tysm @cld for hopping on <3

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

now its all gone its down the drain
feels like just yesterday
u were right next to me
n now i cant ever be the same
problems all on my plate
u were the half of me

and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

@cld
cant take it back, now its way too late
all of this time, just for a waste
you said what you said, no there's no forgiveness
so tired of push and pull, can we stop all this
i'm, so, sick and discouraged from
this, hole, that i've seemed to fall into
you, told me nothing would ever change,
and now i'm here left alone

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

lost our trust +cld (jewelryboy)

guiding light - angelicxmei + arid (sense + kuru + cure)

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

all these racks up on the table
dig my grave a cradle
yeahh u call me the worst
blood is seepin thru my shirt
and i cant pinpoint where it hurts
i like ya company
but what u want from me
what do i got that u want
these problems weighin a ton
but they dissolve on my tongue
i do what i can to cope
until im comatose
until im crippled over
im goin coast 2 coast
see u in da layover 👋
say that u know me
theres no us
girl, idk ya. . .
late nights; paranoia
i cant be there for ya
put it on the line
for one last time
i got a flight
so make up ur mindd

comatose ft dom

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb w/ owtiss + whyhaze (neohn)

prod: @xtasane
mixed: @remiliaxd & @hartfxlt2k

@remiliaxd : 

oh
take another shot, then i fall
put a hole in the wall
i might lose it all
carry all my sorrows
think i'd lose it all
yeah i think i'd lose it all

this time, i won't wait for the fall
you're fine, ima tear down the wall
9 lives 9 hearts and you tear down them all
oh well that's fine
but i don't think that it's worth it

i don't deserve this
you put the words from my heart in the trash now it's worthless
like what's the purpose?
i knew your heart from the start, now you put it on the surface

@hartfxlt2k

now I know
Its not worth the risk no
its all just for show
I know that u throw me down
if it means youre getting what you wanted
what did I expect have I forgotten? no
inside rotten with a pretty surface
Im still driving to your addy havent learned shit
and still your words in my head "you deserved this"
but the truth will come out to the surface

surface

remilia & hartfxlt - surface (xtasane)

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
4/4

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @owtiss

prod me! this song was THE WORST to mix. the vox and beat were mixed fine but putting the 2 together was awful i feel like i'll have an aneurysm if i keep thinking about it...

@owtiss
always on my mind
dont wna fall in love
cuz after last time
i need some time alone..
i swear i rly tried!!
but im never enough ;-;
n i care way too much
n im clean out of luck

running out of time
waiting for u to decide
i think i lost my mind
waiting for the day i die
cuz i dont feel alive ;(
told myself i wouldnt cry
no matter what i try
ur always on my line..

@domerrz
been feeling out my mind
I think I lost my trust
push it all to the side, clearly overthink too much
makes me feel terrible
not like that says that much ;_;
but you drained all my love
its unbearable
sick of all the "she said"
I don't wanna be here
you've been stuck in my head
wish that I could stay clear
all the words that I said
maybe you misread
I didn't mean that
I know u see that

this is a double drop! go check out dom's song on his page!!
https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/restore-yashio-me

out of luck w/ dom (me)

prod Me 😸

@neohnq
@whyhaze
@ourlovestory

evermore ft whyhaze

@domerrz

lyrics:

but i dont mind
i jus tell myself i needa push tht 2 the side
dnt got time for crying got my homies by my side
i cn make it better wipe yo teardrops from ur eyes

from ur eyes, like plz dont cry
i'll make it better yea i swear it on my life
try 2 be kind, try 2 be nice
in return they always fuck up my mind :/

(i got 123, huh i got 123)

i got 1, 2 (too) many fucking problems cant solve em
its been 3 days since ive eaten anything solid
my loves only 4 u it still feels like im falling
its 5am waiting for my phone to say ur calling

maybe im stalling... i dnt wanna let u go tonight
feel me withdrawing...

but i just go about my life nd say tht its all fine, nd its alright
maybe im too good at fucking lying
well thts my life nd i gotta deal w it
late at night, thts when i start feeling it...

but i dont mind
i jus tell myself i needa push tht 2 the side
dnt got time for crying got my homies by my side
i cn make it better wipe yo teardrops from ur eyes

from ur eyes, like plz dont cry
i'll make it better yea i swear it on my life
try 2 be kind, try 2 be nice
in return they always fuck up my mind :/

time2cry (dom)

sorry for the long waittttt 
remedy is back in action! ##remedy <3
@k4rson
@owtiss
@1mint
@yashio20k
@neohnq

lyrics:
karson
give it back
what we had
its not my fault
its not my bad
not at all
so why u mad
i lost it all
and you laughed
why are you not with me
you said you missed me
you dont miss me
you wont kiss me
you dont love me
dont you miss me
you could trust me
girl im listening
baby just talk to me again
something that time could never mend
just tell me how to fix this
bc girl i really miss this
remember all the time we used to spend
you promised that this would never end
i cant deal w all the distrust
but girl i really miss us

owtiss
i gave my all to her
all she did take it
was that all my love was worth
just another 1-stop shop for broken hearts
u pissed me off
im giving up!
so many times
i cant do this alone
u dont want me talk
ok i'll shut up :)
i said so many times
ive just had enough..
when i look into ur eyes
i think of what we lost (edited)

mint
u can hold my hand n we can run away
i bottled up your love for another day
and when its over tell me will you fade away
trusting that i put my heart in the right place
you take it all
give it back like it was never gone
us forever baby tell me is this what you want
knew that you were the one for me like all along
stole my heart again so i had to tell her to (give it back)

remilia & hartfxlt - surface (xtasane)

love crysis

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