Vibes XIX

July 2025

sad evil perfect angel

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

lyrics:

Swollen willow branches
In fall They forgot to breathe
The sun performs its late evening dances
On the tree line right in front of me
Though the sound of threat will ricochet
We’ll stay safe in this place
If you could lay on top of me
And make me a home in this waste
Then we’ll be fine
In time ill be fine
Ive opened up a hole
In the middle of the floor
Sacrifice the party 
If u start to get bored
The only mistake of comings Thinking you got to
Theres piss on the floor and drugs inside of the washroom
So just Dance with me when u got someone to wait on
But you need someone to lean on
Someone to feed off
This porch has seen too many faces to dream of
But its urs that it lights up
When under its hang off
And after its over
Where could we meet
Ive left coordinates
Under ur seat
Meet me at midnight
Under the trees
The willow will lift us
From under our feet
Into bliss
Putting ghosts
In my head
Chop it off
And let them free
every word
They had said
Put u here
In bed with me
Then its gone
Then its gone
We’ll be fine
Until were not
Until were not

harsh (yunny goldz)

DESPERATE

MUSIC ADDICT

prod @s0ftskelet0ns

LYRICS
Shifting gears down twisting roads
Life status critical
Without love i'm miserable
Envy me and my life honestly im still pitiful
Even if i take it to the top, will i make it home

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out
Face a mighty foe wont back down
Baby do you want this all, do you really want this all?
Pedal to the floor blast down that hall, clutch in clutch out i still stall
Clutch in, shift gear, hear me call

Brake up, neutral revvin at the light
Nova scotia winter turbo sliding ice
6k in my pocket name that price
Baby this is how i wanna live my life

Clutch in, shift gear, gas out
Get home, smoke up, pass out

Saving up money from work, buy an srt all while having tuition to spend on
Life aint great but it could be worse, i might hold a key but am i the one to depend on
I might be me, but im just background for a ten thousand piece puzzle
So dont you see? We might build up, but for all that work were still ground floor ruble


clutch in [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

the odds are good that no one would notice i was gone...
no... one... would... care...
in fact, some - if they noticed my absence - might feel an odd, indefinable, sense of relief...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...
knife in the club, i'm ice-man on the drugs
she dipping the bag til' her face, it go numb
she tell me she hate me, but she wanna fuck me
shawty like a slut, on the drugs, she's so dumb...

she show me her wrist, yeah, princess is slit </3
yeah, she show me her tongue, so i drop her a hit
yeah, i drop her a strip, she the prettiest bitch (:
yeah, princess, she gliss, and i'm buying her rick
she don't love me foreal, she just use me for dope
but, i'm a sucker for love, so i let that shit go...
yeah, she let that shit go... now she fucking for coke...
baby-girl is a hoe... in the dark, i'm alone... /:

written and edited by lightning logan
prod by culmanii
sample from american psycho by bret easton ellis

slit wrist prince$$

mental - angel number (jolst)

when you’ve got light eyes it kinda hurts when it fills your sight 
leave a heavy sigh every night bask in the moon light 
takes a while to keep enemies around gotta keep close by 
gotta go through it all sometimes gotta hold off that pride 

cause I been dissatisfied with the way we handle things 
listen to the rain when it falls you’ll hear it sings 
I don’t even know when you lie do you hold it on me  
Some day when you meet your match feel how that stings

dissatisfied (skelly)

prod by levisvi
mix and master by me

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

we've been through the nights that tested the flame
fell apart but came back again
you held my silence when I had no words
loved all the parts I thought no one deserved

people talk loud but they don't see like this
the kind of the love that I don't need to flex
you ride with me through the highs and lows
even when we crash you don't let me go

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

(song breakdown)

velvet

@lottaheart:
don't ask me
how i feel when i can't keep fighting
in my backseat,
a quick thrill to keep things exciting
i don't wanna act like i'm
doing okay cause i'm pissed
kinda sick of feeling like i'm
losing interest to exist

@xobroken:
i don't even wanna ask where ya been
cause i haven't seen you since
you told me you love me but now you hate me once again
i swear the cycle never ends

now i'm stuck up in my head
i should really take my meds
kinda wish we never met
you make me feel like i'm dead

don't ask me how i been
bitch don't ask me what i been through
like a demon, soul is what you're into
tore me apart and i been drinking to forget you
there's nothing left now
i'm just stuck in hell now

@lottaheart:
don't ask me
how i feel when i can't keep fighting
in my backseat,
a quick thrill to keep things exciting
i don't wanna act like i'm
doing okay cause i'm pissed
kinda sick of feeling like i'm
losing interest to exist
[x2]

unsaid w/xobroken

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