this dope af.. uploaded it https://youtu.be/8Cn2umGxN4w

Maybe I should kill myself?

Tell me why should I fall in love?
Oh I'm trying but I keep fucking up
All these signs that say you're not the one
Every day's a toll on my body
Zero reasons why you can't call me
Looking up at the city as fluorescents fall
I'm so sorry that I'm the one you're waiting for

My life is coming down
Oh please don't say you love me now
It's not true
You're confused

Let me bleed
Let me bleed till I can't breathe
All I need is you and me
You're a dream that I can't reach
Everything is not what it seems

When you speak it cuts me deep
Feel you breathe all on me
Wish I could leave this fucking misery

Man what the fuck is wrong with me?

Are you tryna move on with your life?
I see pieces of you in their eyes
Tell me do I sometimes show up in your mind?

If I could choose between reality and in my dreams
Ide choose my dreams
I'm about to lose the rest of my sanity for you
For you

Let me bleed
Let me bleed till I can't breathe
All I need is you and me
You're a dream that I can't reach
Everything is not what it seems

When you speak it cuts me deep
Feel you breathe all on me
Wish I could leave this fucking misery

Man what the fuck is wrong with me?

Let Me Bleed

og song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p_OmTMlZXw

patto koboshita
tane wa satto magireta
shimitsuita iro wo tadori mimamorou
oh-oh, oh-oh, sugu mata

kono tenohira ni modotte kita
noboru no ni wa kono mama ja
karusugite tayori nai

sekai wa tsumetai netsu wo ubatteku
mabushii hizashi ja tarinai
fureta omoide ga saki wo tozashiteku
sono taion furiharatte tooku made

karaseba isshunde sumu no ni
kitai ga hanarenai

memosepia (mob psycho cover)

Hate That

Wicked pt. 2 Ft ilykira (Taigen)

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art: xipz
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LYRICS:

[chorus]
you can hate me all you want it dont matter
i left you in the past, the pictures faded

cuz she understands me
n you liked to hurt me
she sees the scars on my body n kissed me

[verse]
she picks me up off the floor when im down

i been such a wreck
i been such a mess

you came into my life now im just not depressed
babe you got me obssessed now what is with that dress
yeah come n lay your head down lay it on my lap
yeah come n lay your head down, come n take a nap
yeah let me hold my breath
yeah i feel good around you
lately i been such a wreck
but theres something strange about you
yeah you hold me when im down
yeah i love when youre around
yeah i love when youre around
around
love when youre around baby

[chorus]
you can hate me all you want it dont matter
i left you in the past, the pictures faded

cuz she understands me
n you liked to hurt me
she sees the scars on my body n kissed me

she seen the scars on my body and kissed me [Prod. shxdy808]

Lyrics:
I tried everything to save you but,
You think it's all my fault
Would you say I made you or,
Would you let me fall?

My head is caught in a crossfire
I've been so sick that I can't leave until the morning
Been thinking different
I don't need it, I don't want it
So strange that you don't know the causes
So I'll turn on the television
My vision blurry and I'm nauseous
Said I gave you everything you wanted but, 
You made me look like a target
The past is all behind us and,
If I'm being honest
I never want to see yah cause,
Around you I move cautious

Yeah you make me like a target
Every time you're on it
Felt like you departed
I'll just drink another bottle
Going full throttle
Until you tell me that I'm not shit
You were everything I wanted
Until you really made a different way
You held me down don't start it
I know that you will not change

So I'll turn on the television
My vision blurry and I'm nauseous
Said I gave you everything you wanted but, 
You made me look like a target
The past is all behind us and,
If I'm being honest
I never want to see yah cause,
Around you I move cautious

I see you calling and I'll ignore it
Yeah I hear all your different stories
So I'll sit and I'll keep it pouring
Cause sitting around you is so boring
Girl pick your target
You could have it on your back
You talking nothing, nothing
Don't you ever talk to me like that
These accusations got me contemplating
Where the hell I'm at
This year I'm coming right back
Yeah I'm coming back
What bag will I drop at the mall yeah
Should I be spending some cash nah
I might go flipping a bag again
Running it until the bag is out
Who do you think that you're talking to
Arguments feel like nothing new
Shawty I've been through this before
I ain't really gonna play with you

So I'll turn on the television
My vision blurry and I'm nauseous
Said I gave you everything you wanted but, 
You made me look like a target
The past is all behind us and,
If I'm being honest
I never want to see yah cause,
Around you I move cautious

@losinglucid - crossfire (prod. trenthoncho x emrebentley)

DEATH BY DESIRE

ABOVE YOU

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WEEK 19 | Started the first part of this song during a 30 minute song challenge on stream where I had a wheel of random artists and it landed in  Travis Scott as my artist to take inspo from for a song. I finished the rest of the song after the challenge. This is my second time adding adlibs to a song,

"SMILE MORE" (Prod. Tkd) | MUSIC ARC WEEK 19 | 30 Minute Song Challenge

Outta Town (2025 Remastered)

Searching For You Love

falling4u (prod noahmadethiss x yago)

LosingLucid; (also known as Deon Yates) is a Musician from Tucson, Arizona that loves to Travel, Sing, Work in FL Studio and Hum melodies on his free time. Deon started making music in his bedroom when he was in middle school; Starting out with a cheap USB Microphone to gaining ~ 2,500,000 Streams World-Wide.

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