Produced by me

u used to give me butterflies, now it's nothin
xo
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lyrics:
And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
And I just ball out

Baby, I ain't worried bout no fucking, do you love him
I remember being broken, now I'm up all of a sudden
All I do is make this money while they all making assumptions
But if I call you, angel are you coming
You used to give me butterflies, now it's nothing
And I see you on the 'gram with your new man, fuck him
Mix the Xan with the wine so I might die, fuck it
I get too high 'til I can't feel nothing
And I'm running on the road with my brothers
Playing show after show, counting hundreds
I'm on molly, I don't really wanna fuck her
I'm eating pussy, I ain't even really hungry

My brain tells me that no one likes me
I WISH I DIDN'T CARE
I talked to GOD, he said everything would be fine
So why am I so fucking scared

You got me six feet deep, swear to god your love is killing me
Play me like piano keys, the music all that's healing me
I'm hanging from a ceiling beam, I'm sick of feeling incomplete
Tell me what you wanna be, I don't know what you want from me

And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

Me and the devil in the mirror
I want you but you're not here
I cry, I've got no tears
So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
I just ball out

i don't think it'll ever get better

FALL OUT (prod. love, matt)

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

Yeah
Spookybands I made that money and I ghost a bitch
They don't know me they tryna tell me how I'm supposed to live
Been all alone there ain't no way they gettin' close to him
And all along you told me this love was different
I don't live here anymore nah I been evicted
And I hate it when you cut me off I been addicted to you
I thought I was the only one yeah
To pick up all your pieces
And I can't stop them from falling for you
But I'd give you it all if you wanted me to
I'm sick of the lies but you told me the truth and I don't like that better
And I thought I was over you but I called you when I left her
Man I'm so sick of myself
She was the type of love that I don't care if I don't fall in love again
Tell me what I'm supposed to do I don't understand
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Now I've waited too long my heart is racing

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
Only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

I'm still in love with who you were
Can you tell me if this time it's gonna work
Yeah
Think I lucked up
Sometimes I get too fucked up
It's crazy how it goes
These feelings come and go
Sometimes I get way too high to see where you fell from yeah
Tell me if there's something I can do to change the outcome
I'm done
This time
I won't ever run when I'm scared
And this time
You can tell that I really care

I don't really wanna fall in love too much
I don't really wanna get back to ya
I don't really wanna get back to ya
Yeah yeah
In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young

back 2 u w/ love jai (p. booch + love matt)

wanted to try sum hyperpop rnb heylog type stuff :p
prod. love matt x chris marek

lyrics:
overthinking
was that always missing?
i'm kinda lost in my mind cuz it's
always different
i settle in my thoughts
but it's something glitching
i'm reaping like i've sought
but its something glistening

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

i know
i know
that i can do better
oh i
(oh i)
i dont want no different
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)
(more)

somethin' ain't right (oh, woah)
ain't right (oh, woah)

what'd you-
what'd you say?
oh

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

like a best friend!

best friend <3 (lovematt x chrismarek)

Death of My Teenage

Fear'16

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

No more, no more, I'm leaving
Why I'm falling on the floor, still bleeding
And you left me nothing to believe in
Those three words, they have no meaning
But tell me did you mean it? I don't think I believe it
I'ma take the long ride home, so scenic
I been talking to myself and we've been having disagreements
I been coming out my shell but I'm afraid that they'll see me

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

But I don't know if it was ever what I thought
I'm afraid of growing up so I just write another song
And now I think I'm blowing up, I'm getting everything I want
I want the world to know exactly what I'm on
I had to take you off my lockscreen yesterday
Don't you know? We're too old to play these games
I want the whole world to know my name
But I been going insane
(Oh-oh)
But baby, I remember we was kissing in cars
And I remember all the pictures you drew over your scars
And I remember when you told me that I'm gon' be a star
And I remember when you said you want me right where you are
(But I don't)

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

prod. love,matt x thislandis
mixed/mastered by love,matt
cover photo by @jxmesdylan

ICGTTA

sentiment (prod. lovematt x splashgvng)

CØZYBØY
i should tell your boyfriend that you're a mess
hittin me up late with subtle texts
i aint no ho but i do want sex
i aint no homewreck but i'm still pressed

FXRROH
i should tell your girlfriend you've been stressed
been up for weeks now you need rest
i aint no ho but i do want sex
say we're friends but i'm still pressed

CØZYBØY
you facetime and call me when you're alone
when he's there you just dnd your phone
i feel so confused cuz i want it bad
but i'm somebody's baby

if she knew the guilt i would feel inside
the long talks on my couch through lurid eyes
you look like my last two when they were mine
you're my type but i need to say goodbye

FXRROH
my brain wont shut up
feels like giving up
i must be your type
the way i'm on your mind

i'm not enough i'm not enough i know it now
it's getting hard it's getting hard to slow it down
i'm fucking up i'm fucking up it's showing now
don't hit me up don't hit me up

CØZYBØY
i should tell your boyfriend that you're a mess
hittin me up late with subtle texts
i aint no ho but i do want sex
i aint no homewreck but i'm still pressed

FXRROH
i should tell your girlfriend you've been stressed
been up for weeks now you need rest
i aint no ho but i do want sex
say we're friends but i'm still pressed

i should tell your girlfriend
i should tell your girl
yea
i should tell your girl

spøtify

i should tell your boyfriend (w/ fxrroh)

=========== LYRICS ===========

====== CØZYBØY ======
i broke up with my girlfriend yesterday
told her that i needed time for myself a break
yea i'm sorry i just need to get my shit straight
tough time for a heartache

give her one kiss then i leave it yea
i dont got time for these feelings yea
manifest i be up dreaming yea
gotta push through gotta reach it
exercise all of my demons

maybe in a year i'll be decent
i do not know if she'll see this no
but if she does she'll know yea
that i'll be down like pheonix


====== PRE CHORUS ======
i dont wanna ever be apart from you
but i dont wanna put you through what i go through
i know that i left you all alone confused
but if you hear this hear me out

====== PRE CHORUS ======
and just breath in
breath in
baby just breathe in
swear i’m never leavin
no i’m never leavin

====== no.cape ======
tryna stay up in the night keep it cold like ice
i don’t need a break imma take what’s mine
let it all flow(or go?) for the dream i’m seeking 
i don’t give it a shit it’s (all my meanings?)
follow my steps and my life on deck
when it’s my time gonna fly like robins 
shed my blood for the ones i care about 
fill my cup to the rim i’m ballin
i’m ballin, ballin, ballin
i get the change no chains on
save this town with no.cape on
far, i’ll go, climbing higher up the hill
confident, when they see me they’ll get chills

spotify

i broke up with my gf yesterday (ft. no.cape) [prod. love matt & Skinny Atlas]

i brøke up with my girlfriend yesterday

i brøke up with my girlfriend yesterday (remix) [feat. cozyboy, no.cape, Savage Ga$p, Keagan & Skinny Atlas]

had to die ft V1V1D & juli (+love, matt & blocktane)

producer - engineer - promoter
studio manager @ jungle lords