go peepee joe

SHADE

wooden home

Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Body Count

Emily

Four Hits

Gallows

I hate the fact
That you don't have a single thing to say
The years came and went
But my feelings stayed the same
I know that as the time goes
You'll forget my fucking face
So bury my body in an unmarked grave

We'll fade away
Just like I'm dead
Bury me
Bury me
Fade away
Fade away

never,forever.- unmarked grave

Tell me who you're fucking
Shrouded on your sweater
Shame, you wear it like a necklace
I'll tell you that I'm okay
But you've been dancing in my dreams
Wish I could erase your face
I'm trying not to call you
But you're the only girl I've loved
Remember every freckle
I'm lying to myself still
I found a shirt you left in my room
Still smelled like my everything

And I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanted to cry, I wanted to die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die
I wanna cry, I wanna die

never,forever. - i wanted to cry i wanted to die

never,forever. - you could have stayed

Incision with a swift slice
Lets see what's in my chest
Indecision and a sick mind
Can't say I've felt my best
And I know that kind of soul I used to be
Is not alive anymore
Cause I'm a god damn wreck
And I can't help but feel like I'm a nuisance
Fucking useless

never,forever - couldn't care less

yea i
i dont think i should love u
cus it might hurt too much
if anything i did trust u
but ur still losing touch
i can feel ur splinters
i feel u shiver when i touch

u my sickening
my remedy
i fell for u
u tear in me
but i dont mind
no baby i dont mind
and i got guap in my pocket
so im tryna take u shopping
because material things are the thing that fill the void

Material Things

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic
https://soundcloud.com/seraphbeats
https://soundcloud.com/runawayghost

i still hear you like you never left your bedroom
and god i miss you but i should just fall asleep soon

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 
i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry 

We're the misery we make 
and every worthless breath i take
gets me closer to the day i die
 and they can bury me with you
and i wish you could've stayed 
and i wish you had the strength
but theres nothing that can bring you back 
or take away the pain

i should've  been a better son
i could've  been a better one
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Golden Boy (prod. nothing,nowhere x Seraph x Runawayghost)

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HTTP://WWW.TWITTER.COM/NEDARBNAGROM


@lilxlotus

LYRICS:

 Playing with my head is too much
Laying in this bed is too hard without you
Everyday I'm getting too drunk 
Try to numb the pain so I don't think about you

But I never wanted to feel this alone in my life 
Take you for granted and push all my loved ones aside 

I'm staring at the floor
I'll just drink some more
Try to numb the pain
Yea baby I just need that

And time plays tricks all in my head 
Remember what you said  
Maybe I could change
Yea maybe I could be that

LIL LOTUS - Alone [prod. nedarb]

luna has risen

also available on:

itunes: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959?ls=1&app=itunes

apple music: http://itunes.apple.com/album/id1214071959

spotify, and all other major music stores.

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

luna

download

lite brite ✨

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

co-wrote by @lilxlotus

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrows
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

And I'm just trying to sober up
And I hope you feel I do enough 
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude 
x2

*theres a hole in my chest
Bleeding veins from my wrist
Just tell me what you need
And I can be that*

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrow
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

life just leads me to the bottle

MUSIC VIDEO LINKS:
the bootleg boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc03KA8w4dk
dynmk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zO8RoRpm7E

we don't really talk now

i gave head tø my best friend

stillinlovewith(out)u

i swear this søng is abøut eating øut my best friend's pussy [prød. cøzy]

drive this blade straight thru my heart [prod fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]

Gustav Ahr's Album

lil peep lil tracy (prod. cortex / sincewhen)

i listen to @bl4ckgu1ch everyday. he's so fucking good. if you like @greaf you will love his music 💙

additional piano played by cøzy <3

cum back :(

sømetimes it's just nice tø høld sømeøne [prød. bl4ckgu1ch]

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

go peepee joe

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