I fucking wish that everything 
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me 
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are 
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop

I just wish somebody would 
look and appreciate me 
but Its not I have a
say in the matter you see

I fucking wish that everything 
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me 
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are 
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop
I fucking wish that everything 
would finally go back to the same
I wish that girls would look at me 
I wish that I could fucking see
how useless relationships are 
these women keep raising the bar
I wish that I could fucking stop
wish I could fucking stop

Im done with women

I havn't even met you 
or even spoken with you 
in my time I just stalk you 
and think of what we could do 
I stare at your cute face 
on instagram in case 
I catch you one day
and I dont know what to say 
well I dont need to fuck 
cuz I just want your love

(I dont remember the rest cuz I didnt write it down 
but the last part is just me saying) 
"the lost love I never had" over and over

Im sorry for what I do

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
Come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

gangstalkers ruined my life
they try to make me commit suicide
gangstalkers watch me all the time
government sent me a firearm to end ppls lives
gangstalkers ruined my life
they try to make me commit suicide
gangstalkers watch me all the time
government sent me a firearm to end ppls lives

they sent me an automatic firearm
with attachments liberals wanna ban
coincidence I think not
they'll do anything to keep pushing their plan

they'll tell you I'm a skitzophrenic
in reality I only speak the truth
I'm a targeted individual
gangstalkers they'll go after you too

government agents track me everywhere
turn left turn right there's one right over there
they keep tabs on my existence
they're waiting for some resistance

then they'll pull their guns out on me
and watch as I bleed
they'll call me a threat on the news
thats why I'd much rather tie the noose

Gangstalkers

(blink-182 reference at the end lmao)
I spend most of my days
sitting on my computer
these chads they call me gay
I'm such a fucking loser
everyone hates me
its driving me so crazy
I wanna kill em all now
I'm gonna shoot em all down

I'm chronically online
im a chud I scroll all the time
what do I hope to find 
I do not care I sit and stare
I fucking hate my life 
these people make it worse
want to die all the time
living feels like such a curse

I have a gun in my hand 
they never gave me a chance
I'm gonna ruin my life
its all just a waste of time 

they pushed me to do this 
i'm always so fucking pissed
its over I hate life
I'm going to end mine

It's Over

sorry for droopy vocals :P

every second spent here
Feels like im gonna fucking die
nothing seems to matter
might as well just take my life
cause i dont know
whats going on inside my body
hold a gun
turn myself into bloody debris
i'll show mybrains out

inside myroom
im rotting away
tonight's mydoom
trapped never getting out
i cant resume
my life's been striped away
stuck in mytomb
so disconnected

my brain is fucked
with curdled blood
im at deaths door
bodys halfway in
theres no coming back anymore
into the endless pit i fall

i dont fucking care how i live or die
too late now to make it work out
my train of thought is on another track
there's no going back

inside myroom
im rotting away
tonight's mydoom
trapped never getting out
i cant resume
my life's been striped away
stuck in mytomb
so disconnected

mydoom

brb lunch break

no i didn’t get that fucking thing u sent me
i don’t care if it’s leticia’s fucking birthday 
this cubicle is driving me fucking insane
fuck the fire drills they didn’t expect a storm of bullets to rain

i'm gunna shoot up the fucking office
gunna kill every single last one of them

i fit enough c4 in my filing cabinet to blow this place sky high
brought enough ammo to share with the class prepare to fucking die
there’s a girl I like three cubicles down from me
i bet she finally notices me and find this pretty impressing

the office episode where someone finally snaps

why do you have to fuck with me?
you bring stuff up until we cant speak
this tensions making it hard to breath
i miss back when you just acted sweet 

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

i don’t think that you care at all
but id still pick up if you still called 
i know that sometimes we’ll disagree
but I just want you to be nice to me

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

sensitive young man

recorded in 2022 with @Schwartzkoff (recording and mixing) and @user-459041128 (drums!) check their stuff out. I was sitting on these for a while, i'm working on something full length currently.

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TechClub Comp Vol. 2
4/20/24
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404:
I feel like like death
Just give me one sec
Gonna smoke another pack
Till these lungs are black 
I'm tweaking out again
I'll be right back
I really fucked my brain
I'll be right back
I smoke real good
Only way that i could
She told me to quit 
And maybe i should 
If you don't stop now you'll be standing all alone
But i can't stop now I'm making all this dough 

Ooh
I'll see you out the door
Ooh
Sober life is such a bore 

Break:
I feel like shit just need another drink
I dont care if you throw another fit
Cause work sucks and im all alone
If i had you here then i’d let you know
Got a PBR and im driving my car
Down to the show for a beer with my bros
Gonna get fucked up and call you again
Don't wanna be friends i want you till the end

Ooh
I'll see you out the door
Ooh
Sober life is such a bore 

But you see that
Me quitting, I'm not trying half assed
This life really goes fast
And I'm sober now
Wish i told her how
It really fucking sucks that she's not around

WANNA B SOBER (ft. a clean break)

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

TND (Total Negativity Death)
TTD (Totally Terrific Day)
@lo2ergirlfriend
alt if I get banned

Gangstalkers

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