last summer
when i moved out to the ocean
a man spoke of a girl who makes potions
i said could you help sir
my heart is broken
he said "son i could tell by your notion"
sir, wakeup
oh yeah, what's up
i ain't never felt like this before
had a dream but left with wanting more
its like all of my emotions at war
"fuck is this shit, there's something wrong with the tv"

just give me 5 more minutes of heaven
take me back to when i was 11
way back when i aint care bout impressions
way back when i aint care bout depression
(x2)

is this my euphoria
is this my own home 
is this where i go when it 
gets so cold in the snow?
baby is this love real?
or am i lying?
i cant fucking tell because im so indecisive
when i die send me to hell cause that's where i feel right at

just give me 5 more minutes of heaven
take me back to when i was 11
way back when i aint care bout impressions
way back when i aint care bout depression
(x2)

5 more minutes of heaven (prod. dercept x milodrama)

(Lyrics)
And, I say it all the time I’m doing better but I know that that’s a lie, im hurting deep insid ebut i cant show it
(I close the curtains when I cry, curtains when I cry-)
I got what you need if you got what I want, had to slow down the speed so I brought it back up!
And I’m stuck on my feet, yeah I’m stuck in the mud, and I’m smoking some weed cause the pills fucked me up
Can you tell me where we are? I don’t know where I’m at.. I don’t know who you are, I’m so far off the map, you’re stuck inside my head, and living rent free, thats what you wnat to do but thats not fair to me

Yeah I went through hell trying to save you, and id do it again, and id do it again
I love you just the way you are I wouldn’t change you, lets get out of this mess, lets get out of this mess,
yeah. I tell you all time, I love the way you are. I say I hate myself, you tell me that I’m wrong I try to brush it off, that doesnt work too well, I’m back inside my head, just like I never left
I fell in love with the drugs and im sorry, but you only make it hard for me
Stumbling out the door of the party, I got mud up on my truey jeans
(baby yeah I love you, put no one above you
you’re my shining star i’ma let you in the castle. Iw ould foght for you, I would die for you, You don’t ever have to worry baby girl I’m right here



And, I say it all the time I’m doing better but I know that that’s a lie, im hurting deep insid ebut i cant show it
(I close the curtains when I cry, curtains when I cry-)
I got what you need if you got what I want, had to slow down the speed so I brought it back up!
And I’m stuck on my feet, yeah I’m stuck in the mud, and I’m smoking some weed cause the pills fucked me up
Can you tell me where we are? I don’t know where I’m at.. I don’t know who you are, I’m so far off the map, you’re stuck inside my head, and living rent free, thats what you wnat to do but thats not fair to me

Yeah I went through hell trying to save you, and id do it again, and id do it again
I love you just the way you are I wouldn’t change you, lets get out of this mess, lets get out of this mess,
yeah. I tell you all time, I love the way you are. I say I hate myself, you tell me that I’m wrong I try to brush it off, that doesnt work too well, I’m back inside my head, just like I never left
I fell in love with the drugs and im sorry, but you only make it hard for me
Stumbling out the door of the party, I got mud up on my truey jeans
(baby yeah I love you, put no one above you
you’re my shining star i’ma let you in the castle. Iw ould foght for you, I would die for you, You don’t ever have to worry baby girl I’m right here
Can you tell me where we are? I don’t know where I’m at.. I don’t know who you are, I’m so far off the map, you’re stuck inside my head, and living rent free, thats what you wnat to do but thats not fair to me (2x)

Off The Map (Prod. Magik)

first song with full vocals! It's a love song!...just in time for Valentines day >:)...that was actually pure accident, I did not plan it out that way. Anyway, hope you enjoy! <3

coverart: me
lyrics/vox: me
production: Jeudis

Lyrics:

[chorus]
I cannot help it
You make me lovesick
I get so nauseous  
Knots in my stomach

I cannot help it
You make me lovesick
I get so nauseous  
Cause you're my princess

[verse]
don't know what it is with you
you make me feel brand new
You make me feel so great
You make feel complete 

When you’re not here with me
I feel so empty 
Cause you’re my soul mate
You could never be replaced 

[Pre-chorus]
We can drive around in my car
We can lay and gaze at the stars
We can go either way
Cause we’ll do it all again the very next day

c:\antonii0 - Love Sick (prod. Jeudis)

Poison ft. rouri404

music helps me run away from these problems of mine. lowkey makes the problems look like nothin :)

Running Away

RUNNING AWAY

Gustavo Rock told me the dogs needed a new remix! 

Enjoy this bootleg of a throwback! One of Big Time Rush's best songs and one I would jam to all the time back in the day!

coverart by me
remix by me
vocals by Kendall, Logan, Carlos, James

released Oct. 20, 2022

Big Night - Big Time Rush (c:\antonii0 remix)

prod. by @aschh_ 
coverart by me
released Oct 21, 2022

Lyrics:

I've been pretty down lately
drive around to clear my head daily 0h
i've been chillin at the park
tryna figure out when it all went dark

I've been looking in the rearview
tryna figure out when these days passed me by
I've been looking for a clearview
cuz lately i just wanna --

leave this town
get around
to picking up the pieces 
always falling down

I think I'll leave it all behind
I think I'll end it all like-

I just don't feel the same anymore

I've been looking in the rearview
tryna figure out when these days passed me by
I've been looking for a clearview
cuz lately i just wanna die

Rearview - Single

Rearview (prod. aschh_)

Lyrics:
I'm a fool I suppose
You were the one that I chose
Baby say what you know
You were there for the show

I can't ever ever be the same
It's all your fault you're the one to blame
Feeling the pressure feeling the weight
I'm feeling lost without your chains
I know that you're fucked up I know that you're broken
Baby I'm the same way filled up with emotions
Just a little stuck up baby you're the culprit
Got me screaming mayday took my heart and stole it

Tell me tell me what to do now
Baby I'll be your fool
I know that I'm your tool now
I'll show what we can rule out
Knew you were different since the day we met
You got me feeling something I regret
Don't understand but no reason to fret
I'll be your shadow and your silhouette
I see your horns I can see them all now
Are you the devil meant to see me fall down
I hear a storm it's sounding like a brawl now
Heating like a kettle please answer my call out
Baby please tell me what's your intentions
I'm already hooked you got my attention
Is there a contract you didn't mention
I'm in too deep I'm in your dimension
Giving you my heart cuz it's so open
Your the machine and I'm the token
Let's stay together do you oppose it
Got me fucked up it must be your poison
But it don't matter I think you're the one
Was this a fling I had too much fun
Hope it's forever hope it's never done
Shining too bright and hotter than the sun

I can't ever ever be the same
It's all your fault you're the one to blame
Feeling the pressure feeling the weight
I'm feeling lost without your chains
I know that you're fucked up I know that you're broken
Baby I'm the same way filled up with emotions
Just a little stuck up baby you're the culprit
Got me screaming mayday took my heart and stole it

Filled Up With Emotions - @KiLLJOYLJC

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