first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

presets used in this song - https://payhip.com/b/EdOGn
feat @terastic prod @pyu @tores zannn
lyrics:
No I can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You know that I don't mean it
You change up like the seasons, cut me open, leave me bleeding
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But it's so hard, I give you everything without receiving

When you say we're good, yeah I know that you're lying
You look me in the eyes, but I can see you crying
Why you tryna play it off, you've never been good at hiding
I don't wanna keep trying, without you

@terastic

@cld
Yeah I do it all for you
No matter what we go through
I know that I love you
Just tell me that you love me too

Can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You change up like the seasons
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But I give you everything without receiving

spotify

allforyou w/ tera (meta tores zannn)

@rewind214 @ihateukidu

lyrics:
there's a piece of my heart with every note 
I'm no longer scarred within myself
you pick up the shards and you're making me whole again
(again and again)
slowly falling apart (apart)
I'm counting the stars (the stars)
who am I anymore? 
(anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore)

I was a fool to think that if I let it go I'll have room to breathe
and I try not to show this part of me that'll hurt you most 
its not what I want to be...
autumn ends and you fade with the falling leaves
winter comes, frozen in, its the end for me 
you never bled for me, I think I'll take my leave
I think its what I need, to do what's best for me

whole again (rewind, kidu)

@k4rson + @owtiss
prod. @yashio20k + @neohnq

[karson]
u dont seem to notice what you do to me
i cant seem to focus ive been losing sleep
i guess you dont know but ur all i need
i know i fucked it up, my apologies
i ruined it again
i dont want this to end
ur all that i want
just get out of my head
we used to get along
its something we can mend
just tell me what went wrong
i know u want me dead(x2)

[owtiss]
i can never focus
it keeps getting worse
my heart's tight in my chest
i feel like it's gonna burst
just wait here for a moment
u just never learn
is my heart really frozen?
it feels like i've been cursed..

so let me die first
at least you won't have to worry!
ill remember your words
everyday that im hurting :(
was all my love still not enough?
i dont ill keep this up for long

notice - karson + owtiss

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da bro @terastic <3
produced by @y4ndere + @h1yori
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams
[verse]
i wish i could go back home
sitting here in the dark alone
i wish our stars would align
but something doesn't seem right
you and i
i and you
can't be mixed
just like blue
it can't work
cause our love isn't true
[tera]
tears falling again n again
is it even worth it?
know ur not stayin till it ends
keep on hittin my phone i dont wna make amends
i cant focus on u cz im gettin to this bread
jus hit the bank ima cash out
im poppin way too many pills i might js blackout
i keep on tryna make it work im not gon back down
i try my best bby i try not to act out
i cant let u in my heart
i cant give u my trust
dont wanna talk to u cuz u doin too much
it was all pretend it was nvr true love
gave u everything i had i regret it so much
[chorus]
as the leaves fall i look into your eyes
when you cry i die from the inside
you lie just to make me feel like i matter
when you break my heart it will shatter
its like i'm in a fantasy dream
i question if she really wants me
love pumping in my bloodstream
my heart beats too out loud it screams

tears fall

on spotify >.<

tears fall + tera (yandere x hiyori)

20/01/24
haven't done a solo in a while so i had to drop dis :D
shoutout @starboyrob @aria1k dey too swaggy
hope yall enjoy

lyrics:
(too far, i cant see)
(im with my bros, my team)
(he cannot hang with me)
(headshot, no scope, killing spree)

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

yea we on a killing spree now
he talkin down but he do not mess with me now
keep on talkin shit now ur gonna get a beatdown
rockin with some swag, ive been feeling quite elite now

dat boy he a bot yea he built jus like a drone
yea he keep on talkin down he get hit up with the chrome
wake up in the mornin yea i jus wanna be left alone
yea she hit me up, all her texts are all up in my phone

i jus wanna let go
i be stackin dough the way u be stackin legos
ive been with my bros yea we've been here from the get go
posted in japan yea we posted in the metro

like idk what to tell u
big ass blade got me feelin like im youmu
yea im posted with the crew, yea we stay tru
yea we posted with that scope we aimin straight thru, yea yea

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

too far, i cant see
he gotta pay a fee
im with my bros, my team
he cannot hang with me
and on the count of three
headshot, no scope, killing spree

spree (starboyrob + aria1k)

produced by me + @outfed
featuring @outfed & @1crusafix

[@v2nthan]
you know i read all ur texts
(that's sumn u already know)
you know that i try my best
but i can't do this alone
and i could throw all my feelings away
but it's wont feel the same
(i'm weak i can't go on)
i feel grateful everyday
feel the sun up on my face
and u say u wanna try but u still end up bein late
i could have terrible days
but i'd still end up feeling great
if u wanna start a problem you can say it to my-
no i don't care bout ur ass
i'm movin on so imma leave it in the past now
and u can tell me that i'm trash
but i got some bigger problems then u and idk where to go

[@outfed]
n i can't sleep yet
watch the seconds reset
all the things that she left
i meant everything i said
only thing u did right 
took the time to think twice 
it defeats the purpose when u lying everytime
could never feed into ur bullshit
and u know this
it's gettin to the point i think she notice
i'm on my own shit
yeah, keep it a buck for me 
babe would u die for me
it ain't that important i don't want you in the first place

[@1crusafix]
smoke that blunt like a menthol
i don't wanna talk cuz i'm pissed off now 
skirtin off in a rental
flexin shit that u do not own
boy you a clone
im with the gang yeah we on go
i cannot think i'm movin slow 
i got a k takin his soul
i got some money and i need some more 
one of the greatest i'm one of the goats
he wanna play but he turned to a ghost
run up on him and i made his ass fold 
walkin wit me get with the drum
run up on us and im takin u down

@v2nthan
and i try so hard just to fail again
it tears apart, no i can't do this
and i tried my best just to figure this out 
but nothing will change unless i move on
no i can't move on
i'm way too far gone
why'd you take so long 
noticin something's wrong
i can't fix this ur my problem
too many thoughts in my head i'm goin insane

everyday

everyday w/ alt0 & crusafix

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ppYWK8EXp1NqcCz5IBg4q?si=449ef85e152844f0
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can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

featuring @muieternal
prod. @attachxd x @hartfxlt

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
the memories of our love, now washed away ]=
and it reminds me when it rains ⛈ 
cuzzz it was ur favorite 
i cant get over it   
how many times do i have to get hurt ?
how many times do i have to get kicked in the dirt ?
before i find the one 
before i find some love 

idk if i can go on
this has gone on too long 
u were playing along 
and u think i was in the wrong 
in the wrong :((

𝔪𝔲𝔦:
yaaaaaaaa~
you'll carryyy on...
cuz im not the oneee
that's broken :((
i feel it
im wasteeed 
i told you, im not perfect!!

im losinggg
who i wanna be anddd...
yeaa x3

i dont wanna feel like thiss..
i know, it sucks, im stressedd
i was spendin all my bands, wat u wanted
i jus wish that we could end wat we started 
ay 

ive had enough 
i been missin your face
never wanted loveee
yea, im never enough 

so now things tough
ah
your tender touch 
na
wont take your love
my heart 
ache around,
my heart 
ache around </3

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
how many times do i have to get hurt ?
how many times do i have to get kicked in the dirt ?
before i find the one 
before i find some love 

idk if i can go on
this has gone on too long 
u were playing along 
and u think i was in the wrong 
in the wrong :((

♡ 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕪

i'm not perfect w/mui (attachxd x hartfxlt)

meadows (breakfall)

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

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i'm not perfect w/mui (attachxd x hartfxlt)

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