i really like this its just the effects ruin the tone 

cover by eve and the amazing and crazy talented @maxsdemos !! this was so fun to make, hope you like it! <3

everything has changed (cover by max and eve)

Lyrics:

We could sit outside and people watch
Or talk till three or four  
We could deal playing cards inside your house 
Or walk along the shore  
I’m living in the darker days
I miss the way it was before 
I just want to spend the day with you
I just wish for one day more 

I remember as a little boy
You were my closest friend
You'd tell me stories i'd already heard
Ones i'd die to hear again
Now I cry each time I read your books
And I know mom does it, too
I know you’d want me to move on, 
But I can’t help missing you

Tear filled eyes under gray skies
You won't be with us anymore
How am i supposed to say goodbye
Hhen i've known a love like yours
Remember how you took my hand
How we walked along the shore
That was my last day ever spent with you
I just wish for one day more

That was the best day ever spent with you
I never could have asked for more

walk

i've caught u falling down again
and
i’ve caught the doubts that come with

i’m tired of living here like this
and
i’m tired of wishing you would notice

i’m invisible
you’re insufferable
but i’m still here

you’re irresponsible
i’ve got doubts and i’ve got some fears
but i’m still here

for you
i’m still here and i don’t know why
i feel like you’re gonna die
if i’m not by your side
and i think i need you
i think i need you

i know i’d rue the choice i make
to move on
i couldn’t stand the possibility

of nonstop calling when you don’t
respond
you’re still my responsibility

but i’m invisible
you’re invincible
i think i’ll always be right here

for you
i’m still here and i don’t know why
i feel like you’re gonna die
without me by your side
and i think i need you

i think i need you
i don't i don't i don't i don't i
[repeat]

i should move on
you need me
[repeat]

but i think i need you

need u

have had this one written for a while now and dont really like it but still decided to work on it for some reason

on my way home late at night
high school forefront of my mind
something about it is making me numb
somehow i cant get enough

oh i just wanna put it down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
grab another
further down the gutter

just noticed how often
these thoughts are in my head
something about em is making me think
i’m addicted to these feelings x3

oh i just wanna put this down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
and forever
maybe its for the better

can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i think im an
alc c c c
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i know im an
alcoholic

oh i don’t know what i’d be without
all this shit i pour in my mouth
i just wish i could put them down
but the bottles are glued to my hands right now
and forever
i’m gonna drown
i’m gonna drown
drown me out
drown me out

alcoholic demo

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

i probably stole these melodies from somewhere

tell me you’re listening
i keep you in foremost front parts of my mind
last night was different
you should promise the first time was the last time

you do things in the moment
when you don’t know if you mean them
when i let down my defenses
pull you out of the deep end
the breaking starts

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
that’s where it starts

sat on memorial benches in homestead
you joke that you’ll leave one for us when we’re both dead
and gone, ashes in homes
the spark on the fuse grew alongside your nose

and i know that’s impossible
so i'll be responsible and
take half the blame, i'll play your game
if you take back your bench, i’ll try not to miss

comfortable silence
the biggest smiles after a kiss
kickflippin sleeping over kissing learning hurting like little kids
i’ll try not to miss

oh why’d you do things in the moment
when you had what you called perfect
now i don’t know if you meant it
now i’m the one in the deep end
you broke my heart

down at the skatepark
kickflippin under over my heart
kickflippin under over twisting turning burning breaking my heart
can’t we restart

skatepark kickflippin except ive been sick for a week and almost lost my voice

Ellie's Album

Untitled (rex)

adulthood

*photo by miranda langevin*

pillow’s flattened your hair again
you should just sleep on a curling iron
so you can float down the stairs tomorrow
in the morning
and be the universe’s present
wrapped up with a bow, make the hallway glow

even though we’re alone
on the 25th
we both know there’s nothing in the world i wouldn’t give 
to yank you out my 2d screen
and hold you by the christmas tree
 
baby if you get cold
ill put all my weight on your chest
and sink you to the core
of the earth’s ribcage, rid of you of that dispossessed
feeling that i feel
every time we say goodbye
every time you cry
i feel your teardrops meeting mine

even though we’re alone
on the 25th
we both know there’s nothing in the world i wouldn’t give 
to yank you out my 2d screen
and hold you by the christmas tree

alone on the 25th

Vincent
Harist
Bernice

This song talks about the unnecessary, exaggerated, human reaction towards work and how the reaction affects those around them.

Description:
joji wannabe
harist did bass > ai 
bernice sang > apple mic 
vincent did guitar > ai + other interesting aspects of the song  
vincent mixed  

Everybody's hyperventilating
ventilated room but now they can't breathe
Words are bouncing off these walls they're getting
On my nerves but I won't say a damn thing

They are all over exaggerating
it's just a song don't need to complicate things
write a paragraph on how you made this
you'll be done before you even know it

everybody's shouting for their lives now
bet the people near would want them all out
but we take into consideration
the insecurity that craves attention

Untitled (rex)

Love From Rome

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