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is ur life so fucking boring
that u feel the need to stalk me
and do,
u tell all of these lies
for attention? well our eyes are on u
is it weighing on ur soul?
everything that u uphold?
or are u just a psychopath?
ur feeling pretty bold
and ur eyes are looking cold
for someone that wasnt built to last

all eyes on u

and this isnt real, do u care how i feel
when the moments that we used to cherish are gone
n my skin starts to peel, so then i made a deal
with a devil of sorts that i have in my bones
n he took the hate, n he took the pain
n turned it around till theres nothing to gain
from sitting in place when i cant feel my face
when im finding some solace in drugs that i take

all eyes on u

these 4 walls ft. kenny orlando

prod. heyzbee

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
something’s wrong i cannot say what’s happening 
it seems so bleak 
i lean on my one technique with messaging
message oblique 

(2x)
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

open your mouth, i swear to god
you don’t really know about the meds on 
half of the time i don’t say what i want
i just put it all down and leave it in a song
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat 
so i distant myself 
as i stay with this virus 
knowledge i spill 
but my lips they stay quiet 

i been here since dawn and i cannot die with this, my chest needs a lift 
secrets untold i’m still unsure how to exist, i do hate the myths
i might say things that are against everything you have said, you’re not innocent 
don’t you look for me cuz i hate your existence, but let’s talk a bit 

bite my nails
i cannot speak 
if i do i think 
i will catch heat

virus

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

I still need you 
Do you need me?
Ur love is ice cold 
And I’m freezing 
I won’t leave you 
Dont leave me
Where’d the years go?
There fading 

Would you even care if I’m not here 
I was so faded wearing moncler 
I need prescriptions not to feel fear 
I wake up everyday but I’m still here 

The earth is in rotation but it stops when your around 
I can’t feel my feelings I can’t feel my own frown 
Everyone is after me it’s hard for me to stand my ground 
I just feel useless everyday year round 

Yea yea yea 

Let me take a sip 
Swerving in my friends whip 
Let me take a trip 
Xanax or klonopins 
I feel sad again 
wouldnt wan do that again 
If ur heaven sent 
Then why the devil is on my bed?

I’ve came out of the mud 
I’m a muck I’m so yuck 
Everybody in my phone 
Don’t give a fuck 
Won’t give a fuck 
Maybe I’ll feel fine when I’m drunk 
Double fisting cups of bud
Then I spark a blunt 
Then watch the girl I love run

watch her run from me

your 
sign 
is 
beautiful 
whites eyes (white eyes)
cold night (cold night)
don’t die (don’t die)
star sign (you decide)

it’s time to let go 
i’m on this severed rode
the time you glowed 
is over and eroded 
the time we had was beautiful 
but now we’re back to usual 
i know that i’m not suitable 
but i’m okay i’m moveable 

it’s honestly ironic 
i’m unable to commit 
i almost lost our friendship 
but i did not sink that ship 
i was sitting on my own when i finally noticed 
i can never be with you my hearts in a forest 
tangled in the vines i really started losing interest 
not even your fault i blame it on all my conscious

(i was sitting on my own when i finally noticed 
i can never be with you my hearts in a forest 
tangled in the vines i really started losing interest 
not even your fault i blame it on all my conscious)

thinking back about it i don’t think that could ever work 
if we got together, i think everything would just be worse 
i’m working on myself like in the state i think you would get hurt
and i can’t stand the thought of losing you i don’t think it is worth
guilt on my body i don’t know if i could do this 
every time i think about her i keep losing focus 
the worst part is, i don’t think that she ever even noticed 
so i’m a leave it in the past i think that it’s atrocious 

it’s time to let go 
i’m on this severed rode
the time you glowed 
is over and eroded 
the time we had was beautiful 
but now we’re back to usual 
i know that i’m not suitable 
but i’m okay i’m moveable 

it’s hard moving on with these circumstances 
it’s not fair to you you ain’t have a chance and 
my minds going blank cuz i have been saddened 
you don’t deserve this my mind abandoned 
you’re barely turning 20 your signs ironic 
i never go to deep, but it’s time i said it 
the cancer in your body honestly is bullshit
so imma take it all out in my writing 
the writing in this ep took a dark turn 
i was feeling happy now it’s time i learned 
that god actually hates more than we deserve
i know it’s fucking horrible but man it hurts 
despite of all these facts i keep praying anyway 
i’m trying my best but this a spit in my face
i dunno what to do am i supposed to have faith 
cuz man it doesn’t seem like it your pushing me away
i’m writing an anger at this point, and i understand it 
honestly i’m not sure if i’m mad or if i’m manic 
i’m not gonna lie my faith was probably made of plastic 
cause i keep crying every night i don’t think that it’s lasting

sign

i'll stick around for u

Run away
I aint coming back to you
The pain that you caused me
I feel no value
Why?
Why do you make me feel so worthless
All of this depression im immersed in
And all the love I had for you no words then
Now I'm feeling empty so imperfect
You made me feel like shit im such a burden

Paint another picture
Then wash it away
With some liquor
I wash it away
With this burn in my throat
When I get sad I pour me some more
When I get sad I load a .44
I aim at my chest and I aim at my core
I empty the chamber
I fall on the floor
I'm living my life I'm deep in the morgue
Then I wake up

[Skele]
I'm waking up and it's dark
5 in the morning don't know where you are
I should've known from the start
I should've known you were bad for my heart
I feel so worthless, so selfish
And I hate your guts
I know for certain
You're not worth it
But I miss your touch
Holding on
Way too long
So let me down
I'm not strong, ill stay calm and keep you out
You see that it hurts me and it hurts us
So I let you through
You always curse me still lurking
Like I know you do

(should've done my part before I fell apart)
(I should've known much sooner, that there's no future)

worthless w/ skele (prod. ryan kelly x cardo)

starlight (treez + ryan kelly)

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Where Did You Go, Love_

ELON-MER-0143 - Starlit Paddle

Brought her to her house
Time to die again
I got all dressed up
Hope were not just friends
But I'm feeling like I'm fucked
I just popped a xan
This is not what I planned

Everything has fallen to pieces
I cant find no rhyme or reason
Cuz every girls in love with leaving
Made one move she started tweaking
But her mom cant cook
and her dads got a look
like he wants to kill me
his daughter feels me
and her ex boyfriend
would slit my neck
but I need you
(x2)

Take me to your room
let me in your bed
I think that your dad may just have noticed that my eyes are red
so let me find a way
find a way
to never have to see the day that you decide to run away
(x2)

Everything has fallen to pieces
I cant find no rhyme or reason
Cuz every girls in love with leaving
Made one move she started tweaking
(x2)

But her mom cant cook
and her dads got a look
like he wants to kill me
his daughter feels me
and her ex boyfriend
would slit my neck
but I need you
tonight

i'll stick around for u

logan bleu