i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

@thisismyreality
tell me what did you do for me?
you told me bunch of lies i cant forget
i hold your soul so closely
i just cant forget what you did to me
im so useless
pointless i did everything for you but you just left me
useless pointless
im so useless pointless
im so useless pointless
uselsees pointless
you told me x2
that i have nothing to be scared 
you loved 2x
left me so scared
tell me your scared 
and tell me that you wouldnt leave me
just tell me just tell me what i did
just tell me all my fears
dont tell me 4x
you loved me 3x
you told me2x
did nothing wrong 
you told me 2x
did i do something wrong

im a masochist for your love

Another day
where you can feel fine
sell your soul to the people online
cut yourself forever offline
i'll never make it out of this tide 

forever offline (demo)

I Suck, You Suck, I Suck At Happiness

My whole life I was alone, nobody ever wanted to be my friend and everybody called me ugly or useless.
Now I seek so much attention but nobody wants give it to me, they already have someone to care about or they just don't care about anything.
I never felt a real love and I probably won't feel it anyway.
If somebody is reading this, please just be my friend.

jealous (demo)

the love i lost(cover)

to spend one night with you

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

if i run around for you
i wont bitch i'll change my tune
i dont know if it is true
i dont know if i know you

all those times in the fall when i
would hear your lies and start to cry
the tears would run down down my eyes
i prayed id died but im still alive

and i hate your friends
and i hate those bands
and i hate those things you do with them
and i hate the way that you could lie
straight to my face and in my eyes
as if i am slow or i am dumb
the way you hurt me made me numb
and now i will show that i am done
i know for sure youre not the one for me

i'll never forget how it felt to be
dropping my phone on the hardwood floor
my heart split and tore and the details galore

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

get over it

"On the Run" blends intense UK indie energy with heavy guitars, telling the story of someone fleeing their deepest fears and questioning their attachment to a partner who may not be right for them. Caught between doubt and longing, the track channels both the adrenaline of escape and the vulnerability of questioning “is this the real thing?”—a moody, heartfelt anthem for anyone torn between holding on and letting go.

On the run

“Lost To Love” is a song about struggling through an untenable relationship.

do you think about me like how i think about u demo

lovecupid