unreleased

UNRELEASED 2007MYSPACEGIRL X 6SNOT X RIFFEY

psychokittyzombie - Until My Heart Hurtxzz </3

getting messed up
do u really love me?i dont care bitch
ima get the money
drugs drugs in my body
gots me falling
party so hard babyits disgusting

bulging super hard
let me be who i wanna be
edimar santana, synthol king
we cannot agree
wanna be the boss of me
baby wanna talk 
i cant give u honesty

edimar

@saf0200

i move my hand through the curtain
i see the thoughts of a broken person
see you suffer in the moment
but you'll pull through in the end

then i had a sudden realization
that you're not the person that you were
and i think i might have found a cure
to all this pointless shit

and i saw you on the back porch
pretending i wasnt home
if you couldn't tell, im not myself
i wont apologize, i wont apologize

i never thought it would get between us
you dont want me to know your secret
but just felt like i had to know
but i know, like i know

yeah i see that you still want my heart 
but thats when i first felt myself suffer 
if you saw what you do to my heart
next time would you stay?

and i saw you on the back porch
pretending i wasnt home
if you couldn't tell, im not myself
i wont apologize, i wont apologize

i dont mind if chaos enters the crevice in the back of my anima
flesh eating flesh, it wont leave my eyes
i hate my own- (mind, i hate my own mind)

lighthouse w/ saf0200

@saf0200

(localhost)
make me go away, go away, go away
i wont even stay, even stay, even stay
hardly even safe in my mind, in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling under my eyes

ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret

(6snot)
make me hate myself
im not safe in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling from out under my eyes

drinking till im dumb and its never alright
cause i know when i wakeup ill regret tonight
starting to think i need to change my life
trying to find solace its so hard to stay alive 

(localhost)
ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret (x2)