this hits so different to any song I've listened to

with @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst and @sshinju

lyrics

noooo
here i go
i only think about u now when im alone
i cant wait to go home and just smoke
see my eyes blood red like a rose  
blue pill red pills what i chose
all this time i might still go ghost
the affections really what i miss most
but its hurts to know it wasnt real at all

veins

i spent the new year throwing up in a kitchen sink 
with my eyes blood red and this rage it fills my head
i'm lashing out, barbarian, there's lightning out my cornea 
sparks and hits the walls and we got burn it out in flames
but the blood that's running thru me isn't human in these veins
and it's charred and made of ember but the spirit still remains
i swear that ash is compensating for all the shit I lost to pain
i don't mind tho
watch the time go
i can't even write a song without my eyes closed
watch me go
woah rolling up
gonna pour another cup 
won't take no shit from no broke ass cunt
when ur jaw locks up
and ur time runs up
when u play that song
man u break my heart

blood red w/ betweentheveinsandi (prod shinju + jolst)

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

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Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

VERSE 1

(epitome)

i solidify the thoughts inside my head
the thoughts that are telling me i’m better off dead
no matter what you say to me
6 feet deep is where i’ll be
as the light from the tunnel grows darker and darker
my mind grows farther and farther away
please stay
stay with me
don’t leave my body alone to decay

VERSE 2

(paperthinwalls)

this is the last time i hope you see me 
(hope you see me)
6 feet underneath i’m not breathing 
it’s too late to go back
i cant run to the past
you left me shattered like glass
knew this would never last
it doesn’t matter i’ll be dead in the morning
body lined with chalk yeah i’m never returning 
i’m writing all these songs yeah this is my warning 
never had a place yeah this doesn’t concern me
oh oh oh
i’m burning it’s ok
i’m learning (i’m learning)
i’m so alone
got nobody i feel like a ghost

BRIDGE

(epitome)

i’m so alone 
i’m so close
to letting go
of the life i use to know

VERSE 3 (shared)

(epitome)

p-p-p-pain is never ending 
i cant find the beginning
my minds at war
don’t know what i’m searching for
a sense of hope maybe?
but i can’t find that lately (lately)

(paperthinwalls)

and lately i’ve been lost in this dream
and no hope of ever escaping
and oh god yeah look what you made me
i’m sorry it’s these feelings that change me

OUTRO

(epitome)

i’m so sorry
please for give me
i cant change
i know i’ll stay the same

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longing for death w/ paperthinwalls (metlast x luffy)

Produced by Pekarot
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@sendflowrs
What is wrong with me?
I don’t wanna tell you
Runnin' through the streets
3am off the molly 
And I think you should leave
Get out my hotel room
Lookin at photos from last year 
Swear that’s not me
I'm struggling to breathe
Swing like Tony Bellew
She's sweet like the honey
Goes in your coffee 
And I'm falling to my knees
Ask me and I'll tell you 
When I get too drunk
Yeah, my words get sloppy

@kerrley
Words get sloppy when I talk
It's 3am, and I've had enough
I'm fucked
It's all that I know
I missed your calls
It leaves a sore throat
I'm tryna hold it together
Just to see it through
'Cause these chords that'll sever
Cuts me in two
With the weigh of the pressure
It leaves us dark blue
No, I never talk right since I've met you

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

sendflowrs & Keeper: 3am (pekarot)

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

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my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

produced by @splashgvng & @1yeezo
featuring @skrxwd & @splashgvng
engineered by @marcdoesmusic

LYRICS
(You're not sad again, are you, splashgvng?)

Been a couple months, you've been gone
I've been moving on, you been doing wrong
Got drunk with your friends and a tat that you regret
And you fucked up hooking up with homie at the CVS
Now you're hitting up my phone
Telling me that you were wrong
Pulling up in my driveway
And saying it's my way
And maybe inside, I've
Been hoping you'd come by
And lie to your friends while they give me the side eye

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

Here we go again, everything feels the same now
Take another shot, won’t stop 'til I pass out
She’s the only one to make me wanna act out
All new fit, bitch, I’m blacked out
Made a mess, in my head,
Put me up on a shelf
And every time I hear your name
I feel like I'm in a cell
You can blame it on timing
You know where to find me,
Stuck somewhere between nicotine and caffeine
The thought of you is always hiding in the shadows
Everyone around me says I'm acting like an asshole
Consumed by my thoughts, watch the time go
And I can’t feel a thing, spent a rack though
Really wish that you didn’t have to go home
Another night of loving you before you let go
Why you gotta fuck with my head for?
Like, for real

It's like, literally, all the fucking time,
You just hit me up, and you're like,
"Oh wow I miss you" and like, "you're so important to me"
But then, you're on the side, fucking talking to other dudes
And fucking like, hollering at people

I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me
I still need you like you need me
Woke up still drunk and I'm hazy
You're gone but you still suffocate me
You can use me, you can, you can use me

use me (feat. Skrwd & splashgvng)

feat @kcchalk100

(kcchalk):
tell me that i’m wrong 
barely  holding on 
sick of the lies and the bluffing 
look in your eyes and there’s nothing 

(gxlke): 
tell me that i'm wrong
hopin that you'll fall in love
baby, tell me that i'm wrong
yea

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part
 
(kcchalk)
tell me 
i’m wrong 
i can never cut ties 
hard to say that i’m fine 
tell me lies 
wouldn’t be the first time 
am i alright 
hard to say that i’m fine 
fucked me made me feel like nothing 
then you left me all alone left me there rusting 
tell me that i’m wrong 
days are getting long 
don’t think i can take it 
don’t think i can take it 

(gxlke)
baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

I’d do anything for you 
and I think that’s what scares you 

The difference between you and me 
Is you’re afraid 
and I’m here on my knees 
wont you to be my everything ?

take your time 
I’ll show you patience 
i promise all the time we spend doesn’t go wasted 

I’ve been refraining from getting so fuckin faded 
I’m on a path of bein better
you’re my prize saying I made it 
just imagine that, I still get sick to my stomach hoping that you just love me back

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

i'd do anything for you
baby just know that it's true
tell me that i'm wrong

tell me that i'm wrong (ft. kcchalk) (prod. 2001 x Jolst)

miserable behind a frame...
new secks drive banger with the king @sideviewdriveca
prod. @methboiswag & @jolst
art by the goat @ejcarrmusic
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

never let u go i got a lifetime
now i know it well that ur my lifeline
expectations hold me back
so why don’t i release the past
i feel the judgement from a mile away
i saw it coming love i know what you’ll say

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

sideview drive:
Baby, take my hand
And I promise I'll never let you down
Even if you're falling backward
Know I will be there
It's gonna take some time, but we've got more than we could ask for
No, I wouldn't waste a single second of it without you by my side

safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
follow my lead
and i’ll dictate the change
miserable behind a frame
ur safe w me
i promise ur safe w me
particles mold to break us down
but honey i’ll never let u down again

safe with me (ft. sideview drive) [methboiswag x jolst]

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hope you guys enjoy this one <3 each track i put out means a whole lot 2 me, 
so tysm for taking the time out of your day to listen

prod. by @sorrow_bringer 🖤
cover art done by my friend molly !! 

(got me asking my lungs)
("can you cave in?")
(in need of a reason for clearing my head)

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

heart's beating, now i'm way heated
took off and ran on my own
asking my past demons, "did i really mean it?"
was i in control of my soul?
now i gotta wait. 
i know what i am; shit wasn't great
so why do i stand?
never complained; wished that i did
they'll get what they get
i'm not giving in

they all wanna see me fall, hear me bawl
i know i shouldn't have set foot
into the cage that i'm in
the person i was; he told me to stay where i must
oh the ground personifies
we walk all about it and never bat an eye

let me loathe (let me loathe)
swear i'm changing..
this feeling i know
lessened the seasons

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

subside (sorrow bringer)

hope yall enjoy
shoutout @seejayxo
prod. @splashgang

sendflowrs & Keeper: 3am (pekarot)

loveless.

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