Gwlad, Gwlad, pleidiol wyf i'm gwlad,
Tra môr yn fur i'r bur hoff bau,
O bydded i'r heniaith barhau

language of the forgotten
[@prodgreentop]

loaded (greentop)

made this beat with a bunch of oakscreen samples from splice fr such an amazing artist <3

lyrics:

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

is it bad that i cant sleep
moving different
got my back against the wall
got my back against the wall
and i dont feel different
than the time u left me
i gotta do it this time
this time

gotta battle with the mess
backs against the wall
i put my armor to the test
damn i got it bad but every day i try my best
tryna do my best to get some rest
i need some rest

gotta take my time
weight on my back feel it pressurize
and it makes it hard
so hard

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

bliss fields +oakscreen

@f3arme

i can feel my heart beat close to urs
can u tell me if its real or not
and i promise u theres no one else
ur the only one i got
when its over i still need ur touch
when its colder i still need ur warmth
pull me closer hold me in ur arms
when im with u i cant feel my scars

ur what i wanted
i cannot explain
the things u said
they get in my brain
i sit here waiting
for something to change
i dont know why
i feel like this every day
but im still getting paid
and thats the reason they hate
always riding my wave
they want a piece of the cake
dont wanna work cause ur lame
u want a feature then pay
just stay out of my lane
they always get in my way

spotify

closer (feardorian)

sense yourself tainted
abandon all attempts to restrain it
my whole mind is twisted
this dread im encased in
shadows that no light could dispel
i’m at the crossroads, i still dwell
another cold night alone at the roadside
walking with closed eyes trapped in my own mind
starting to see why i can’t feel alive
left denied, ill leave it all behind

gutted by stillness
where will i take this
rapid spreading sickness
you could say I’m ill fated
tangled wires in the system
what have i created
exuding hatred

figures in the window
gutted by stillness
lure me into limbo
guided by visions
gaze around the walls
waiting for a call
when will I receive a signal


send a bullet to his dome make him fall asleep
wasteland ima roam like a zombie
where you stand you will fall end up crawling
just want a sense of belonging
the essence is haunting

dread

go
cut
i cant be in love
trust
i cant take enough
stuck
i do not belong
fuck
where did we go wrong

wear the same clothes every single day
stop talking theres nothing left to say
dont wanna stop i just wanna be okay
im sorry ill never really change

go outside, walk for miles, im awake
im in lastplace dont care if im late
fall asleep cuz i really wanna stay
always thinkin bout u i cant stay away

you dont really care what i do
just as long as youre not there to see it
how the fuck else can i prove
that i really miss you i mean it

bleeding from my head to my shoes
makes me think of you so i keep it
dont u have the sense imma lose
this just makes me wanna keep secrets

where did i go wrong prod. 5v

ironic

senses - victim (avast)

prod @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy
w/ @counterxo
@vasiliy-vershinin    amv w/ russian subs: https://youtu.be/KX9KZBIIhjM?si=XytgSsACm-YcSKH0

@s0lemn
itz Apparent u dont Care wat i go Thru  ,, : [ [-
U aint want me How i . . . how I Want u -/ . :
Do U care at all << ? I Dont Think u want2 , ,. ;+
ima KMS i Do wat I Told uU u ,  , . -

drop 2 Da floor ###,>>On My Soul ,, Lemme fade away ,_ )) 
theres A Knock at My door , , , if its Uu then i shld Stay away , ,, ,
Cut2my Core , ,,|| u Make it Hard 2stay wit Uuu 
drugs in The Pour ,, cut 2my Core ,, Drugs In the Pour . .. ,

@counterxo
I think I need some space, I think I’m paranoid
Stayed 10 toes in my place,
but I’m still making noise
They can’t fuck with my pace,
I had to make a choice
No smile on my face
the fakes make me annoyed

Cause I wasted so much time,
it got outta line,
it felt like a war with you
I’m having to clear my mind, 
took that as a sign that the end was overdue
This can’t knock me off of my grind
Don’t wanna remind myself of what I would do
So I put the past all behind me,
said that im fine
Work too hard to say the truth

But I feel it with my soul
And I still tried, cried again I’m just too far in the hole
And I’m still fried, lied again I’m just trying to hit all my goals
But I’m still tied, still so high from the drugs playing their roles

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on my soul w/ counter [ssj5]

in the room
plagued by distress
salt in the wound
can’t be saved from this mess
bullet proof vest
bullet case its a mess
scraping off the flesh
push the blade inside his neck
take another step
its like fate is being sealed
feel the cold steel
ima make you know its real
hold still
hear the echos from the field
you know the whole deal
i got time to kill
so you know its time to kill

victim of machination
its too late 
too late to change it
encrusted with detritus
rusted from the cries
pull up and you can try it
you wont come out alive

surveilled
automated paranoia
surveilled
cybernetically destroyed 
surveilled
dilapidated resource
surveilled 
im nothing but a mechanoid

within the labyrinth of junk
no hopes of binding hearts
the promise of tomorrow
erodes till the final spark
stare it down
its oblivion personified
no ones around
that can tell you why its wrong or right

surveilled

Lyrics:

(yeah-yeah turn up, yeah-yeah das ist crazy)

Ja, run den Shit, mache es hella
Zähle so viel, aber mit anderen Nennern
Sehe die Numbers, so wie Margiela
Swag Overseas, ja von anderen Ländern

Yeah es ist nichts zu hart, mache es schon seit Years
Bitch werde zum Star und ich sage yeah
Huh-yeah, huh-yeah, huh-yeah

Habe nur eine Chance und ich take sie ja
Bin so layed-back, ich sitze im Backseat, hold on

This a bad Situation that I'm in, yeah
Reden von ihren Plänen und ich frag mich wo sie jetzt sind
Cause I don't see them, I don't see them, I don't see them, I don't see them

Denn du bist nicht Outside
Und ich bin out my Mind, ja
Nicht der selbe Kind, yeah
Gib dir keine Zeit, aber gib dir mein Advice, yeah
Lebe, es geht vorbei
Mache den Trip nach Overseas und trage dein Lieblingskleid

Run den Shit, mache es hella
Zähle so viel, aber mit anderen Nennern
Sehe die Numbers, so wie Margiela
Swag Overseas, ja von anderen Ländern

Yeah es ist nichts zu hart, mache es schon seit Years
Bitch werde zum Star und ich sage yeah
Huh-yeah, huh-yeah, huh-yeah
Und ich sage yeah
Huh-yeah, huh-yeah, huh-yeah

(yeah-ja man, yeah-ja man, yeah-ja man, yeah-ja man
Yeah-ja man, yeah-ja man, yeah-ja man, yeah-

yeah prod 1mochji

prod @3dssucks 
shoutout everyone in ## workinprogress !
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lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

bliss fields +oakscreen

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