LIOUKIUS <- kill that one LUKUS

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I've been waiting on the side court
Feel the adrenaline in ny veins
Tryna stay in your vision
But you ain't even know my name 
If we had a collision 
You would play it off in your brain
I sware I watch the month go from August back to may
I still here sitting
Even though I know I need a break 
I sware I run in circles 
But I love the same mistakes 
I guess ill never learn 
I guess I gave you a good reason to run away
But I guess if I knew too
I can see wete you got all this hate 

About time
To got to bed tonight
And think all about you
I know I need to try
To get back together 
And peice by peice 
It's hard to to fill my lungs 
When I cant breath 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up

Every Evening

prod. @sorrowbringer

lyrics:

take 2 more to my nose
idk why the fuck i let you go
im so self destructive 
just cant help it
allergic to ppl just like they're shellfish
its not fair, to call me selfish
might need some help to dispel this
woah, oah

yeah i need some intervention
or maybe an invention
to cure me of this tension
i feel it creepin' over me
and if its all just chemicals
and if we're all just particles
what does it really matter 
if the pull the trigger
and my head goes splatter

da da da da x4

i think that youre all crazy
well then what does that make me?
guess im a little bit fucked up
yeah maybe, yeah maybe?
and i see visions in my dreams
that maybe i should not see
woah oh, woah oh

shellfish

new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

spotify!

relax [nvki]

regret

New single "Nothing Left To Lose" Featuring Flowers For You !
Produced by Immortal

(Lyrics)
(Pre-Chorus)
Like damn you made my head hurt 
Pushed my feelings aside put you first 
But I always end up feeling the worst
The worst

(Chorus)
I’ve been tryna get closer to you
But you push away 
Now there’s nothing left to do
Like why should I fight 
When I know I’ll lose 
I’ll give you time 
But I know you’ll chose 
Anybody else but me 
I’ve been looking back on our history 
It’s like a broken record on repeat 
I say I love you, then you leave 

(Verse)
Like who leaves in a paragraph 
Always send a txt don’t get a txt back 
Everything keeps saying that it’s pending
But you can’t put pending on these feelings 
Like, why do you keep posting to your story
Don’t you know I can still see that shit
Its like your tryna play with my feelings
And I’ve finally had enough of it 
Would you just say something 
Before its all nothing 
Would you just say something
I feel like I’m fucking crazy 
Can’t stop checking your page lately 
All our time is just wasting
All our time is just wasting

(Flowers For You)
I can’t get over you
I gave you everything you wanted too
I guess I was just wasting my time breaking my back for you
Theres nothing else I could do
Except waste time thinkin you were mine
I don’t wanna dwell on past times
Brain is telling lies
Now every time I’m online
I see you with that new guy
Try my best to pass by
Thoughts of all the good times
Do you think about me when you lay your head at night
Cuz i been thinking bout the past it didn’t end right
I’m left with all this guilt it eats me from the inside 
Im left with all this guilt I never wanna see the light 
I’m never getting over you
Even though I really wanted to
Admitting that the best part of me
It was always you

(Outro)
Say I love you then you leave
It’s like a broken record on repeat
Don’t you know what you’ve been doing to me 
Don’t you know what you’re doing to me 

Mix-  Yago/Flowers For You
Master- Flowers For You

Stream on Spotify!

Nothing Left To Lose (feat. Flowers for You)

Whatever (Prod Splashgvng)
Key C# Major
Bpm 170

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Whatever

cant get outta bed </3
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cant get outta bed
i cant get outta bed 
they say that im depressed
they say that im depressed
yeah then tell me something i dont know
cant get off my phone
i love to be alone 
or do i hate to be alone

im fucked up
thats 4 times this week
i fucked up
she cant look at me
my mind races
time races
trapped in my head 
i hate tight spaces
trapped in my head 
i hate tight spaces 

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<3

-emo fruits aka young cant get outta bed

CANT GET OUTTA BED (prod. wetgropes)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wXRSXQCIBhHwZgwUmosFg?si=0094ee016f47432e 

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twitter.com/caustyk_
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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

New Single "Star-Crossed " 
I wrote this song about how some people take astrology so serious they won't be with you cause this month their sign says no, its p dumb :P

(Lyrics)

She said our signs don’t fit
This month she’s feeling like a bitch 
I don’t even really get it 
Where’d you even find this shit

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries 

All this stuff telling you how to feel
Do you even know what’s real 
You’re a Aries I’m a Leo
The fuck does that even mean though 
Like what does it say about me
Does it tell you everybody leaves
Are you following their lead 
Could you just tell me 

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries

mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Star-crossed (prod. Yungspoiler)

Old Me

old me w/ GGLeak

took a step away from the usual stuff for this one 
produced by dead yami
my first attempt at not using autotune for a song lol

you've got your headphones on
and he "loves" you (loves you)
what the fuck is that supposed to mean?

and it won't be long
til' he leaves you (leaves you)
and you'll come crawling right back to me

and I wrote you a song
its called "you liar"
I hope it gets stuck in your fucking head

and I bought you a bong, 
set it on fire
and go and lay down with him instead

you've got your headphones on
and he "loves" you (loves you)
what the fuck is that supposed to mean?

and it won't be long
til' he leaves you (leaves you)
and you'll come crawling right back to me

beats me, you're cool and im not
kiss me to stir up the pot
I cant think my brain is sideways
with love, you're killing my heart
feel it even when were apart
I cant think my brain is sideways

beats me, you're cool and i'm not (dead yami)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3VQWvRTDM3F2gu3Ow5YJRd?si=lQgn61-7TTS7EulyMzZJLw&dl_branch=1 

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@sleepsx
twitter.com/familypetmars

lyrics:
i know that you got
skeletons in your closet why not share them? 
im not one to judge you baby tell me whats the outcome 
you know i fucking hate it when you don’t speak 
just tell me whats been on your mind lately 

7 months and a heartbreak later 
i don’t tknow if i’ll ever find somebody greater 
im standing in a fire filled with broken glass 
you can cut me with the shards and i’d still take you back

and i just want you to know that i got 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

right now i mean nothing but its comforting 
to know that at some point i was your everyting                 
now i’ll lie and say i’m better on my own now 
i don’t think i’ll get over how you left me out at sea to drown 
alright alright, 
i’m not doing fine 
lay awake and staring at the ceiling 
with the thought of y ou at night 
alright alright 
im not doing fine 
those pictures of your face are keeping me laying awake at night 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

so why’d you have to leave love 
i still don’t know how that works 
are you dreaming of me? 
cause i still dream of you 
tell me for what its worth 
i hope its worth the hurt 
i hope its worth 
being 6 feet underneatht the dirt 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong

cover by Vict Molina

broken bottles over polaroids (prod. sleeps x)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

Lonely Nights [Featuring Ashley Sky]

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by snorkatje @snorroo
Mixed & mastered by @horoshavibes
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
I feel better when the sun goes down
I feel better when no one’s around me
I feel better when I’m by myself
So get out get out
I think it’s ‘bout time you

Leave me be
I fuck with nobody
And it’s not my fault I’m so introverted
Got a lot of fake friends so I keep on swervin’ 

I just keep on swervin’
Ride or die fans
But I still feel worthless
Gotta lotta shit I should work through
I’m doing better but I don't think I deserve to

Been a couple years
Haven't quite felt myself
Thinking ‘bout the ways
I’ve neglected my health
Seems I got nobody left to turn to
But a half ounce in the dresser I could burn through

(decks)
I keep swervin’ on my own time
Got a couple bands inside the bank
And yeah I got ‘em on my own time
‘Bout to flatline
I been wasting the days inside my room
And yeah I know the fault is all mine

I know everything ain't looking great for me
Antisocial and I’ve got anxiety
Fuck a job I wanna make it out happy
Feels like this life ain't meant for me

say that (prod. caustyk)

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