heelflip - its so hard to do the things i want sometimes

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
Come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

These kids thought I was joking 
My smile is faded
My gun barrel is smoking
I feel so damn jaded

We’ve been thinking about this 
for Far too long now
Atrocities we’ll commit
We’ll make them bow down

Class of '99 
Desperately they will cry
the year of 1999
Our last year at columbine
a shotgun a tec-9
run away, you cant hide
you know that I'll find you
my gun shoots right behind you

ever since I met eric harris
my life's been a little strange
I have to unleash all the wrath 
and rage that I cannot contain

Its driving me so crazy
but I don't care anymore
we'll take them down with us
and be posted on bestgore

Class of '99 
Desperately they will cry
the year of 1999
Our last year at columbine
a shotgun a tec-9
run away, you cant hide
you know that I'll find you
my gun shoots right behind you

Class of '99

Holygirl222

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

all this time
ive seen what you've been saying
all the lies 
attention ive been paying

all these whores
driving me so crazy
I want them dead
want to kill them maybe
and I know how you look at me
you think I cant hear you laughing

I want them all to pay
want them to feel my pain
I'll listen to them scream
and beg for their mercy
I need them all to feel 
the shit that they caused me
it all just feel surreal 
knowing i'll finally be free

ive wanted this for so long
ive wanted them to be long gone
has my time finally come
is it time for me to prove myself?

all these whores
driving me so crazy
I want them dead
want to kill them maybe
and I know how you look at me
you think I cant hear you laughing
all these whores
driving me so crazy
I want them dead
want to kill them maybe
and I know how you look at me
you think I cant hear you laughing

I want them all to pay
want them to feel my pain
I'll listen to them scream
and beg for their mercy
I need them all to feel 
the shit that they caused me
it all just feel surreal 
knowing i'll finally be free

This is True Freedom

borrowed some lyrics from one of my other songs .. lol

by your side (need to feel alright)

original by @kaneda_7 but he deleted it or smth
art made by @ihaveabmw_ on twitter

Why don't girls like me? I have a B.M.W
I heard what you said, when I see you, I'ma shoot at you
I got a Glock 34 in my model-I
Just finished my manifesto, now I think it's time
I like taking walks by myself
My roommate said that I need help
Medication left on the shelf
I don't care about my mental health

I think I need a girlfriend
I think the world's about to end
Seven days left, wonder how I should spend
Foot on the gas when I see a bend
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Hear God's voice when I close my eyes
I think our paths were intertwined
I think this day is a sign

Why don't girls like me? I have a B.M.W
I heard what you said, when I see you, I'ma shoot at you
I got a Glock 34 in my model-I
Just finished my manifesto, now I think it's time
I like taking walks by myself
My roommate said that I need help
Medication left on the shelf
I don't care about my mental health

you lied to me
I watch you sleep 
stalk you online
dream about suicide

think about their deaths
take final breaths
Ill be there soon
camod up with nothing to lose

Im armed and on the loose
ill be the death of you

I know
I tried 
I’d much rather die
I don’t want to lie
Don’t want to live my life
I don’t wanna be 
trapped in reality 
Glued to computer screens
Driving myself crazy

everyone is passing me by
and there no going back this time
how could I have been so stupid
I should of just fucking knew this

Your Lies

ft. @1heelflip

(Loser)
sick of being pushed around 
everybody sees the way im treated
gonna burn the whole place down
lately ive been so defeated

you dont 
have a clue
what I might 
do to you
im not the
same person
that you 
had thought 
you knew

everyone had thought they knew me
unknowingly looking through me
did they think it would ever come to this
one day of rightful vengeance

do you beleive in god
can you see what ive been thinking 
can you see past my facade
my breath reeks of voDKa thats what ive been drinking

(Heelflip)
sick of all this fucking shit
starting from the top see the way they treated me
i just wanna slit my wrist
11 depressioners on my hand rn
you dont have a fucking clue
of what i've fucking gone thru
i've turned to
a subhuman
and im doin my best 2 take u out

(Loser)
everyone had thought they knew me
unknowingly looking through me
did they think it would ever come to this
one day of rightful vengeance

(Heelflip)
i swear it's overkill
how they were fucking treatin me
i swear that nothing feels real
cover scars that were bleeding on me
i swear that i'm ok
one day i swear they'll pay
i know that i will die
heal myself, need suicide

April 20th (Ft. Heelflip)

[Verse]
I really loved her
She was really cool
I made her songs
And wrote her notes too

She doesn't love me
Anymore
After I poured my 
Love on the floor

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

[Verse]
Was it cause I'm stupid?
Or why as it cause I'm dumb?
Why do I always feel
Like I done something wrong?

Unstable for her love
I don't know what I've done
To make her go away from me
Tried so hard she'll never see

[Chorus]
Wish she knew that I loved her
I'd go back to spoil her
Love's too hard, I tried and cried
Now I feel so dead inside

Unstable For Her Love

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

April 20th (Ft. Heelflip)

LoserGirlfriend

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