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Way It Was

have had this one written for a while now and dont really like it but still decided to work on it for some reason

on my way home late at night
high school forefront of my mind
something about it is making me numb
somehow i cant get enough

oh i just wanna put it down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
grab another
further down the gutter

just noticed how often
these thoughts are in my head
something about em is making me think
i’m addicted to these feelings x3

oh i just wanna put this down
but it’s glued to my hand right now
and forever
maybe its for the better

can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i think im an
alc c c c
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
think this bottle’s
deep as deep ends
can’t stop drinking
empty feelings
i know im an
alcoholic

oh i don’t know what i’d be without
all this shit i pour in my mouth
i just wish i could put them down
but the bottles are glued to my hands right now
and forever
i’m gonna drown
i’m gonna drown
drown me out
drown me out

alcoholic demo

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

you're collecting hobbies and you say it's kind of odd
that working and consumption serve the function of a god
If you get out of bed today and feel like shutting off
i'll catch your fall

If sisyphus is smiling then you must like your job
if there are children starving you must drink the tears you sob

You roll out of bed just like a boulder down a hill-
it only takes a twig to snap before you find the will
if God is in your dreams today I'm sure he loves you still
I know I do

If sisyphus is crying then I guess all bets are off
If there are children starving then we'll feed 'em to the dogs

Shut off

gonna miss summer

lyrics:
when u pulled up to my driveway
i saw u turn around
and u said we’ll do it my way
made me think that you were here to stay

cuz when ur gone
it feels wrong
all the things i do without u
on my mind
all the time
i dont know what im tryna find
runaway from the world
lets just run to california where
the grass has never been greener and
u look so fucking pretty baby

so i won’t pick up the phone
and u won’t leave me alone
so wherever I go
u will always be home

☼ California ☼

02/11/23 ditty

Written and produced by Raoul Schuhmacher @ Zeeland Music Production. This version uses Sonarworks SoundID VoiceAI (TM) vocals.

Days of autumn

Autumn Day

hi darlin 
things feel awful hazy, things just come and go. but that's okay. margot & the nuclear so and so's has meant a lot to me for a very long time. i could never even come close to doing the original justice. however, i hope this finds you softly like a kiss on the cheek, and i love you forever

voice or ghost / go to sleep you little creep

lil suprise tune i wrote 4 this really pretty boy that gives me a ton of butterflies. put it together super quick. i love u lots honeys i hope that all is well and this song kisses you on the cheek so softly. 
xox, my love forever
2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC

alcoholic demo

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