted is a gang no we r not a group

(disgusted)
(spiral)
(disgusted)
xx

indecision and laziness

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