Produced by me

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

u used to give me butterflies, now it's nothin
xo
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@love.matt_

lyrics:
And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
And I just ball out

Baby, I ain't worried bout no fucking, do you love him
I remember being broken, now I'm up all of a sudden
All I do is make this money while they all making assumptions
But if I call you, angel are you coming
You used to give me butterflies, now it's nothing
And I see you on the 'gram with your new man, fuck him
Mix the Xan with the wine so I might die, fuck it
I get too high 'til I can't feel nothing
And I'm running on the road with my brothers
Playing show after show, counting hundreds
I'm on molly, I don't really wanna fuck her
I'm eating pussy, I ain't even really hungry

My brain tells me that no one likes me
I WISH I DIDN'T CARE
I talked to GOD, he said everything would be fine
So why am I so fucking scared

You got me six feet deep, swear to god your love is killing me
Play me like piano keys, the music all that's healing me
I'm hanging from a ceiling beam, I'm sick of feeling incomplete
Tell me what you wanna be, I don't know what you want from me

And the sun sets
And she undresses
My blood drips
All on my setlist
Round and round and round it goes
You only call when you're off coke
I want you, but I don't need no ho
It's just me and the devil up in the mirror
And I want you but you're not here
And I cry, I've got no tears

Me and the devil in the mirror
I want you but you're not here
I cry, I've got no tears
So diamonds fall out
Diamonds fall out
I just ball out

i don't think it'll ever get better

FALL OUT (prod. love, matt)

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

Yeah
Spookybands I made that money and I ghost a bitch
They don't know me they tryna tell me how I'm supposed to live
Been all alone there ain't no way they gettin' close to him
And all along you told me this love was different
I don't live here anymore nah I been evicted
And I hate it when you cut me off I been addicted to you
I thought I was the only one yeah
To pick up all your pieces
And I can't stop them from falling for you
But I'd give you it all if you wanted me to
I'm sick of the lies but you told me the truth and I don't like that better
And I thought I was over you but I called you when I left her
Man I'm so sick of myself
She was the type of love that I don't care if I don't fall in love again
Tell me what I'm supposed to do I don't understand
When the fuck did it get so complicated
I only want your love I'm done with waiting
Now I've waited too long my heart is racing

In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young
But I guess that's what you do huh
I don't think I really had a choice you was too much
When the fuck did it get so complicated
Only want your love I'm done with waiting
Yeah I'm still in love with you that's an understatement
It's no wonder that you had to get far away from me

I'm still in love with who you were
Can you tell me if this time it's gonna work
Yeah
Think I lucked up
Sometimes I get too fucked up
It's crazy how it goes
These feelings come and go
Sometimes I get way too high to see where you fell from yeah
Tell me if there's something I can do to change the outcome
I'm done
This time
I won't ever run when I'm scared
And this time
You can tell that I really care

I don't really wanna fall in love too much
I don't really wanna get back to ya
I don't really wanna get back to ya
Yeah yeah
In the i8 singin' Hallelujah
I don't know how to get back to ya
Didn't ever wanna fall in love too young

back 2 u w/ love jai (p. booch + love matt)

wanted to try sum hyperpop rnb heylog type stuff :p
prod. love matt x chris marek

lyrics:
overthinking
was that always missing?
i'm kinda lost in my mind cuz it's
always different
i settle in my thoughts
but it's something glitching
i'm reaping like i've sought
but its something glistening

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

i know
i know
that i can do better
oh i
(oh i)
i dont want no different
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)
(more)

somethin' ain't right (oh, woah)
ain't right (oh, woah)

what'd you-
what'd you say?
oh

i know
i know
that i can do better (can do better)
oh i
oh but
i dont want no different (want no different)
you're my
one
i love you like a best friend
(woah)

like a best friend!

best friend <3 (lovematt x chrismarek)

Death of My Teenage

Fear'16

my laptop broke and i made cover art of it lol 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/47RzO9mH0VkYHBBK8ROJYX?si=mw9v2Zu5S3Sy03j4PEsgCQ

love, matt;
twitter.com/lovematt
instagram.com/lovematt_

lyrics:
i know it gets cold sometimes 
will i be lost with tired eyes
i really hate the part
where i fall apart
at every single sound
i wish you were around

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading 

i'm fading, i'm fading, this pressure on me shaking 

and i try try to do my best
let it rest guess i insist
got 100 thoughts and they won't quit 
ig its whatever i guess you win

sick sad thoughts and i start to bleed out
break my spine every time i speak up
try not to think about it lately
everything around me fading

break my spine (prod. love,matt x chris marek)

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna do it now
i dont wanna go outside
i been falling

i find it kinda fucked up
how you fucked two guys and called it bad luck
(called it bad luck)
im never, okay
i haven't been the same since 2018
and what a shame that is
it really coulda been nice 
but you marked my heart 
and tore it out with a knife
and no i dont think its fair
you put me on life support
and now you're pulling the cord,
baby, why so short?
yeah, why so short?
you cut me off the leash
and now you're never gonna get me back
(why dont they want me?)
yeah my nose is running
and my heart is hurting
i dont wanna live if its not with you
i dont wanna be someone you knew
i guess it was fun while it lasted, now im dead
only 17 but im lying in my bed.

bad luck (boyfifty)

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

No more, no more, I'm leaving
Why I'm falling on the floor, still bleeding
And you left me nothing to believe in
Those three words, they have no meaning
But tell me did you mean it? I don't think I believe it
I'ma take the long ride home, so scenic
I been talking to myself and we've been having disagreements
I been coming out my shell but I'm afraid that they'll see me

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

But I don't know if it was ever what I thought
I'm afraid of growing up so I just write another song
And now I think I'm blowing up, I'm getting everything I want
I want the world to know exactly what I'm on
I had to take you off my lockscreen yesterday
Don't you know? We're too old to play these games
I want the whole world to know my name
But I been going insane
(Oh-oh)
But baby, I remember we was kissing in cars
And I remember all the pictures you drew over your scars
And I remember when you told me that I'm gon' be a star
And I remember when you said you want me right where you are
(But I don't)

I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again
I don't remember the last thing you said
I was running around in my head
And baby, I don't really need another friend
I can't go through that again

prod. love,matt x thislandis
mixed/mastered by love,matt
cover photo by @jxmesdylan

ICGTTA

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

spotify

Production by https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru

Lyrics:
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write
Every fucking feeling
Fuck concealing
Just let thoughts go
Fill up on the paper
Exhale vapor
Feel the frost cold soul
Frostbitten lips again
I've been longing for your touch and your kiss again
~
Cold to the bone
Wet from the snow
But it's dry on my phone
I can remember the look of that face
While I grip on that waist
But I'm stuck in my home
Snow building up
Now I'm back on my own
Pack one bowl and I fill one more cone
Spark that shit up and my mental gon roam
Cry in the night to my mic, love the tone
~
I've been fucked up
Can't get enough love
Lay by myself again
~
Snowfall right on my window
Coping by smoking that indo
Puffing till all of my limbs froze
I cannot make it there tonight
So I sit alone and down the bottle write

Snowfall w/ Shinpuruu

𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒.

shoutout soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer 

enjoy,,

lyrics:
(that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe)

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i can't save what's lost, but i can't stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe 

cant calm myself down so i work wit the z's
look in my eyes you're so perfect to me 
what can i do to make you believe in yourself babe i swear that that's all that you need

if you're fractured inside come tell me
i wont push you away i'm sorry
that i've done that before it's on me
i would help you today in a heartbeat

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i cant save what's lost, but i cant stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
but you're the one that i need this time.

i can't stop my love

i can't stop my love (prod. sorrow bringer)

@lilskeleskrrt
@prodjpjp

// geist
don’t look at me and tell me no hard feelings
blood was lost, it’s dripping through the ceiling
i saw this coming from a mile away
the knife was left in my chest for a reason
but i wish you the best forever, you win
i don’t want to fall in love with hate

i just wanted to dance
when your hand’s in my hand i feel my heart is racing
lost in a trance
but now i’m alone and i rot in this basement
there’s blood on my hands
and i paint the walls red when given a chance
oh don’t give me that glance
your eyes tell me secrets my heart cannot stand

oh
the knife was left for a reason :/
oh
wish you the best forever you win...

// skele
cut me right thru
baby you don’t need a panic
watch it pour out
darling isn’t it romantic
it’s like paradise
fading out
only you and i
somebody call the surgeon
tell him that it’s urgent
on the table stained red
i told you
i think that it was worth it
this is perfect
if you hold me as i go
i’ll wait up there for certain

and you
are
the reason
that i lay awake
staying up
i’ve been stuck here for days
hold my heart
in ur hand till breaks

don’t keep telling me to let go
screaming out
i stop to listen to the echo
not enough
fucking tearing up my throat
i’ll keep going
till the blood
makes me choke
what you know
baby tell me where you go at night
empty out this bed
i’m still not feeling right
staring at my meds
i’m on the borderline
walk along the edge
i don’t feel alive

paradise w/ skele [jpjp]

Who Said?

at least i tried

co prod @hellahaunted

lyrics:

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

i was focused on the music
you were tryin not to lose it
i was tryin not to lose you
but the bass slaps and the queues rip

like damn nates really goin in
like damn nates really poppin off
like new fit like every week
match primitive with the polo socks (awe yea)

grape jays in my jansport
got mad stamps in my passport
gon drop sum you won’t ask for
i smoke big gas in my back porch

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

you need a song you can rock to
ill give you somethin to scream
our generation’s so fucked up
nobody knows what to think

and i been thinkin on the days when
everything was what it seems
way before i felt grown up
or even knew what that means

we all know life can be a bitch
i lost my friend that’s how it is
i lost my girl then bought a whip
i thought I’d heal i never did

i still smoke strong and cry allot
i miss my ex it’s hard to stop
i miss her touch the way she walk
i miss those early morning talks

I miss the coffee in the morning
and those bright green eyes
i gave you everything i had
well at least i tried

and i don’t ever feel myself unless you’re by my side
i gave you everything i had before you cut all ties

ALIT

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

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coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

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studio manager @ jungle lords

ICGTTA

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