Lonelyspeck prod

unofficial bootleg remix just bc it's my soty and i'm obsessed #ALPHAZ
produced by me
filtered acapella by MTMC IS ALPHAZ
artwork by me

XG ☆ shooting star ✶ lonelyspeck flip

Sympathy is a knife by charli & ari but lonelyspeck flipped it

Lyrics:
In the mirror, swimming
With my dream girl rendition
Crown of my spirit
Mantles once given
In the deepest of my lineage
Plain sight and hidden
With all my wishing
With all my wishing
With the static in my vision
And the ringing when I listen
I find new ways of living
Unriven
My fears are my ambitions
My softness my resistance
With all my wishing
With all my wishing
(I wish I was born)
(I wish I was born)

Wishing

Lyrics:
Through the tunnel sliding out of my lung
The taste of metal on the back of my tongue
There are things I hold onto as a son
Now I know
In the liquids underneath and foaming
Forgotten writhing of the boy I phoned in
Disintegrated from the salt and only
My stone
My stone
After all, I keep you with me
Around my neck I hang my amulet
Taking all I saw as ugly
And turn it into something else
Something pretty
From the fossils of the bones that I shed
I string a necklace with the stone they beget
Iridescing with the ills and epithets
In my head
All the things I tried to leave behind remain
But now I know that there is nothing they can take from me
I keep it safe with me
I keep a changeling
My stone
My stone

Amulet

Lyrics:
Does it drown the pain
Make you feel you’re ok
Is everything you lost
Just a fantasy
Another rock in the ground
The fossilizing sound
Of everything you lost
Can you hear it now
Are you doing it right
Are you doing it like they told you
Are the elements in your palm
Do you know better
Yeah
Are you doing it right
Are you doing it like they told you
All the yelling in your body
Can you drown without knowing
Yeah
Tell me we’re the same
We’re the same, we’re the same
Like it doesn’t matter what you do to me
You got nothing to say that I haven’t heard
And I don’t need the words
Are you believing in me
Or your reality

Fossil

Lonelyspeck